Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

ohh yar forgot something .
TICK TOCK, TICK TOCK
when the clock strike 12am its 28 july ..
so HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY to shark fin my FREAK ..
he is full of craps & a kind soul .
hey dude , be happy alright ?
COME on it's a big deal ..
don't be sad, &
don't stress, don't stress , don't stress
hey man u deserve nothing but the
B.E.S.T((:

May allah bless u & livelong .
good luck in ur prelims & O's
i still owe u one , u too owe me. hehs!
thanks 4 being a good friend :p
Tomorrow enjoy ur day to the FULLEST !

SAYONARA peeps
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Sunflowy Girl
6:46 AM

Early in the morning ,
i just realize that in my house there were
one female GORILLA & one male GIRRAFE + one KING KONG(:

there were conflict among 3 of them .
so im the chipmunk can't be bother with their
*NONSENSE*
i just act nothing happened .
went out with my aunts & cousin go
JALAN-JALAN
tt least ive peace when im out of that
ZOO
tt last my beloved syaidi can WALK.
i can't wait to bring him to the playground.
tell the truth : he is the ONLY person who can
TAKE ME AWAY , to a SECRET place..
a [ S.W.E.E.T ] escape((:
as usual tmrw school , so i can't to

see my inspiration in school.
- nights -

Sunflowy Girl
6:30 AM

i love her.
i'll treasure her more, make her happy & less sad(:

i love going on a DATE with my only CHUM(:
shh.... Don't tell my LAKI horr.
well she know where we went to,
but don't even know what we DO.

a DECENT sabby :)

the other side of me(:
*CRAZY,Belloness*

Sunflowy Girl
5:07 AM

Prelims start on Wednesday . . .
im ready but not 4 my maths paper.
Goshh , i guess its time 4 me to be MORE confident.
tt last i pass my math paper(CA5).
WELL DONE
Sabby(:
but still i don't feel quite happy.
i know i can do it, so i want to prove the

*KUNGFU Panda*

>my maths teacher<
WRONG !!
i'll ....
GOH is NEAR, i can't wait(2wks more).
every Friday go HQ..
take riffle, then rehearsal..
so AWESOME to be in NCC .
&&&&

yeah, something is bothering me . .
it's about the COUPLE who's driving me CRAZY :(
im stuck, the middle of nowhere to judge who should
[ WIN or LOSE ]
i love both her & him .
i've to be fair .. not just to them.
but to myself..
allah thanks 4 helping me out.
now, i know what to do NEXT....
Sorry , truly sorry my COUPLE :/
ps; Crony, help me OUT !!!!
i miss you badly ..
should i ask him out to go
RUN RUN RUN ?
Nights(:

Sunflowy Girl
4:49 AM

hello, konichiwa & assalamualaikum

peeps out THERE(:
its been awhile. . .
that i breakdown. hehs!
so yeah, just now tt home..
i cried in front of my sister(mum)
cuz i din't wanna go out meet my cousins & all.
guess im too tired & bored.
in the END, i still went out...
well, it's a GREAT day 4 me.
go MAKANNN, sedap OIII !
perutku sampai senak , isk..
&& yar today ive met alot of wierdos peeps.
DAMN, me & zanna so vicious.
just 4 TODAY oke? so we kacau the weirdos. &

we LAUGH out LOUD.

we meet a warak makcik , still she makes me & zanna think yang dia tak *siuman*
then meet a aunty tt NTUC.
the aunty is a cashier, look so blurblur.
& so slow.
The moral of the story is Don't make fun of others,
hahs! but if u can't control ur laughter .
JUST let it out. ALOUD((:
-that's all 4 today-
i've enjoyed my SATURDAY to the fullest i guess.
im guilty of something.
ALLAH help me OUT.
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Sunflowy Girl
4:22 AM

080808- official open ceremony.
090808-FUN ! FUN !
150808- DAMN my dad's B'day((:

24/08/08- my beloved nana B'day
310808- SUCKS.
really, sumpah .
i just feel indifferent & not ready to face the fact that is my day.
idk, y :/
let's hope things will be fine .
u & me? pray hard together?
lalala...
-AMIN-
seriously balloons can make me
HAPPY & go HIGH(:
the things i loved too .
what i really want is, everyone who knows me just make me

HAPPY(:
i want: hoodie, headphones , everlast shoes , chocolates,
& a shhh.. SABO uhh.
lastly , a SURPRISE from anyone.
especially, Crony(:
8 more days to prelims.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . .
-END-
(:
:p
:/
:D

Sunflowy Girl
1:06 AM

SHOUT !!! SHOUT !!! SHOUT !!!
ola ola peeps :/
the day is neither bright or dark.
not enough brightness & darkness.
i guess today ive said something wrong to my beloved
*SOMEONE*
i don't know what wrong did i say.
okok, sometimes people judge the book by its cover.
nahnah, but not mine.
People jugde me through my emotions.

my face reaction.
Sometimes i hate myself because of this lame EMOTIONS in me.
gahh!!
Whatever it is, i hope & pray peeps out there don't misjudge me.
im sorry, truly sorry .
i just want u to accecpt who am i,
im just being true to myself.
lalala, i love you(:
ive learnt my lessons, sometimes i do need to shut my mouth.
& know when to speak .

Sunflowy Girl
11:54 PM

ola ola peeps(:
my cheer :
Stand up 4 Sabrina
Do the best you can
Reach out 4 ur fellow gangs
We got to make a stand.
Bring your knife, we can join our part.

Reach out to give sabrina a CALL !!!

8327654( Four,Four) *Echo

thank you wawa 4 making this cheer 4 me .
haha, cya lter blog(:
Byebye~

Sunflowy Girl
10:01 PM

i LOVE & MISS my Crony , Chum , Laki, Half-Circle , Nini-Darls , Wawa , Cengkedik(:
& im missed my horny cuzin ZAZA & NANA .
i TREASURE my SHARK-FIN & all the dudes & Babes .
ohh allah , SMILE with me .
im feeling so Estastic today..
byebye .

Sunflowy Girl
12:47 AM

ohhh i've FOUND you !!
yeah tt last im updating my blog.
hey peeps(:
this week, it's a
tiring, awesome & full of enthusiasm & feeling estastic.
its been a hard time for my LAKI that is nurr,
since she've just broke up with her boy.
to nur: no matter what happened , stay strong like u always do & positive oke.
you are still young & about the 3yrs ..
i'll always pray 4 u .
i'll still need u in my life , everybody included.
to nadd my chum : i LOVE you . & i know im a big FARTER.

ohh come on , do i need to control my fart?
so lecehh , but im used to fart in front of u girls.
that's me .. nvm, tt least lala said :
my fart smells GOOD,
-SWEETCORN-

On 17/7/08
Taken Malay N-level Oral.
well it's SUCKS.
but i can say i did quite well. hees~
Had a conflict with nur, nahnah im sorry dint mean to MAKI but u've go beyond the limits.
just dont do it again, patience have its own limits.
Thanks allah, PROBLEM solve(:
At 6.30 going to 7.00pm
Meet ariffin, go Victoria Hall .
Since he had a extra ticket.. y NOT say yes?
& go along with it .
St.Gabs did much BETTER than PRSS but PRSS still the BEST.
THANK YOU fin(:
its a memorable moments 4 me.
& i spot my CRONY but dint say HI .
since ive no courage.
After the concert,
i , fin & Friends go blah blah blah .
it's a SECRET . Shhh...
-That's All-

On 18/7/08
GOH training again &
meet my half -circle.
gave me a "GULA-GULA"
nahnah, its a RING.
so sweet of u larh.
i love you cos ur mine Half-Circle.
i'll never let u go cos i need u & u need me too.
u respect me & understands me well .
went home, lights off tt 10.30pm.

WEEKENDS
as usual rotting tt home or go zaza hse or
meet my chum or LAKI(:
so later im going to meet nur.
tmrw upload pics oka?
ps;i've said alot here, im feeling exhausted .
so BYEBYE~

Sunflowy Girl
11:15 PM

ohoh i forget something.
its Me & my Crony 1year 1month(:
haha,hoho,huhu..
till we last long as "Pantat & Kentot"
i want to tell crony ive a blog, but then nahnah..
it's OKAY i don't have too. haha
till then, im sorry my half-circle for making u cried yesterday.
i love you too larh dey as my half-circle. muahs !
-love ya peeps-

Sunflowy Girl
1:43 AM

hey peeps(:
well, well & well..
today i feel indifferent. uh, i dont know why.
still thinking what the reason is so blah blah . . .
school is great, ALAMAK photo-taking larh dey.
its A.W.E.S.O.M.E
muahaha! nadd & me is piss off with our own classmates.
like HELLO , we acted as "ah-long" asking them to pay class fund.
DAMN only $1 , also hard to pay. whatever it is they dint owe us, but our
cikgu shalala(:
so dosa-dosa tu pandai-pandai larh tanggung yer?
nabbs, spotted nyet looking at me.
well, i dint. so during recess..
always,spotted him( just now)
he looks tt me & i jeling him..
now, i regret.
i should've just give him a SMILE(:
so my life won't be so hard...
urgh, we both are ego.
so i guess that's making me feel so different today.
Tuition cancelled today, hope to meet crony but then since he was busy we've postpone it.

tonight, i guess i'll meet my Chum & Cengkedik(:
- STUDY & STUDY -
so, muahs .
*bye peeps*

Sunflowy Girl
1:19 AM

i miss MUHAMMAD IRFAN BIN TAHIR(:
though we . . . BLANK ~
thank you HASDAD , 4 being there for me 24hrs daily.
ZZZZzzz . . .

Sunflowy Girl
9:32 AM

well HELLO , HELLO & HELLO !!!
its 12am in the morning now.

Tick TOCK , Tick TOCK nadd hse punya clock BUNYI(:
yeah , im here tt nadd hse.

rotting around . . .
today was DAMN tiring day 4 me & others.

& +++ was PERANGAI uhh punya HARI .
NCC ends tt 5pm ,
then go [Victoria Hall]

support FARHIN & FABIAN .
WOW ! the BAND gerekkk dok !
Mr.Goh sang like MADONNA/MADDONA . lol

SPOT nyet, damn he sombong seyy.

by 9.45 its OVER.
go makan till 11.30pm.
NOWWWW !!!

not asleep yet.
okok, tmrw MUST go to sch .

haiyoh !! so, must wake p early.
- Nights -
ps; Get Well Soon Irfan kentot & imy .

i love Nadd & my GFF .

Sunflowy Girl
8:54 AM

today , today & today .
when is the DAY that it will soon be OVER ?
over with all complicated things.
allah . . what've i done?
to deserve this craps .
aku perlu kan petunjuk darimu ya allah .
-Kesabaran
-Ketenangan
aku tak sekuat maner yang kau pikirkan .
aku dah tk mcm dulu.
sekarang aku lemah.
i know, allah u'll be there when i need u.

so, i'll be strong as 4 now.
im the [boat], he is the [river] .
what he really wants from me?
BREAK?
TIME?
break : i won't . i thin so. hees~
time:forever till im dead .
he msg me yesterday.
said: sorry 4 what he've done. just that he can't think straight.
[ohh allah, i dint know all this while that he has
a SCREW loose . lol]
he nvr hate me & u've done nothing wrong.
its just him.
sad to see me cry , but more sad if his in my life.
& he is a burden.
lastly , he said ily .
Full of CRAPS !!!
y must he msg me ?
want to gain sympathy again ?
BULLSHIT(:
he told fiqah that between me & him its
"OVER"
Drama Papa, he is DAMN coward .
make up stories , meanwhile its just a lie.
i'll not FORGIVE him.
over my DEAD body !
ps; maybe by loving him, is just wasting my time.
uhuhuh im stress.
somebody take me away, to a secret place.
ByeBye . . .

Sunflowy Girl
3:50 AM

Well today is Aqilah Birthday .
she will be 11 years old . haha , dahh TUA(:

tonight i, my cousins & Uncle & Auntie will Boogy-Boogy till Morning .
Shake the ASS ... like

Bouncy-Bouncy, Smack - Smack .
ur GONNA give me a
"Heart Attack"
hees~
to: aqilah, semoga allah panjangkan umur mu .
dan murah rezeki.
Study Hard uhh GILA !! opps . .
Yesterday, was a tiring day 4 me.
coz of NCC training.
but i enjoyed it verrryyy MUCH tauu .
i miss my part A cadets & my Fellow Friends.

part D must train HARD , like Crazy coz of
Pass Out Parade & GOH(:
ohh , i can't Wait for 080808 !!
After NCC, meet Nabb & Nadd .
Being With them is FUN .
even they are notoriuos just like me,
i [L][O][V][E] them still .
everyone ponn same horr .
by 12.30am im in my
LALAland(:
update u more soon .
ps; he is DRIVING me crazy . haha

Sunflowy Girl
3:06 AM

thank you my Crazy Freak on 3rd July .
u know who you are .
hees~
even if im gonna lose my Special Crony , i love him still(:
ByeBye ~

Sunflowy Girl
8:57 PM

SPECIAL CRONYku(:

I hate the way you make me feel,Meaningless, neglected and sad.
I have your picture in my hand.Looking at it constantly,remembering the good times we've had,all the perfect memories.
ps:Hate That i Still LOVE you .
my CHUMP is NADD-
Shhh ......
ByeBye, update u more bloggy.
thank you, ily bloggy*

Sunflowy Girl
1:47 AM

I learned that a friend is someone I trust to be with me when I am at my weakest and most vulnerable. And they are people who, no matter how painful it is to see, are willing to be with me when I am so helpless and weak. If I would trust my life with you, and vice versa, we are friends. It’s not about whether you are trustworthy, or whether you are friendly, it’s the actual act of trust that is the basis of friendship. If I trust you to be truthful, then you’re a friend. If I find I must be careful how I say things, then it’s something other than friendship.

Friendship is not a state of mind, it’s an act. It’s something you do, it’s not about whether you’re good or not, it’s not a reflection of you, it’s a balanced relationship between people. That doesn’t mean it’s always balanced at every moment. Sometimes you "need a friend" and other times it’s the other way. It’s a trust that’s returned.
so please i want the LAUGHTER & the FOOLISH acts we always do as ONE(:

Sunflowy Girl
1:16 AM

hey bloggy :(
now ur the place for me to let out my sorrowness.
i feel so miserable, confused , & sad. i feel like to commit suicide .
i feel like killing U( the phrase that nadd always use to Mr.Ow).
but i think its not worth it.
im not that emotional girl . . .
Allah will not FORGIVE me 4 sure if ive done that .
Well, today i cried. i try my best to hide my sorrow but in the end i can't.
i & my boyfie is now in a UNexplainable Situation.
so its making me stress.
Then i thought my friends will cheer me up.
YES, they DO.
& i appreciate it.
BUT just now OoOo ..
Nadd,Lala,Nurr,Wawa & Me were all in this mess together.
to make the stroy short is :

Nadd bickering with Wawa .
i bickering with Wawa & Nurr .
now what i feel??
-MISERABLE & regret 4 talk back to nurr & wawa.

i really hope that this -KIDDY QUARREL-
will END soon.
i really hope we could FORGIVE each other & start anew.
ONE more thing : SETAN love to SEE us QUARREL .
*y NOT? they will clap hands*
like what i said before this year is the last year 4 "US"
so , treasure the moments(:
ps:in "FRIENDSHIP" there must a give in & take moments.
i love you girls truly.
it really affect me, till i go gaga
HERE & THERE . . . .

Sunflowy Girl
12:40 AM

WHY not ? we become BESTFRIENDS ~
nahnah that's all i wanna say .
well its just my foolish thoughts .
EVERBODY is my BESTFRIENDS now.
hoho !
SHIT, SHIT & SHIT . . .
ps;i love Nadd,Nur,Wawa,Lala & Elly :D

Sunflowy Girl
8:50 PM

Hey Bloggy(:
what's LIFE?
uhhh, when ive to think about the reason what is life . . .
it makes me go CRAZY -
Now, im tt comp lab .
its malay period now... so boring . hahaa!
well , i just want to say.
THIS YEAR is the last year 4 the "Kanasai Girls"
so i just dont want them to bicker over something small or BIG.
BAWAK bertenang & bicara dengan BAIK.
Bla,Bla & Bla.
so , just dont BICKER.
it hurts the people surrounding tauu .
ps:i love irfan . but now things are getting so complicated .

i am following the flow now. so lets just wait & see what'll happened next.
but i pray & hope it dosen't turn out to what i predict.
i [L][O][V][E] my GFF(:
even if u hate someone dont ever show it, tell them in a good way.
Insya-allah mereka akan memahami.
*byebye BloggyKU*

Sunflowy Girl
8:37 PM