Sunday, May 31, 2009

Waiting patiently for my dearest love , need to accompany him again to expo .
AI YOH ! this uncle very troublesome . hahah ! Today is my first exam paper , it's easy but I managed to do 5/6 printouts , okay what . Im satisfied :) Well tommorrow will be the CRN paper . EASY - CHICKEN MCNUGGETS cause I put my heart & soul when im doing it + it's my favourite subject even though the subject need to take down alot alot alot of NOTES .
{ ALL THE BEST TO UO0901E BABES & DUDES }
Nurrahaan , no matter what happened im here for you .
Always remember that YOUR GIRLSFRIENDS will always be here for you when you are in need of someone . Take Good Care of yourself bestfriend !
I agreed with shaz , im sorry cause I think he don't deserve your love babe !
WALK OFF FROM HIS LIFE
but afterall me & shaz not forcing you . it's all up to you .
LOVE YOU NURRAHAAN
&
IMISS NADRAH & NABILAH

gosh , I guess im addicted to meet you both every week luh.
hahaha !

gtg , need to get ready .
ohhh , why did you tooked my love ?

Sunflowy Girl
10:29 PM


TODAY
is
01/06/09
TODAY
is
the date we got together.
TODAY
is
the date when you told me how you felt.
TODAY
is
one of the happiest day of my life.
And....
TODAY
is
the day you made me realise alot of things in life.
1 year plus knowing each other .
4 months being together.
Thank You For everything & everyday , Muhammad Ariffin
(:
ps;Ive tried to think of the sweetest words I could say to you .Something different & something true. But I guess there could never be a word sweeter than saying :
{ ILOVEYOU }

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Sunflowy Girl
8:52 AM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I HATE BOREDOM !
well , I am so bored to the core . This few days had been so boring but lucky me ive RUSYAI-DINA & Ruzanna to accompany me . To make my days happening like it used to be . Thanks Nadrah & Nabilah too they somehow visit me when I am sick. LOL . Thanks for the chocolate, Nadrah :) . Met nurrahaan just now at school . Accompany her to buy her stuff , then we go job-hunting & window shopping . ohh yeah , david asked me not to quit . so should I ? Im really confused . David is so so soooo NICE towards me & my work friends + supervisors is nice too . ONLY ONE particular WOMEN luh !
Make my life full of misery , hmm ... make my working days feel so yuckish ! For david sake I put scheldue for next week . So we went to go job-hunting at TM , TM1 & Century Square .
I guess nur & me will get the job at " Pastamania & Fish Restaurant "
BUT
nurrahaan don't want to work in F&B line anymore .
So I guess I'll stick to F&B at the momment , retail line hard to get luh .
{ TROUBLESOME }
I prefered working at the Fish Reastaurant because ohh lala ...
they are so so FRIENDLY yo ! esp : got this girl & the makciks2 .
WISH ME LUCK
:D
love had been so busy nowdays , nvm I understand .
yesterday was funny , I know I want you , you know I want ya !
I can't wait 4 holidays ! I can't wait to meet you so that we can talk for long hours like we used to. IMISSYOU HOTPANTS !



CUTE KAN ? looked like chinese . gosh !



she always wanna look so "w o w " for her boyfie .
SEXY HARDCORE
COVER UP please COS YOU BELONG TO ME
:)


Okay gtg now , wanna go 4 a jog with ruzanna .
HAVE A NICE DAY TOMMORROW EARTHLINGS
:) :o) :D






Sunflowy Girl
4:03 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009


ALHAMDULILAH
I am thankful & I am so happy . There's nothing serious about my condition but the pain sometimes make me can't take it anymore . so it was a infection . thanks allah .
went to polyclinic with my mum , take blood & urine test . The funniest part is when my mum can't accompany me during the blood test & when the nurse sucked out my blood using a jab I was giggling like crazy(non-stop) till she asked me to stop laughing & breath in & out .
hahah ! it tickle my hearts when the jab went into my skin . of course it's painful but at the same time I can't help it , I just wanna laughed :D
Went shopping with mum & we ate pizza hut .
Thanks mum for paying my medical bills & treat me to pizza hut & stuffs .
LOVE YOU , MUM .
So doctor gave me loads of medicines . argh ! die .
so now there's nothing much to worry about , just need to think about my exams .
there'll be a check-up on 1st june , hopefully I can make it love on that special day .

okay , gtg wanna meet nadrah & nabilah .
ohhhlalala , slack-ing session + gossips too
:D

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Sunflowy Girl
3:10 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009
THANKS FOR TODAY , ARIFFIN :D
Went yishun , met love around 11+ . Went northpoint , blah blah blah . I was in the toilet & he called me up & say " I saw Najib Ali , he was behind us just now ". I was like ... I forgot what reaction or response I gave him . hahaha ! Suddenly , my pain become worst so he forced me to go TTSH by today . We tooked a cab & went TTSH . He talked to my mum so blah blah blah , he heed my mum advice & he give in to me & say "kay promise me , tmrw go with ur mum ? " I say okay . We went novena square & went to tamp , gahhh finally ! went home take some forms & we went to courts megastore take some stuff . hehe & go jalan-ing at ikea . Then he came to my house to install some stuff at lappy , step shy only with my mum & please don't have to be scared by my dad . KENTAL ! send him to interchange & awesome we ate MILO Mcflurry ! ( is the spelling correct Mr.Ariffriggin Awesome ? ) Love , thanks for today . Thanks for asking me to wai& wait for you . haha ! Thanks for today , wow we spend 8+ hours together . hehe , iloveyou ! Tmrw i'll be going polyclinic first kay then blah blah TTSH here I come :) won't attend school tmrw :( .. sorry nur & cat . Nights earthlings !








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Sunflowy Girl
6:50 AM

Saturday, May 23, 2009
To My KG Girlfriends esp Nadrah , I know you are damn worried about me . I know you want the old sabrina back who love to laughed out loud , eat alot & make silly jokes . Hey come on , I still laugh out loud like there's no tommorrow & i still make silly jokes but im sorry to say sometimes this sabrina had so much to think about ... & she changed . Now she din't eat alot & she is totally busy with sc stuffs , love to pretend like there's nothing going on but the fact is THERE IS . Till today , she can't endure the pain , she breakdown into tears . From the bottom of my heart , I am turly sorry nadrah . I regret so much for not listening to your , nur & nab advices to see a doctor . But as for tmrw I'll go to see the doctor kay ? I promise .
Cause I finally realise that my condition is really bad already . Indeed I was scared to see doctor cause I am not ready for any BAD results , cause I am ony 16 going to 17 :(
Nadrah , your post make me cried , iloveyou .
HERLY , NADRAH , NUR , NABILAH , SALWA & SHIMAH
{ IMISSYOU & ILOVEYOU GIRLS }
I miss secondary life , I miss doing crazy stuffs , gossiping , fighting & crying with you girls .I know whatever happened maybe one / or two or even you all will be there 4 me , thru ups & downs.I just wanna say I need & always need you girls everday & till my last breath cause w/o you girls my life would not be the same anymore.I treasure each of you girls & keep you girls close to my heart no matter how far I am from you girls. Just pray for me , that's all I wanted .
I keep thinking this is not goodbye , keep on thinking it's time to fly.
& this how it feels .... as we go on , we remember times we had together & as our lives change come whatever we will still be
BEST OF FRIENDS FOREVER & EVER :D

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Sunflowy Girl
6:15 AM

Today is another day for me to go through the pain once again , but this time was different .
I shared my pain with my love , Bestfriend(nad) , My Family & Relatives & of course lastly Student Councillors Members. The SC event was great , get the chance to patner with hazel , the hotstuff girl in SC . But something happened to me while I was in the toilet . Lucky for me, Hazel went inside to the toilet & search 4 me. I was in pain & in a very bad condition . So nurses helped me , I can't walk so they decided that it's better 4 me to sit in the wheelchair . The rest of the SC members cheer for me till I reached the sick bay . They are sweet . Hazel accompany me inside the sick bay room , feed me with foods & gave me hot milo to drink . We talked & share secrets , she is the best ... I can say that she is one of my BESTFRIEND . Im sorry hazel , in the past I was wrong about you . Im glad that we could talked heart 2 heart as if like you know me in my prevoius life(k aku mcm faham).Uncle picked me up from school . Then met love under my uncle block . He's Sweet & he make my heart melt . haha ! It's like I have not seen him for ages .He forced me to go hospital immediately but I kept delaying ... & make up excuses .So yeah I will go TTSH tmrw with mum . Accompany love till his family reach tamp mall to watch movie . but he is so extremely concern about me & send me home while his family waited for him at TM. Thanks love for everything , you've the rights to cried & be scared . Cause I know how it feels to lose someone that you love so much & that she/he is suffering from something .
Your NOT an ass/jerk(don't always condem urself) , ur such a lovely & good lover & boyfriend.
In a relationship there's always fights & misunderstanding , don't worry each fights make the feelings stronger . right love ?
I want to take this chance & say a BIG THANK YOU TO :
Hazel - My Hot GG
Arifreaking Awesome - My Lover
My Family & SC Friends for being so 101% concern . haha sweet thangs !
im sure , if im warded in a hospital somewhere in singapore I CALL YOU ALL ASAP !
{ PRAY FOR ME }

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Sunflowy Girl
5:24 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009
1 Thing 2 Say 3 Words : ILOVEYOU

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Sunflowy Girl
8:32 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Nyehahaha , LOL :D I just feel like laughing even tho there's NO one beside me now to make me laugh like you do . haha . Well I din't go to school , went to see the doctor cause I am having a BAD FLU . FLU sucks & it give me mood swing man ! & Doctor say something about my body part , damn it . Whatever Im really scared . I know sometimes nurrahaan & catherine get pissed off cause I everytime need to go o the toilet . PRAY HARD , its not kencing manis . I don't want to end up like my mum yo & even my grandma . I AM ONLY 17 THIS YEAR . NO one could understand this pain I had to endure every single day ... LET'S BANG THE WALL :D

UPCOMING EVENT :
23 May - SC event
30 May - Project Meeting( uh minutes of meeting again)
1 June - 3 june
{ EXAMS }
Okay , I need to start mugging hard for my exams .
& I really need to pass all the 3 subjects esp OFC & CRN .
OSA 60% & above( I swear I hate this subject) .
15-17 June - SC Camp
BlazeCamp 1 ? idk when .
20 June - Outing with my Girlfriends .
22 June - Class Outing to SENTOSA :)
& yar going holiday with my cousin ruzanna to malaysia .
I can't wait for HOLIDAYS !

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Sunflowy Girl
7:35 PM


I AM YOURS :D
Today , ur different . It's like gah im falling in love with you more than you know .
ohh...the feelings has gone deeper . haha even tho you make me pissed off , I still need you no matter what , FE&E . Baby , I swear today i miss ya lame jokes . But you don't dare to tell me cus ur afraid I might get irrataed by it . NONSENSE . I am used to it already. I swear .
That's why today , when I din't hear your jokes ...I felt . . . .
POTATO , FISHY FRIEND , BONCIT , B1 & ARIFFREAKING AWESOME
{ IMSSYOU }
I am sorry if lately , im being so NOT me .

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Sunflowy Girl
11:53 AM

School was freaking awesome with nurrahaan around , telling me silly gossips - hot news .
she made me laughed non-stop , gah baby iloveyou ! haha . I can't deny that today I AM SO SO SUPER HYPER since 8 in the morning . Yes , Ive done my work in class but ONE thing I can't concentrate...I just feel so HYPER & I just wanna disturb nurrahaan till she get pissed off. *evil me. I learnt that from boyfie . ZOMG ! hopefully I won't become like him . MATI ! So during break time , we went to the CO-Shop & bought snacks & I bought 2 CANS of latte .. maybe because of that im hyper . haha but im lovin'it yo !
then we sat somewhere . so last period was GOOD , cause Ms Yuen gave answers .. hehe . LAZY me . okay I admit today , I AM HYPER , LAZY & MY HEAD HAD GONE GAGA :D .
Even tho it is our last period , i still continue being hyper & disturb nur & catherine , sing & laughing by myself . Maybe due to stress ...BUT wait ive nothing to stress about . After school went to meet my dearest ones > RUSYAIDI SAYANGG , DINA DONA & RUZ ZHU :)









{ HOME SWEET HOME BY 9PM }

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Sunflowy Girl
10:57 AM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I WANT THE FEELINGS TO GET DEEPER


I don't know why I am feeling sad & blue . I just feel something its not right , something is going on which that I don't even know or realise . or maybe I am just being paranoid ?When you've to go , I hide behind you & followed you quietly ...I feel sad , when you don't look behind . but it's okay at least I know ur safe with me behind you .When I look up to the sky & I see the FULL MOON , I smile :)cause I once told you , a full moon means the moon is happy . cause I AM THE MOON . but sometimes whenever there's a full moon , I am not happy due to some negative thoughts & things that happened surrounding me . Sometimes I just wanna keep it to myself, wait for the right time . Sometimes I just believe my insticts.Sometime I am waiting for you to keep me strong from falling apart.Cause now , I just can't deny that I feel so .........
When I say iloveyou thru the phone , when there's no response or you din't hear what i say , it hurts.To hear you sleep thru the phone make me smile till I doze off to my lalaland.
Sometimes you don't know that I LOVE TO HEAR YOU SLEEP .
Maybe you might think im crazy or maybe you guys think that I am whatsoever. But this is me .
Remember when you are so frustrated & feel annoyed & get easily irratated by things surround you ... I'll always be there entertain & listening to you even tho I admit & say that you are very irratating to the ASS cause nowdays you love telling me ur lame jokes .
DO YOU KNOW WHY(cause) ?
{ I LOVE & ACCEPT THE WAY YOU ARE }
IMISSYOU & ILOVEYOU FE &E :
Muhammad Ariffin Bin Baharum
010209

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Sunflowy Girl
6:39 AM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

























ATTENTION TO MY KG : NEXT OUTING WILL BE ON 20 JUNE 2009 !
At 1400hrs , meet up at usual place :)


Listening to " Hatin On The Club " , addicted to the song cause of nadd blog. haha !
Im bored then I decide to go thru nadd posts . from the past till NOW . & I discovered that every month , the post confirm have my pictures & the rest of GF 's . hah iloveyou Nad .
ohh I can't wait for the outing so that we can do stupid/silly stuffs together once again .
nadd suggest to go : Sakuthala Palace ( idk how to spell the restaurant, whatever)
NUR & WAWA suggestions please .... & Farhin suggest go play bowling .
Okay this time round maybe our outing will be different due to some boys who wanna join us .
hmm let the girls discuss first whether you guys can follow or not . BOO !
whoever not FREE on that day , please tell me so that i can change the date .
I AM YOUR ORGANISER :)
&
PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE

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Sunflowy Girl
5:08 AM






Yesterday : NIGHT CYCLING :D
with SCmembers , TP students & The Tampines CC members .
I had extremely fun with them & I can't deny that Im Super Tired & exhausted too ... DIE DIE must cycle . haha ! So everybody must meet at Tamp library but Ive to wait 4 my dearest sayang that is: SHERI MORGAN . she's LATE. super late ! but i still love you syg.
luckily redwan accompany me by the the bridge . so no boredom . After she had arrived , we all went to a briefing , do warm up at sunplaza park . Flagged off by 10.10pm .
the route is like this :

Sunpalza Park > Changi village > East coast carpak A > Nicoll Highway > Marina barrage .
went back home route , flagged off by 4.am :
Marina Barrage > Nicoll Highway > Geylang Road > Paya lebar > Eunos > Kembangan > Bedok & lastly back to SUNPLAZA :D
Indeed it was damn tiring , almost half of the members wanna give up including me . but thanks to all my Bodyguards , Ayu & the rest for giving me such a HyperActive Support !
Thanks Kak Ayu for talking craps , dance with me while cycling , laughed with me & of course we both sempat gossips oi . Thanks kak , ILOVEYOU !
Thanks Ghazali, Syaiful , Sodrudin , Iman , Rashid , Redwan & Fareez for standing by me & being my bodyguard thru out the journey & keep saying "COME ON SAB ! COME ON , YOU CAN DO IT " Esp : To Ghazali , Rashid , Fareez & Sodrudin your the best seniors ! I won't forget you guys . & I won't forget the lovebirds : Syafie with Asyikah , meanwhile Sulastri with azmir & Sheri with Hisham(macho)
& me with kak ayu . She is the best , she din't leave me behind . When I stop , She will stop .
We waited 4 each other . She' Sweet ! So Reached Sunplaza at 6am .
me , ghazali , sodrudin & iman is the last team to arrived , THE TELETUBBIES :D
HOME SWEET HOME BY : 6.30am




Sulastri & Azmir

{ Syaiful }

Yaziq :D


Wan , Ayu & ME

SYAFIE & ASYIKAH

GIRLS POWER ! your the BEST KAK AYU !

Okay , Toodles ! need to get ready & off to work .
{ love , imy sooo much }

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Sunflowy Girl
12:35 AM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009
I AM THANKFUL
ITS LIKE SHARING HALF OF MY LIFE TO THE WORLD
:D
today, my day is filled with laughters , weird/shyness moments with boncitt , boredom with someone. gahh ! whatever . 15 minutes late for class , its okay . & Mr.Goh make me smile at the end of the lessons . haha cikgu shalala too. I'll make sure when I graduate I'll say " A BIG THANK YOU " to him. Lifeskills lessons ends by 1pm due to teacher need to talk with some particulars students who had not yet complete their past assignments. So after that nur & I end up went to teacher staffroom & help catherine , wan & william finish up their assignments .. hahah ! we talked, laughed & crack lame jokes so loud till like there's no tommorrow & like no body business . hahaha heck care . So I went home with Nad & Nab , lol that bratzs . LOVEYOUBOTH :D ... till then I went out with that boncitt & haha im kinda falling in love with " CHEW " . .hmm yum yum B1 . Lastly , I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to NAD for accompany me thru the phone in the morning(12am) this fewdays . BESTFRIEND/LESBIAN IS LOVE oka? I still remember I name you as my " lesbian patner " .
{ nights, sweetdreams love }

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Sunflowy Girl
9:13 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009
NEW BLOGSKIN: THANKS CATHERINE :D
Well I guess I have been trying so hard to be nonchanlant about it but I ended up hurting myself again & again . Going to extremes to prove that I am fine but in reality I am slowly losing my mind .Sometimes , I just want to keep it to myself . I know you & friends are worried about me , im sorry . nowdays , im being so NOT me . im tired of pretending . but sometimes to think back I need to pretend . haha but ONE THING FOR SURE : I won't get tired of smiling just 4 everyone & laugh out loud just 4 the sake of laughing kot . haha !
I am lucky to have love , the girls around me . esp NAD & NUR .
nadrah, thanks for the call yesterday night . haha shocked about nur ? Don't have to .
{ KITA SAMA-SAMA DALAM KASUT & SIZE YANG SAMA }

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Sunflowy Girl
11:25 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D
Even though adik & kakak din't get you a present , but the drama scene in the house is
a " UNFORGETTABLE" one .
In the end , the 4 of Us Laughed together .
SWEET :)
Dad saved the day , he's OUR HERO .
Mum make the drama looked real :
she's OUR AWESOME BESTFRIEND & WONDERFUL MUM.
I hope the flower I bought & the card I made for you brighten up your day .
ILOVEYOU , MUM .
{ NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU NOT EVEN A STEPMUM }

SATURDAY

to hear his voice early in the morning brighten up my day , but part of me felt sad & lonely .
cause he is sick & he had gone for his camp at school . Even though he is not there 4 me for only 1 night , i miss him already . gahh ! * speechless *
went for work , end by 2pm .
then headed to khatib meet the SC members cause we've a Project Commitee Meeting.
held at khatib ? FAR ?? & By taking Bus 969 make me miss him more & think about him .
alamak , why must love be this way now ? nvm.
- SUFFERED -
End the meeting by 4.30pm , Went to Mcdonalds ... MAKAN :)
then headed to esplanade & bishan & bugis . haha !
We went to many places in 1 day , im tired but THANKS TO THEM i feel much better .
with many things occupied my mind , ive nothing to worry about . wait I DO . FIN .

I make new friend : his name is ALIFF . sorry no pic of him .
but hey , THEY ARE FUN MAN ! GEREK TO THE MAX .
but one thing , i sense there's a love rival . gaga !
the story goes like this :
HAZEL is SINGLE but Afian & Redwan like her .
but she chose Afian. ( I support )
SABRINA is CLEARLY ATTACHED but ...... BLIND or DEAF ?
Even though I had fun w/o you beside me , the laughters & joy that my SC members gave me is TOTALLY DIFFERENT
I just miss you & worried about you, love.
hmm ... reached home by 11+ , waited 4 his call .
yet no response , 4am he texted me & called .
{THANKS LOVE , ILOVEYOU & IMISSYOU }









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Sunflowy Girl
11:03 AM

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