Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

"The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. I mean, people think they want the truth. But do they really? The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can’t help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much."

Greys Anatomy

Labels: everything falls apart again. I will fight the battle alone.

Sunflowy Girl
9:47 AM

You're not going to promise each other that you will not going to disappoint one because at some point you will. What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another just because you were disappointed.
-unknown

Well , work is getting boring each day . Sales is getting better each day at the new outlet .Thank god & our hard effort . I really miss working at paragon , miss working with two of my slenge sisters . without you I'll be incomplete sey ! :(
Now I understand how nisa feel w/o me at paragon , damn girl heart pain .
I don't want to be a permanent staff at the new outlet . I DON'T WANT !
Temporary staff can but not permanent , I really <3 PARAGON .
I can't wait for the staff outing together , yay reunion of tampines , paragon & 313 !
I am over the moon .
Nisa & Ashraf please go go go ... please .. :)
Don't have nisa no fun , the family of slenge is incomplete you know .
hahaha!

- At times , I just don't understand you . Don't understand what you want & your needs.
But I am not gonna let you be alone . I promise I'll stay <3.

Labels: I have only one cup of tea . "hi"

Sunflowy Girl
11:08 AM

SPONGEBOB & PATRICK , they love to laugh a lot . Juts like you&me . Patrick is slenge while spongebob is a bit clever .(abit ajer) haha ! Well , I think this two cartoon character suit the both of us :D

Finally , today I saw the full moon with ashraf snoobshit face .
YAY ! I was so happy to see that BEAUTIFUL FULL MOON TONIGHT :) :) :) .
Only ashraf & allah knows how happy I am to see that full moon . Looking at the full moon every months really makes me go crazy & happy for a moment . I felt connected somehow , if only I could touch the moon & those stars up there . wow awesome great !

When I saw the full moon , all I think was you .
I wonder did you remember what I told you before about if the moon is full that's mean it's happy . If not , the moon is not happy. Tak logic but you still layan me . I wonder why .

I felt happy today because PAY DAY , full moon , friends who make me laughed like crazy .
Thank you friends & god creations :)

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
10:43 AM

" Letting go , all over again "
It happened again . Its all started with a "hi" , again end with a goodbye . I thought it will never happened again yet it happened like a usual routine . Again , it's time for me to let it go once again . Only god know how I really feel that time of point when you said "goodbye". It's okay , I will be okay when the next time you say "hi" again .

Well , I had a friend . Sort of a close friend of mine since secondary 1.
She never changed or should I say she has changed but worst .
She made up stories that is not true , she is just a busybody . Lucky there is nurrahaan to stand up for us . For god sake , CHANGE (:
I am so disappointed in you & you called us "girlfriends" when behind our back you were bitching about us ! Get a life , change for the better .
I don't hate you , I still love you babe even though it hurts a lot when I she told me what you've said . Lucky its me not the others .
I wonder if all this while you cherish us or not . After all what we've done , stand by you when you need someone , you said this kind of things about us ?

I had another friend , rambut dia curly side parting oi .
Without fail this friend of mine will make me laughed like crazy as we walk & walk to our different destination . My friend would always say this to me " eh jangan EMO " .
why are you scared if I cry ? haha if I did cry one day , just prepare some tissues paper for me .When I cry very the buruk to the max . When I cry , you MUST make me laugh back .
Thank you friend/buddy for being there like every week . I really appreciate it a lot .
I love counting the stars & looking at the moon & look crazy beside you so that people will think that you are crazy like me :DThank you for a million times " ASHRAF " , I can't thank you enough .
Remember , fight for you love . I am here to give you romantic ideas about what to do for her on valentine's day *winkwink* :)
But no stupid little ideas , that one so not romantic already .
DON'T QUIT THE JOB , OR NOT I DON'T HAVE A FRIEND TO LAUGH WITH ME IN THE BUS ANYMORE :(
Except the bangla's uh . tsk :/

RUZANNA

Thank you zanna , kakak really cherish you (!) Thank you for giving me encouragement to live , love & laugh :)
You've been there for me when I had my first heartbreak , love .
You've been there for me too when I had my very first kinda true love.
You've been there for me when everything just fucked up in a blink of an eye.
You've been there for me when I first wear tudung then I take it off . haha ! ( this part yknow luh)
You've been there for me all this while , Thank you zanna .
You never ever let me down , but I did . I am sorry .
I was shocked when you still said that I am your " idol " . Sweet perh zhu ? haha !
Well , I promise you this " idol " will be there for you no matter what too , I want you to find a MAN that deserve your love . Don't be afraid of love after what you know , see from my experiences . Let love come , only the true stay . BELIEVE ME :D
I am not lying , only the true stay . The one who love you wholeheartedly , the one who hurt you so badly but you still love that's the true one. haha !

But not now eh cari boyfriend , make sure at least get into a Junior College / Poly in 2years time !
Then after finish secondary education , you want to find boyfriend go luh . haha !
GO FIND THE BOOKWORM TYPE LIKE YOU ! :p
I REALLY LOVE YOU , YOU'RE LIKE MY SMALL SISTER !
Can't wait for the movie date , just you&me .

Lastly , I MISS MY GIRLS !
Nadrah , I know you can do it . I know you're strong to deal with your stupid timetable every single days & weeks . I BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN SAYANG :)
Don't give up nurse ! hehe .
Really hope to see you asap !

Work is getting boring each day . what the hell I am the one who work at a different outlet .
I think I should just be a Full-timer :) $$$ . haha !
I MISS PARAGON , THE FISH&CO TWINS . argh . not fair . haha !
I am missing my slenge sisters already . see you soon on Wednesday outing :)

That's all folks

Labels: kental Queen of slenge :), Lots of love

Sunflowy Girl
7:35 PM

It all started with " oink oink oink " , ends with a everlasting laughter for the recorder.

FF : Oink Oink tu apa ?
Sf girl : macam babi. hehe .
FF : Chicken kan ? don't lie chicken ...
SF girl : macam babi .
FF : don't lie chicken .
Sf girl : Tak , macam oink oink .
FF : macam chicken .
Sf girl : macam babi .
FF : you tak tahu chicken zaman sekarang , they go " Oink Oink "
Sf girl : laughed out loud .

You end it by saying that pigs now days go " SQUAK SQUAK " .
The worst thing is when you told me that duck now days go " Bloob Bloob "
What the hell sound like shit !

Thank you , you make my day ff<3
:D

Sunflowy Girl
8:46 AM

“And when I tell you I love you I mean that you can make my heart ache in places deep inside of myself, and at the same time make it sing more beautifully than can be described. I mean that you can give me life or take it away from me. You are my complete happiness.”

Labels: - FF love

Sunflowy Girl
6:53 AM

Its not that easy to win over a girl’s heart. You can’t just look into her eyes and say ‘I love you’ and think she’ll instantly fall in love with you. You have to get to know her and show that you love her just the way she is. You have to be able to handle her when she’s mad, comfort her when she’s sad, and leave her be when she’s feeling independent. You don’t have to buy her the most expensive gifts all the time; as long as you mean everything you say and keep all the promises you make, you’ll be okay. So don’t rush things, take your time. and when you finally do tell her that you love her, make sure you truly mean it. Because chances are she needs another broken heart like you need a hole in the head.

If you're not jealous , then you don't love the person. If you don't love the person, then you're not supposed to be jealous- unknown .

Labels: reblogged from zara blog :)

Sunflowy Girl
5:08 AM

Yesterday , cousin wedding was a blast . The groom & the bride look gorgeous .
I wanna upload photos but I can't as my brother lost the USB wire . argh !
Met all my fav cousins , do some talking & cam-whoring was great . Haha I did not know that I have such an handsome cousin from malaysia , too bad sakinah he is 17 . too young for you.The greatest feeling ever is when I did not know I have a lot of handsome & pretty cousins from different countries until yesterday . too bad cousins from Indonesia did not attend the wedding :( .Awesome much when there's sweet&sour fish but not white rice . After a whole day standing for hours , my body is aching like crazy . I kept going to the toilet once I reached home. omg food poisoning ! haha kidding .

Did not go to work today . Fever & stomach flu . shit !
But I don't feel like staying at home(stress) so yeah , I dragged myself & went out .
Went out alone the whole day , cam-whoring at my favorite places .
Ignoring everyone calls , messages & I feel so mean .
I am sorry but I just wanted to be alone for today as I am sick & need to do some thinking all by myself . As I sat at the bench alone , I miss my girls so much . I miss going to school.I miss being label as a student . I wish I could turn back time & just be with my girls everyday like how we used to be together in secondary school. I miss hugging my teddy bear ! I miss my girls so badly . I felt so miserable just now , lonely but I know I am not alone . You girls are always there for me no matter what . haha no matter how smelly my fart will be right nadrah ? (:
Pay day is coming soon , yes ah ! I wanna meet my girls & I wanna go shopping spree but too bad only this Saturday I am free . The rest of the days , I will be working.
So yeah , I wanna meet nadrah , nabilah , nurrahaan & salwa .
you girls can teman me go Little India ? I need to get something from there but I am super scared . please ....

I am sorry too. I just not in the mood that's why I ignored all your messages . But I did called you (: That's to tell you I am still alive . For the very first time I felt this way .

Still, you're my biggest worry <3>

Labels: Not emo but just wanted to be alone .

Sunflowy Girl
4:25 AM

CONGRATS KAK AIN & ABANG NASIR ( Tiny winy policeman )

I am sorry I did not attend to your " pernikahan " today .

I am sorry cousin . I am sorry if I acted like a fool but I promise you when it's your wedding day , I will come down & be your so call " maid foc " for a day . I so can't wait to spend my time with my dearest cousins ... I miss her . But she let me down again & again . But I won't give up on her no matter what as she is always there for me & need me no matter how far apart we are (: I LOVE YOU . YOU TOLD ME I LOOKED THE SAME WHEREAS I AM NOT MY DEAR , I HAVE CHANGED . But I am still a softhearted girl . choy that one cannot change luh :( . Sorry uh makcik , natural . I SO CAN'T WAIT TO HUG YOU SO TIGHTLY TMRW SAYANG !

I have my reasons why I don't like to attend weddings .
Lucky this one is my cousin wedding , so yeah have to attend no matter what . Lucky me there's my favorite cousins all around !
Whenever I heard that I need to attend weddings , I tried so hard to plead with my mom that I don't wanna go . Once I said to my mom " if there's no white rice , I don't wanna go . Cuz I only ate white rice . Brayani yucks ! " . hahaha what a lame excuse ... well , I just wanna escape luh right zanna ?

Remember zanna , recently .. we've to attend a wedding . then you text me me asked me whether I am going or not .. I replied " unless there's yummy foods , I'll go " . you also said that to me . haha in the end .. you went but I did not go ! hahaha !
Ruzanna & me have our own reasons .. WHY we don't wanna go for weddings .
& why we did attend for weddings : YUMMY FOODS ! :)

that's all for now .
dress done . make-up undone . hairdo done(yay)
work was so awesome today !

IMYLC , like seriously .

Labels: :D

Sunflowy Girl
5:33 AM

"Whatever it is in the future, you and I have had a friendship in this lifetime”
ff<3

Best friend said : Guys sucks .
Well , it's half true . Actually not all guys are the same . There are guys who acts like a jerks. There are guys are so good like angel that we can't believe that this type of guys do exist in this planet earth . God is fair . God will give you what you deserve . If you think all guys are the same , I bet you will never find your true love & never get marry luh minahchi:p
TRUST me , all guys are different :)

A close friend of mine said this to me ; MOVE ON & GET A NEW REPLACEMENT .
Well , "move on" is two words . Words that is BIG . Move on does not mean find a new replacement . We can move on in different ways that no one knows except us & god .
So yeah people , don't get the wrong idea or assume anything that is not true , when the other party tell you " I am moving on " (:
Just be happy & pray the best for them with a sincere heart (!)

GIRLS , I MISS YOU SO MUCH !
OUTING ASAP :D

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
6:00 AM

The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life & sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love, love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much & the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.

Here’s a piece of advice: Let go when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t enough, & move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love. Trust me you will :)

Labels: :) I am done .

Sunflowy Girl
5:44 AM

Labels: :) bs-ing enough .

Sunflowy Girl
9:53 PM

I AM SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE (:
I am happy this way
Nice huh the picture above ?
Best friends ( nad & nab ) see that the cross thingy ?
BIG OPPSS FOR ME !

I look good without you but I miss you already luh , hurry come back home!
2 more days to go -

I am done with your lies but I can't get rid of those feelings .
I feel so argh ( no words can describe how I feel ) .
its so wrong to have feelings for you , I am lost about you .

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
9:32 PM

Let's go to our own separate ways .
you lead your own life , while me lead my own life .
Promises are lies for you & him . I guess best friend was right after all that promises are lies logo is true . Promises are just lies to you . I bet you're faking it .

I don't give a damn to you anymore . My tears are dry now . And I don't want you to rain on my parade . For now , I am lucky that we're strangers now .
As a friend , you stood by me when I have problems .
But now you've hurt me enough by saying things about SF companions .

I just don't feel like talking to you or even see your face again .
Goodbye , just do whatever you like from now on .

-Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

”unknown

Sunflowy Girl
10:14 AM

KARMA : Whatever goes around comes around (:

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
9:52 AM

I am confused . I need you . someone help me . solve this mystery . get rid of the misery too.

Our secret is not a secret anymore , thank you eh wirly( I am mad at you , really am )
I want to take it slow for now (:
very very slow , let's slow dance .

Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the person you can't be without
- ff <3>

Sunflowy Girl
3:03 AM

CURLY-WIRLY,THIS IS FOR YOU (!)
Somehow you look alike . MATA SEPET !
The body shape is the same , the eyes , the nose ohh yeah except the HAIR :p
GET WELL SOON :D

By the way friend fries , allah has answered my prayers yesterday & today.
I hope you continue praying hard honey , I am sure whatever wishes you wish for will come true . depends luh . imylc (!)

I miss working already , haha so kental only one day off & I miss work .

Remember this ?
FF : Do you have kkb ?
SF : huh what's kkb?
FF:Just answer yes or no .
SF:oh kkb stands for the bad words right ? hahaha.
FF: just answer yes or no.
SF:okay , I have kkb.
FF: *laughed* you have kookoo bird !
SF: -_- (whatever )

At least I know what I want , but there's a lot of obstacles I have to go through but I won't give up . not yet , not now , never ever . Do you understand the meaning of incomplete happiness ? I doubt so. hmm .. I'll end here need to meet Ruzanna & go for a jog .
Let's breathe the fresh air , release our stress & Let go of your worries .
Close your eyes , count to ten & I'll appear in front of you . hehehehe (!)
Like magic you know *winkwink*

-IMYLC -

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
3:05 AM

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
8:48 AM

Today is a great day . Another day filled with excitement & smiles through out the day.
Late for work due to best friend(nurrahaan) . Was surprised to see that ashraf was early today & spotted him giving out free cookies sampling. Had fun at work as usual , I miss ayu & nisa .Well , I heard some of the staffs will be transfer to TM outlet , Damn I just hate that idea. I really hope none of us is transfer to TM . Oh god please ... we've bonded so well . We're like sisters & brother already . hahaha ! :)Went home with snoobshit face(ashraf) , we took a bus instead of the train . Guess what ashraf ?! I really enjoyed the bus ride this time round dude . hahaha esp when the bus stopped at tekka road . ohhhlalala I just love the way he talked on the phone. I kept laughing non-stop & it reminded me of someone . whatever , so yeah ashraf was afraid that indian guy beat him up because of me . I just can't stop laughing because it's really funny. I am sorry dude , next time we take bus again okay ? Through out the bus journey I kept laughing non-stop , it's been awhile I laughed out loud . Finally ! I felt it . I felt so happy , I am cheerful again . hahaha ! As usual we will walked at the MRT pathway ... we talked , laughed & laughed esp me !

Thank you ashraf , I just can't thank you enough . By the way I know I can count on you when I have any problems . Ohh well , ashraf if you love that someone .. GO FOR IT !
If you think she is the ONE for you , be willing to wait for her until she has give her heart to you. Don't give up ! you know , I know . As for me , SINGLE is better yo ! So stop telling me to be attached & be rich at the same time because I don't think it's worth it & I am not ready to go through the cycles again. Thank you for making me laughed like crazy ! I owe you an orchard road standard $1 ice-cream . Meet you on thursday dude ! :)

Well , I count myself very lucky even though I know out there is some people who is not happy with me . Never mind , I'll just keep praying for the best for me & everyone.

Overall : HAPPY MOOD TODAY !
all thanks to ashraf & espcially curly-wirly mata sepet (:

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
8:08 AM

SABBY MISS YOU FOURSOME :)
Next outing please ? Nabilah will be the planner . I don't care :p
SENTOSA ? wee ! All must wear dress luh kan ? except you , nabilah !
hahaha , sorry if you girls don't like the picture . But you girls are busy shopping except nabilah:candid .

Nadrah: come back home soon , I miss you .
Nabilah: I don't miss you. muahahahaha ! nah kidding . I miss you too.
Nurrahaan: she freaked me out like crazy today . thanks eh ! Jelak asyik2 jumpa kau . haha I wonder how shazly can tahan huh ? haha kidding sayang.
Salwa: busy with school ? Have time do hangout with us . Don't mia okay ? :)

IwondershouldIshout,curly-wirlyorfriendfriescusimissyou.

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
9:53 PM

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

—	Jim Morrison

Sunflowy Girl
3:11 PM

1. Life is wonderful for now. In few months later , it'll be super-awesome due because less work at Famous Amos . Studies come first .
2. My girlfriends never stop giving me their endless support in everything I do.
Thank you girls(:
3.I signed up for the course I love . But not pastry & baking because the training will be held at Breadtalk. argh not halal. Just my luck . who cares anyway . I still can take baking classes on weekends with one of my girls . yay !
4. Work is getting boring each day . Sales are bad due to not a lot of customers .
But lucky there's ashraf , ayu , nisa & the full timers people to make my day w/o fail.
5. Ive changed . Ive slim down & lost weight due to less fats . wee ! Now my size jeans is:27.
I bet best friend is jealous . huhuhu ! 2 more inches to go . 25 is my aim .

I am happier now , being single is great . right ashraf ? single & rich (!)
Every month money coming in ... wow boomz ! So ashraf don't need to worry about girls.
Right now studies come first & your future career :)
You can count on me if you have any probs , can confide in me too !
Because I know if I have problems , I wanna confide in you snoobshit face :p
So now for me getting into the course I love to the max is like a dream come true .
I am more hyper-active , cheerful & lucky (!)

Curly wirly , thank you for the drama you've shown me . I have seen this before & I am tired to start a new scene . You can start this drama with some other girls k ? As a friend , I'll give you my endless support dude :)
Like I said , feelings come & go . Only the true stays forever&ever . If you know what I really mean , fight for your love & please be romantic to her . haha kental !

That's all -

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
7:59 AM

I wear a mask everywhere I go , how about you ?
It's been hard , it have not yet turn bright.
It's been tough each & every day , it have not yet been easy .
I have hope. Hoping that one day I'll receive a text message from you saying :

" Its gonna be harder.Its gonna burn brighter.Its gonna get tougher, each & everyday.
But I am gonna hold you, be here anyway " - friend fries

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
5:49 AM

Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

—	Stephanie Meyer (Twilight)

Sunflowy Girl
5:36 AM

I understand that in order for a relationship to work we must establish trust. Trust is earned through time. Trust is not earned in seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months. Trust is earned slowly, it’s a long process.

Labels: TRUST :)

Sunflowy Girl
9:16 PM

STOP , THINKING IT WAS MEANT FOR YOU !

Sunflowy Girl
12:24 AM

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Sunflowy Girl
11:57 AM

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS WILL YOU ! GET A LIFE !
Because I have my own life in this planet earth . If your daily life is to tag my tag board everyday you're most welcome but if you are scared to tell me who you are & tell what's your name I seriously think you should go away . This is my life ! No body is perfect in this world except god . If you think you're perfect , please do come forward & guide me to be "PERFECT" like you because seriously I am not scared of you & I welcome you to guide me in good ways . If you wanna ruin my reputation , go ahead. Because if you ruin my reputation you're ruin his too :) . But he don't care , but I care for him&me. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME ? are you my dad , mom ? or even perfect ALLAH ? Hey , only we both know the TRUTH !

we both may tell lies , you don't know . you don't even know what we're up to .we maybe faking it , we may be real . well , I am just saying . So don't jump into conclusions & blame him or even me.

I dare you to come forward to me & show yourself . your most welcome :)
If you wanna stalk me for life , you're welcome too because I am prepared for the worst .
I think you just envy me having a good life right ? or maybe you are tired of your own daily life & you wanna be a busybody about my life & him right ? well go ahead .
ALLAH:GOD is watching us :) GOD will be the judge , I got nothing to fear nor worry .

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
4:19 AM

NEW LOOK , NEW ME :D
One night , I cried my heart out. I felt so alone like there's no one in this planet earth.
As I lay on my bed & shut my eyes , I felt scared & sad . I felt that my life is a disaster.
I felt that is over for me. So I wander around the house sit at the yellow-wish fat sofa & holding a picture of you& cried my lungs out . My beloved mom heard me , crying like there's no tomorrow. She comfort me , sayang me & knock some sense into me but I felt worst.
She kept telling me to sleep with her if I was afraid to sleep in my room , indeed I hate my room & afraid of the flashbacks. I can't wait to move to new house by this year .
New house , New environment (!) Finally , I decided to slept with my mom in her room. She put me to sleep , she wiped away all my tears & sing me to sleep. I felt so lucky to be her one&only daughter . I felt so lucky to have a dad & a brother . Event though at times they din't know how to show their concern & love towards me ... I know deep down my heart they truly love&care for me. One night when my brother cried for me , I felt the connection between us . That actually I can depend & confide in him whenever I have problems cause I know he just want the best for his sister & he can protect me for life :)
So the next morning I woke up , all I think was you . I felt like I wanna die in my sleep but finally I saw myself in the mirror . I realize my hair is short & I look brand new , fresh.
I saw my future , my career & me in 10years time. The next thing I do is , take off the ring , put all your things except the bear(is on my bed) & of course turtur & tortor still safe in the fish tank(you've forgotten about your own pet,tsk) in a pretty nice box . Right now , I always wear the band that you gave it to me when we're still friends in the year of 2008 . At least I feel that you're here as a friend & you'll watch over me as a friend too no matter how far apart we will be. Thanks doodie (!) Thank you for everything .

Thanks to you I feel much better now & confident :)
So people ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST (!)
Thank you girls for being there for me 24/7 .
Satu pergi , 10 yang datang tapi sabrina tak peduli . Aku lebih happy jadi single (!)

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
8:21 PM

I know you <3 my long , silky & smooth somehow mixed in colors of brown&black.
Some people envy my long hair & some people just want me to cut it off :)
Finally , I got myself a haircut & I smell FREEDOM like finally. Bestfriend so can't wait to see my new haircut . it's short & all my family members love it but one & only friend just hate me because I cut my long hair. haha you're one funny kind soul .
I look better in short hair , look younger not like 18years old this year .
But I miss my long hair but it's okay , I know it'll grow long back as time pass by & my hair will be wavy&straight again ! oh damn I so can't wait for my long wavy hair :)

I wanna have long & wavy hair when I turn 20years old , tetap hitam manis orang ye kata si dia tu :)

Labels: :)

Sunflowy Girl
7:07 PM

HAPPY 11 MONTHS , SABFIN (!)
01.01.10

It's new year , it's SABFIN 11months .
went to countdown at sentosa with lover & his SP friends .
make a lot of new friends , learn new things about my lover .
His friends are funny & super cool esp yassin & farhat the non-stop talking guy(!)
But my girlfriends is COOLER , lover :p
Thank you love for your 3D puzzles rose , your sweet post , for behaving & feeling bad cus you did something wrong & you felt you let me down again & again. It's okay right , I'll always be there for you. You can count on me . I hope our FIRST will be much more of SURPRISES from the both of us.
ps; I LOVE YOU ONLY YOU FE&E .

New year , decade , resolutions(not really) .
Just wanna wish you all

"HAPPY DUA KOSONG SATU KOSONG TAHUN/YEAR "
:)
New resolution for all : Smile more , keep smiling even if you know the sky is falling down!

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