Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I'll miss you when you're gone but I'll keep holding on. I'll be waiting for your arrival home buddy! (:

Sunflowy Girl
9:25 AM

Saturday, December 25, 2010

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY POST BUDDY
♥♥♥

Recently , it's buddy birthday . We had a blast but later on I had a nightmare -.- . I was in a shocked someone should know why I am in that situation . But in the end everything went smoothly , Thank allah (:
A day before his birthday went down town to filled our stomach with yummy foods . Dined in at Bali Thai , buddy was not satisfied with the rice given cause it was little for him . hehe meanwhile I was super happy cause I managed to finished up my plate of rice before him . I seriously enjoyed the day with him . Even though it's short , I am thankful cause I managed to be a super-women ... do all the surprises A.L.O.N.E w/o no one's help . Yeah , I was a little bit worried cause this is my very first time doing a midnight surprise alone plus his area is so scary so many apeks ! Thank allah again , cause I reached home safely .

Ohh well this week , it's full of stress due to christmas . little time spend with loved ones . But again not buddy . He was there for me 24/7 ((:


He will never deny that he love to eat & eat , anything goes as long as it's halal .
Good eater , I LOIKEEEEEE ((:

Ohh well , before he started to eat he has to taste bit by bit .
so licking it was the best solution for him . HAHAHA ! xD


so after finished eating his foods , he decided to finished up my " dracula drink "
pfft , his stomach still not full -.-

So I decided to gave him his dessert , " HERSHEY'S"

But I bet he'll be very happy when he receive his long board *winkwink*
kekeke even his stomach will feel so SATISFIED :p

Sunflowy Girl
12:56 PM

it's been like a few days I didn't blog a thing about what had been going on lately with my daily life. well I am pretty much busy this week , not to mention I had to be everywhere for everyone & really it's hard ... all I wanted was time for myself but sadly I didn't managed to find time for myself except while I was asleep or bathing -.- . I am not even complaining over here but I just want some people to appreciate me while I am still here or maybe just remember me . Oh well , let's get straight to the point ; yes I am always busy with work but when there's an outing I'll always try to make time for them , whoever . But why you can't ? Simply say ; I am just disappointed . Please change that attitude of yours of acting like a " VIP " .

Please spare some thoughts of us cause I think we're the ones who always care about you .
At times we're tired but then again there's me to hold on to it & ask the rest to do the same , can you please appreciate us while we're still alive ??? -.-

Sunflowy Girl
9:35 AM

Sunday, December 19, 2010

“Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, not because you are used to being with her, not because you’re scared of the thought that being without them will ruin you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each others company, is to be there to support each other when they need it most. No one person, defines who you are. They only compliment you.”

Just because you love someone, doesn’t mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds.


Sunflowy Girl
9:26 AM

Friday, December 17, 2010

sometimes there's something that you wish would never happen but it happened anyway .
sometimes you expect that things would turn out well & smooth but in the end it ended up to a rocky road .
sometimes you wish that you never fall in love again but you can't stop love coming to you .
you can NEVER do that . Cause love is everywhere .
sometimes I wish things would stay the same but it's impossible .

so now let me put this way ; there'll be a time that somethings is not so easy to forget & just put it behind. It was never easy to start or end it so it'll never be easy at all .

F U L L S T O P (:

Sunflowy Girl
1:42 PM


I am glad that you understand buddy .
I am happy that I still can talk to you about everything , I am thankful cause you really know what I am inside . This broken heart is still healing . There's nothing to rush about .
I appreciate you , I really do but then you love your gf more than me .
how sad it is man . Oh well ......
Thank you for everything since the day 1 , tinky winky pinky dinky (:

APA DIA ?! 6 HARI LAGI !!!

I really hope the best for hady :'(
Sorry uh bro aku emotional uh part cam gini , after all I am just a girl & hady is just like one of my close friend gitu . It's not like I am having a crush on him or something ; we're just friends .
Don't worry buddy , I am only loyal to you . Kau adalah kawan karibku yang tidak pernah aku dapat lupakan untuk selamanya . SERIOUSLY ((:

Sunflowy Girl
12:49 PM


sometimes I just hate the fact when I talk to someone & their concentration is not 100% fully on you . Yes they heard what we're saying but then again they're NOT paying attention -___-
as if like we're nobody & at times it's better to keep quiet than sharing stories with others cause if this what you get in return it's not worth your time at all .



Sunflowy Girl
12:24 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Early in the morning he woke me up by knocking on my door cause he wants the laptop & play game so I gave in cause it's his 17th birthday today (:
I purposely didn't wish him at all & pretend that I forgot cause I know at night he will come up to me & said that " Kak , today is my birthday ! where's my present ?? " . so yeah he done it by the way . He asked me for a new brand G-Shock Watch -_____-
& I pretended that I didn't hear a thing . kekeke !

He asked me again & again for his birthday present & I just ignored . Pretend that I didn't hear a thing . Well , I am not a bad sister after all . I love him though I didn't tell him like how I used to back then when we're still kids . I am still thinking what should I buy for him . Mom is also pretending that she didn't hear a thing . HAHA!
In the end he'll of course receive something ... duhhh every year like that .

Brother always never fail through out his 17 years of living on this date only will come up to me for his present . The rest of the days is when he need $$$ or advices on girls -_____- then he'll come up to me . Tsk tsk ALIEN HAIR !(:

♥ BRO

Sunflowy Girl
12:55 PM

How great can life can be ? I am still sick -_- . I lost my voice yesterday & today too . I don't even know what's wrong with my body but I think it's telling me to take a break cause I have been pushing myself to hard lately . But I can't stop now , I must work even if I am sick cause or not they'll be short of staffs & it's not cool to have short of manpower during christmas season :(

I really had fun today at work with wendy & kak dayah . I was nagging non-stop because the shop was in a mess & there's cardboards everywhere . I hate the fact when the shop look so messy & untidy . To my eye the shop is so disorganized . I learnt this from my supervisor , blamed wendy ^_^. She is the one who teach me how to keep the shop neat , clean & tidy -_- . When I said her just now , she gave me the " look " . HAHA ! Well , there's a lot of office orders need to be done or not we 3 die ... so yeah the whole day we just do office orders but the moment new stocks came we gone insane .

Especially me ; I can't stop laughing . I see the two of them like clowns . I keep on laughing with NO voice at all . it's not cool when you laugh & there's no sound coming out from your mouth . & something really made me laughed non-stop even when I am serving a customer . One is when wendy became so selenge out of a sudden & dayah too today . I am proud to say that today I am awake , I am not selenge . HAHA xD Selenge2 pun rajin (: Another one is the customer itself who is selenge , she really make me laugh so hard . They both thought I was about to cry . what the heck , I am happy & I should laugh for that moment duhhhh .

so yeah basically today , I laughed a lot . Well , I laugh most of the time ... EVERYDAY (:
I hope saturday there'll be another round of laughing session with them again . Thank Allah for today even though the night seems sad but overall it's a memorable day today .

I M I S S Y O U , without you it's a different story .

Sunflowy Girl
11:50 AM

(:

Remember all the things we wanted . Now all our memories, they're haunted .
We were always meant to say good-bye even with our fist held high .
Never would have worked out right , we were never meant for do or die .

I didn't want us to burn out . I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go .
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
theres no moving on
So I'm already gone .

Looking at you makes it harder but I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry . Started with a perfect kiss .
Then we could feel the poison set in perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go .
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone . - Kelly Clarkson

Sunflowy Girl
11:39 AM

Tuesday, December 14, 2010
SUPERMAN SAVED ME TODAY ^____^

Sunflowy Girl
10:12 AM

I didn't expect a person whom I somehow dislike her attitude treated me so good out of a sudden .
Maybe because after she said something to her indirectly . wow great huh ?! Well , someone asked me to give her a chance . So yeah I am giving her one but I will see how long can this last .
I just can't expect her to be so good , I smell something fishy . it's weird very weird . A person whom dislike you somehow out of a sudden treating you good . HAHAHA xD

& today she cried right in front of my eyes . I thought she's strong to handle this kind of matter but somehow the strong ones too will have their bad moments right ? I didn't expect her to cried but I understand how she felt . After all she's just a lady after all ; FEMALE -______- . But her EGO wah piang I cannot TAHAN . I just wonder why ....

so yeah I ended work late again , so unfair but whatever .

I love tonight cause it ended with you & it'll start with you again tomorrow morning

Sunflowy Girl
9:46 AM

Monday, December 13, 2010
It takes time to understand a girl. But if she’s really worth it, you’d take the time to try and figure her out. You can’t know everything about a girl in a matter of days. It takes time. Phone calls, fights, dates, and every minute you’re with her, you begin to know more and more about her. It takes time to know a girl well. Not fully, but well. If she really mattered to you, you’d take the time.

Sunflowy Girl
10:52 AM

I hate the fact that I am still sick & there's work tomorrow . Doing opening alone lucky there's my babies to talk with . HAHAHA! (; so yeah today is not monday blues for me cause I slept for 10 hours straight , I still feel sleepy tho & I am still sick .. But again I am grateful cause this particular person make me feel better . Spend the day with him sitting down & talked . maybe our favorite word now days is " MAJOOOOOK " :p

At times when he said that I don't even know what my reactions should be. Should I be mad at him or laugh ? The way he say it just make me giggle now & then . Well I just hope that things will get better for us , that we can overcome any obstacles together as one like buddies (:
That at times you just need my attention that's why luh asyik2 " MAJOOOOOOOOOK " , some hints I seeeeee .

Went over to cousin place . Met zanna , uncle , aunties & esp 3R(s) .
I guess it's been a year since I last visited kak maiza house . wow that long , tsk busy ME :(
Well , I am happy tho I get to see my adorable nephews & niece . Got to kiss dina chubby cheeks. Can't wait for rusydan turn & I miss those moment when I bring syaidi to the playground . When life's still free like a bird . But whatever it is I am grateful for today .

&

Dina birthday is coming .... I don't think I wanna miss it . I rather stay in singapore than go for a vacation . Praying hard that mom will change her mind . I didn't know that there's a lot of birthdays huh in december .... Wait right after AUGUST confirm w/o fail there's a lot people birthdays . Now I know the reason why at times mom always nag & nag about birthdays ...
HAHAHA!




Sunflowy Girl
9:35 AM

Sunday, December 12, 2010
SO TEMBAAAAAAAAAAAAAM !
Grrrrrr .... RAM .

Sunflowy Girl
11:27 PM

today I dreamt about you . it was a dream , just a dream that I never expected it at all . a dream that seems so real . a dream that you called me up just to hear my voice . I woke up with tears on my cheeks . I wish & hope very hard that I'll never encounter this dream again . It was never a dream , it was a nightmare I guess .

Time is moving so fast , so fast that I can hardly catch up . So many things need to be done each day & it's stressing me out like seriously . When I am stressed I tend to fall sick or worst migraine attacked me like so hard that at times I feel like my head is so heavy that it might drop soon or it'll just explode in a blink . It's stressful but I am glad that this one particular person whom actually truly care , love me since the day 1 was here & there everyday . I am thankful that no matter how busy you are with work you still spare time for me . I can see you're trying your very best ((:

I just wanna say I am sorry . Sorry that I am indifferent now days . I am just stressed , I am glad that you understand . I feel really bad tho yet you stayed there w/o complaining a thing . You hear me out till full stop . When I asked for your opinions you answered . When I need someone to make me laugh , you were there . When I cried you wiped my tears away . I am sorry that I will be busy for this coming 2 weeks due to christmas season . But I promise you , after december end & new year come I'll spend more quality time with you again . We will explore every parts of singapore ((:

Oh well , I just hope that I can pull it through my sickness ASAP . it's not cool to be sick on christmas season or new year . Troublesome -________- .

Sunflowy Girl
10:58 PM

Thursday, December 9, 2010
soon we will spend more quality time together , insyallah (:



Sunflowy Girl
10:46 AM

There are two types of best friends ;

Number 1 :

The bestfriend who you’re so close to. You see them at least twice a week or more. You guys talk alot and catch up on everything.

Number 2 :
The type of friendship where you two don’t talk as much but deep down, you know that persons your bestfriend. Why? They understand you even if they barely see you.


NAD, NAB , NUR :DD


Sunflowy Girl
10:36 AM

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Sunflowy Girl
9:28 AM

every month I can't wait for the 7th cause it marks the day I lost you .
I will never forget about you , never will . I still think of you each day .... but now things changed when I miss you I don't shed any tears anymore but I smile . I'll keep on smiling , never lose hope in everything especially in L O V E . cause you make me believe in it (:

Sunflowy Girl
9:19 AM

Monday, December 6, 2010
And sometimes I think about memories of her still stuck in your head . Well the truth is , picture holds a lot of memories . Basically a lot of human beings keep photos of their loved ones or their past Ex(s) or Ex-friends or so on ... just cause when they miss the person they really want to see them but sometimes is not fated & all they have is just a photo to look at . It's better than nothing right ? but what if the photo hurt your other loved ones or your current bf/gf ??? sadly , this is what we call life .
Human beings are just being humans after all . Well , I am just being random here .

(;

Sunflowy Girl
11:04 AM

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Sunflowy Girl
11:21 AM

I got this feeling inside of me that troubling me but this time round I don't know how to share with people around me .
I got this feeling that soon everything will change . That time is very precious & basically I always busy with work :(
It's stressful .

NAK BREAK BREAK BREAK BREAK ! TIRED .

Now I have a lot on my mind & 1 thing for sure I wanna go for religious class to make myself feel at ease & make myself near to god after so many things had happened . Sadly , there's work tomorrow & A G A I N orders keep coming in . At times I wish I could be like someone , someone who is heartless that don't give a damn to people surrounding me but too bad I can NEVER be one.I am happy with the way I am but not with the things around me , I have to fit everyone inside in my tight schedule . Argh Allah please give me strength to go through this ... it's stressful & I seek your help . Every time .... be it good or bad times .

so yeah hopefully I can wake up tomorrow & spend time with zanna & the babies for awhile before going to work . Hopefully tuesday , I have the energy to accompany nur to do her hair treatment . Hopefully thursday , I can spend time with my girls cause I really miss them :(
of course , I hope saturday I can spend time at home with mom talking about our new new home ^_^ & of course I want to spend time also with buddy before his vacation . LOL ! it's weird w/o seeing buddy everyday now days . & lastly , I NEED TO GO FOR A JOG . A VERY LONG JOG EVER ! Cause it'll help me a lot .. to release some stress . (:

Night lovely souls ~

Sunflowy Girl
10:17 AM

Friday, December 3, 2010

MOMENT OF APPRECIATION

without FAMOUS AMOS , I bet I won't get the chance to have a buddy like YOU (:
who's always there to listen to my daily stories of working life . HAHA!

They're my " Selenge Sisters " . We fight , we hurt , we gossips but most of the time
we LOVE & CARE & MISS & FORGIVE no matter how far apart or near or awful the truth is . That's important !

PGN , TM & 313 = BIG HAPPY FAMILY . LOL xD

& sometimes we look alike in customers eyes . COOOOOOOL !
we're the TWINS SISTER (:
From different parents . LOL xD

& sometimes we NEED to look alike in hair styles .
CURLY WIRLY ^_____^

& sometimes when there's something funny or stress moments we just need to share & tell stories & laugh out loud with our T E E T H :p

& sometimes when we've time for each other we will meet , sit down together & share stories (:

& GIRLS RULE FAMOUS AMOS .
It's a fact (:
A lot of females working at Famous Amos outlets & mostly it's Malay & Filipino .

Lastly we don't care how people really think about us . At work ... we laugh , we cry , we share foods & drinks & stories at times we fight . But what's friendship without fighting or betrayal ??
No friendship is perfect in this world . Through fights we will understand each other better , appreciate one another more . And through betrayal we will know who is our TRUE FRIENDS at work . Well , no matter what I forgive :)

So yeah without them , I don't think I can survive working at Famous Amos .
I really appreciate them .
They're bunch of colleagues I will never forget

Sunflowy Girl
12:19 PM

Well , december is not being nice . There's some naughty-ness going on plus BUSY little more each day until new year come . Well people may say ; " wow it's fun working at Famous Amos cause all we need to do is BAKE , BAKE & KEEP ON BAKING " . But reality check please ; who have been working there long enough like 6 months - 2 years duration will know how exactly the feeling of working at there . I am not complaining over here I am just stating a fact .

Becoming a shift-runner indeed is a good opportunity , we get more hours & pay .
But don't forget our responsibilities is more than normal part-timers . We may not complain , we not show it but there'll be a time when we just break down & put a stop to it . I admit that when there's a lot of things to be done , I tend to forget to eat & take a break or worst I totally IGNORE my health even though I know I am really sick . Well maybe to me I have to settle all the work first then have my break later on . Maybe being responsible to me now at work is ; Work hard no matter what even though there's no one notice you but there's god . Put your heart & soul when doing it (: . yeah that's the way , the spirit of never say DIE . & always keep reminding myself not to forget about my health too . HEES ~

Work today was UNSTOPPABLE . Endless things need to be done . Office order !
I can't believe that christmas season is here , orders keep coming in & staffs going insane soon esp me & wendy just now . Wendy was lovable today , she stayed until closing & help me out .
I seriously thank god for that & finally she said she pity me . HAHAHA ! I also pity her at the same time cause she rarely take her annual leave so tomorrow & sunday will be her off days .
She have been waiting for that , I am glad for her (: Well for me , I had to wait until new year end ... then I can really take a break like FINALLY ^_^ .

Of course , I can't wait for december to end . Finally , I can have a holiday at home . SLEEP !
So excited , but I have to be patient . Plus I can't wait for christmas to come cause I'll be working with wendy & dayah at the same time . 2 persons I can talk with during work . HUHU I am happy . Kak dayah is under training of becoming shift runner . HUHU thank god again , at least there's someone who gonna go through with me at 313 . CONGRATS ! :DD

so yeah basically , becoming a shift runner in the very first place is never easy.
No one can really understand you UNLESS they're in the same position . Anything goes wrong , you'll be the 1st person that supervisor want to ask & see . HAHA but now I am used to it already . That's all for now ~



Sunflowy Girl
11:46 AM

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