Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU, FE&E (!)

a maiden wept and as a comforter came one who cried, "I love thee,"and he seized her in his arms and kissed her with hot breath.That dried the tears upon her flaming cheeks.While evermore his boldly blazing eye burned into hers but she uncomforted shrank from his arms and only wept the more.
Then one came and gazed mutely in her face with wide and wistful eyes but still aloof he held himself as with a reverent fear.As one who knows some sacred presence nigh.And as she wept he mingled tear with tear,that cheered her soul like dew a dusty flower,until she smiled approached, and touched his hand (!) .

yesterday is the worst argument we ever had , the worst attitude we ever shown to each other . Ive let you down for being such a pain in the ass , but you stood there for me patiently . waiting for me to wake up & face the music with you . Im sorry for yesterday love . Today was the best day , the day that I felt I fall in love with you once again . The feelings were so strong & it's so real that I can't wait for you to feel & see it once again . Today is the day that I finally have the courage to text your buddy & tell your buddy how I really felt . Your buddy understood . thanks allah (!) . After awhile , everything seems to go smoothly , I hope it will last forever (!) Finally today , we laughed together :) Im not selfish person , I really hope you know me . know me deeply . I won't seek revenge as im not that kind of person , I won't hate people for nothing & most importantly I wanna be friend with your buddy . *winkwink* ^_^
{ILOVEYOU FE&E}

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Sunflowy Girl
9:19 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

I want to say thank you , thank you so much , thank you for million times , thank you for everyday & evrything ( Nadrah & Nabilah ) . You both helped my group alot esp nabilah . me & nur owe you & of course nadrah too :) Thank you for helping us , thank you for being there to listen to my problems & understand my situation . Thank you nabilah & Thank you nadrah for everything (!) & thank you love for today eventho in the end something make me upset . I do feel pity for your buddy , I wish I could talk to your buddy but not for now as I am not ready . Hopefully you could be more patience , I do want to accept your buddy as my friend too (!) your buddy is not mine enemy , but a stranger to me . I want to know about your buddy & I really wanna learn to accept your buddy sincerely :) I need time , so do give me time . Thanks (!)
nights ~

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Sunflowy Girl
10:23 PM

Sunday, September 27, 2009
" A word's just a word till you mean what you say . And love is not love till you give it away "
" We need to give it away if we want a change "
" There's power in all choices we make so I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait "

so im gonna go a date with you (!) just you my sayang & yes I wanna a date with you JUST YOU on 9 OCTOBER 2009 not 2010 . I wanna be crazy & hug you. I feel so warm & comfortable when I hug you . Ingat tau , 11.30 am . must go breakfast , lunch & dinner . I so wanna hug you tmrw before we're apart again . yay jumpa besok (!) :) & the stare you gave me , make me cried non-stop dearest till I need to go toilet . ohh I really miss that stare from you . It shows you care (!) . Love you (!) I ada lah malu-malu sikit but I tetap nak you my dearest cutie . & your lover is cute trying so hard to patch up things for us . How lucky you are & how lucky I am to have a friend like your lover :) thanks so much , thank you thank you thank you for making my day & make my tears turn to laughters (!) & my dear someone , thanks for calling me to ask why I am sad (?) thanks for the call . appreciate it alot . I thanked allah cause allah know that time of moment I need someone to talk with & I owe you a date too mister.tahi lalat (!) *winkwink*

ps; overall my day was great eventho im trying so hard not to let my feelings & pains take control of me . you was not there for me , lucky me there's still people who cared & loved me :) . But that time of point , I just wished you would appear out of no where as I really miss you love~

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Sunflowy Girl
10:23 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009
LET'S GO OUT & HAVE SOME FUN JUST
ME&YOU
^_^
things changed so fast , fast like me running 2.4km (?) like real . There's so many changes until I lost count . I changed I know , Ive been so busy with my work until I don't have time to go out with my (teddybear) like I used to . gawd I really really miss my teddybear , I miss hugging & talking craps with bear . I miss bear telling me bear problems . You said we're no longer close but to me you're always close in my heart my dearest teddybear . I know I no longer spend time with you , Im truly sorry for that bear . Frankly , I miss those times when I always go to your house & lepak , miss going out with your family & miss alot of things . I know to you things changed , alot maybe . But what I want right now is you spending time with your love , I just want to see you happy & I'll be happy too from afar . & even if at time you've bear problems you can come to me. I won't assume you using me because whenever you've problems you come to me cause you're my bestfriend & im your friend & that's what friends are for (!) . I won't say that you use me unlike soemone who very close to me uhh kata jer kawan sejati tapi selalu cakap benci but still i love her . At times teddybear , I really do need your bear hug (!) . My teddybear , after this week has come to end , we must meet , talk & go shopping :D I know your lover is different from me . your lover can't be me & I can't be like your lover . hehe :) I owe you very very very big & long time outing just me&you (!) Im truly sorry once again ~ by the way bear, my laki yer bday is coming soon ... you wanna buy what ? call me or text me .

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Sunflowy Girl
11:42 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009
sometimes im weak to continue the story , will you continue it alone ? sometimes time travel so fast that make me miss the good side of the past & remind me that how lucky im to have you :) sometimes ,I just felt you're being indifferent but sometimes you're not . I touched your hand , you said : ILY . I said : thank you (!) . you said : why ? I said : thank you for loving me for now , bersyukur i . then you fall asleep . kental (!) ~ LOVE YOU ~

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Sunflowy Girl
3:00 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009
Let's just say , overall Im happy with the things/peoples around me . 3weeks of holidays , 1 week of raya , another week for raya again & other week for revision as final exams is coming & yay of course work work & work (!) Im so so happy with you: vampire (!) 4-some GF's ku bila nak jalan raya ? plan cepat-cepat tau .^_^

( bye bye )

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Sunflowy Girl
10:01 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009
" Seeing your face , brighten up my day & make me forget my problems "
your sillyness make me forget the things that ive seen just a minute ago , your cryness make me come to your rescue , your laughter make me laugh & your cuteness make me wanna bite you (!)
whatever it is , you are loved by me your aunty ina ^_ ^
& si dia tu dah ngantok beh tu tak nak mengaku yang dia ngatok , aperh lagi dia mengamok uh tak dapat tidur . haha mengamok sendiri :p kesian nasib kau (!) LY ~

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Sunflowy Girl
9:47 PM

{ TODAY IS RAYA, TOMMORROW MY COUSINS BIRTHDAY }
Smiles and laughter, joy and cheer(!) New happiness that stays throughout the year .
Hope your birthday brings all these and more.Filling life with surprise and joys galore!(!)
Today is raya , tommorrow is my lovely anak indian cousins birthday (!) Im thankful to allah cause ive cousins like you both , the abang sedara yang sungguh sporting & adik sedara yang sungguh tomboy-ish :) I really enjoyed myself to the max eventhough aku dan dia tak dapat bertemu tahun ini . sungguh menyedihkan . false hope aje :( . yay tmrw go raya-ing again (!)

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY JOYAH ^_^

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY SI HENSEM ( hmm -_ - )

May allah bless you both in what you do (!)

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Sunflowy Girl
10:03 AM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

yay , tmrw is raya (!) super duper happy . really can't wait to meet zanna & that someone from malaysia . hah (!) Insyallah aku dapat bertemu dengan si dia kan zanna (?) Its okay if you lose the thing , you're so lucky that you din't lose me kan . hah (!) I rather lose the thing than lose you vampire (!) duhh I read your blog , okay I get it sir . hmm..aluh at times you know I know luh about our own sickness > crazy sickness (!) In the end , we will both laughed . I accecpt the fact that my sickness is worse than yours . hey hey hey but is normal to feel that way . I'll cut down on that sickness before I become a real mad women kan (?) whatever I say , I don't mean it . Tmrw is raya , Im gonna start afresh . I'll try my best not to spout nonsense anymore . & you must also accecpt the fact that you're just like me vampire (!)



I wish everyone a blessful life ahead & a wonderful syawal & maaf zahir & batin seikhlasnya :)

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Sunflowy Girl
11:32 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
" Happiness resides not in posessions and not in gold ; the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul "

it's raining heavily just now , i felt so happy & the next thing I knew that I was smiling :) Yet , I kept stop thing about (N) . & the others GF'S . I really hope this friendship will not end like the way I thought . Im praying so hard . I laughed alot thanks to his lil'sis laughters (!) . Thanks ariffin for cheering me up (!) love you (!)
ps; life is either a daring adventure or nothing .

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Sunflowy Girl
10:14 AM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I FEEL LIKE DANCING IN THE RAIN (!) I FEEL LIKE BEING HYPER & GO CRAZY FOR AWHILE .I got no mood to study but ive to as thursday got test . urgh nur & ela planned not to go school .. I'll be alone . If I overslept , Im dead . but whatever it is im still gonna go school tmrw.N I really miss (N) , Ive been thinking about (N) . But ive decided to give (N) some space&time to think . Im truly sorry (N) . Im not being emo or what , I just can't wait to hug you tightly once this is over (!) . Im here waiting for you patiently (N) . Catherine baby , NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU NOT EVEN HER . Understand ? I'll always welcome you back into our group ^_^ . Salwa get well soon (!) . Nak dekat raya beh sakit ni makcik . haha (!) Guardian Angel : you're such a liar . liar liar liar (!) . you're not fit to be mine guardian angel . Nights (!)



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Sunflowy Girl
8:35 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

shit happened again . there's so many lies . white lies . to hell luh lies (!)
helped a friend in the end , she's in trouble . what's the use of being good ? what's the use of having a good intentions , heart , soul & bloody hell being a good person or either friend ? Many things happend lately & it's all about : FRIENDSHIP or TRUE FRIENDSHIP . Or just HI-BYE FRIENDS. Having a commit suicide friend is troblesome , helping her is even worst luh. speechless - so right now I don't give a damn anymore you bitch/jerk/stupid fool (!) . It's all because of you :( . Thought I would give up on you but I din't manage to so I just stay & watch you fall slowly . It's not worth it being good to you stupid fool (!) . It's a big mistake ever to be good to you(!) to be so naive . argh (!) .
When I need you , are you there for me ? or are you busy attending to your own life & forget me ? Did I ever say I give up on you eventho you sucks sometimes ? Listen here , I'll never give up on any of my friends esp 4-SOME GF'S ^_^ . NEVER EVER , I REPEAT NEVER EVER CAUSE IM A TRUE FRIEND .
A true friend stay with you thru up & downs , to be there 24/7 , scold you when you did something wrong , slap your face for valid reasons not for fun & most importanly be there for you thru out your life until your last breath . Eventhough you say you don't care or worry , I know deep down your heart you care (!) & even if you don't care about me I don't give a damn & still care about you (!) & forever love you ....
Please girls we do need to talk . A serious talk . Not satisfied or unhappy : SPEAK UP .
sit & talk , by ignoring or even avoiding the issues there's no ending for this misery.
& girl thanks for telling me I din't change expect staying out late to help a bitch/jerk .I appreaciate it alot . Your not that close to me but you say I din't change :) thanks so much .
& whatever it is I din't even or ever give up on you even if one day you want more of life I won't give up on you . I PROMISE ~

ps; IM SORRY , ILOVEYOU SO MUCH BFF (!) I am just sad when I know you would give up on me sooner or later cause a true friend would never do that .


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Sunflowy Girl
6:41 AM

Saturday, September 12, 2009


I LOVE MY 5-SOME GIRLFRIENDS(!)

On friday I went out with my lovely gf 's . Like finally after few months has passed we get to see shimah again . haha ! Break-fast at poppye(airport) , is packed with full of muslims getting ready to eat thier food . Orang melayu on standby katakan (!) haha . Shimah gave me belated present & im so lovin'it kan nur , wa & nab ? * winkwink * After that we camwhore for awhile , jumping around like little monkeys & posing like a models . haa(!) Met salwa at tanah merah mrt , off we go to geylang bazaar :) . Salwa wore pink & she made us go " WOW WAWA " (!)
walk walk here & there , after that we tooked bus service number.28 & went to Afghan mac lepak . haha (!) Only me , Nur , Nab & wa jer lepak :( We did alot of talking ! Seriously I felt the bonding between us even salwa said that . Actually the bond is always there , just that at times we din't feel or realise it because we are too busy with our own matters . So girls next time round if you girls have something to say : SPEAK UP & SHARE IT .
& girls I'll always be there for each of you forever . I won't leave you girls when you girls need me expect if im dying , Ive to go luh . haha (!) but you four will always be in my heart.


Like nabilah said : That im a fortunate girl ^_^ because whenever they've problems they will come to me & share with me . Its like I know everything & what's going on . haha (!) .

Indeed I am fortunate to have true friends like you four baby (!). thank you allah :) & I don't mind if you girls have problems & need someone to talk with : im here & im ready to be your listening ear hunney(!)

{ that's all folks }


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Sunflowy Girl
10:13 AM

Friday, September 11, 2009
THANKS FOR THE TINY WINY TEDDY BEAR
^_^
come home faster , tur tur & tor tor miss you lots luh fool .
muahahaaha ! well suppose to break fast with my ex-classmates but due to communication breakdown huh ? we cancelled the plan . like heck , I can't even get thru with elly syg only nadrah has her no. & that nadrah is in malaysia . ugh everything is in a mess . The boys are gonna be freaking mad macam harimau tgh lapar ! how leh ? nvm , next week one of the days we must go out . no more backing out . Im gonna get ready now & perform my prayers after that straight to the park & meet my girls : WE DIE DIE wanna go break fast outside even though everything is in a mess .
herly , im sorry I can't get thru you . I saw your pm & your sick hunney ?
If you are reading this do contact me , I contact you so many times but can't get thru .
did you change your number ?

Have a nice day People !

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Sunflowy Girl
12:51 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

the next time we meet , let's just sit down & talk .
let's forget the moment of appreciation for once maybe for now & think about it later in the few years to come . We both are sorry about whatever happened . Both of our attitude sucked when we are mad at each other . I miss you so much . Miss us being so gay together , I will forever need you. Thanks for your guidance ^_^ .

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Sunflowy Girl
10:39 PM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

LIKE FINALLY THERE'S GONNA BE GATHERING OF US : 4T8 EX-SCHMATES ^_^
Im feeling so happy , im so over the moon . only god know how happy I am . I really can't wait to meet you girls/guys ... we really need to do alot of talking man ! Hopefully nur & wawa can make it . please ... once in awhile we plan this gathering . hmm ... but whatever it is IM SURE GONNA ENJOY MY DAY WITH THEM TO THE MAX . CAMWHORE LIKE FINALLY , MY CAMERA IS ALIVE AGAIN :)

btw I just wanna share something its about my conversation with nur just now : she really make go gugu gaga like mad women . cekik darh ni anak !

sabby says : friday jadi ikut tak ?
nur says : huh ? friday ada aperh ?
sabby says : takde pape . ( pause & think of something to say in a sarcastic tone ) . ohh ada aku punya kenduri arwah luh nak ikut tak or kau nak aku keluar kubur jemput kau ?!
nur says : ish tak baik sey kau . merepek jer .

After that she kept quiet . Ohh girl are you driving me to my grave ? seriously you cekik darah ajer . nasib aku sabar kalau tak entah lah . Whatever it is iloveyou but i HATE it when you pretend that you don't know nothing . sucks man ! argh . you know that this gathering mean alot to me + every outing that I planned is bloddy hell IMPORTANT to me . I just felt that maybe you've let me down . All I ask from you both is to come :( just try asking yourself what will you feel if I dint come to your outing that you've plan for us ? * dissappointed , angry , fed-up right ? ish idk what else to say . To muslims people : SELAMAT BERSAHUR :) duh I need to go & pray & back to project :(

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Sunflowy Girl
10:35 AM


We Fought over small tiny Lil Thing , We cry , We jokes , We laugh together .. Yet we still BESTFRIEND FOREVER .
your not just mine bestfriend but a true friend of mine baby !
The bond that i have wifth my FRIENDS.It is so tight & strong that it is Unbreakable.
all the Sweet & sour memories will be very very very close in my heart .Whatever it is , iloveyou . Even if you are being childish or crazy I love you no matter what .
so here it goes again ...
HAPPY 1YEAR 3MONTHS FRIENDSHIP TO MY BESTFRIEND NADRAH
^_^
ps; suppose to be 4years 9months kan lagi best eh sayang ? hehe love kau hardcore punyer !

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Sunflowy Girl
9:41 AM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009
{ a liar will always be a liar }
If only you know that you're a liar that's good. If only you look into the mirror & you realize that you're a liar. If only on your forehead is writen liar ... Im so glad & proud to call you a " LIAR " too. What do you feel if a person call you a liar? how do you react ? What if the person has evidence that you're lying ? Would you be scared ? Hopefully you know who you are.It's a sucky feeling to know that you're lying . to me ? not bad keep up the good work .This time round I won't say anything just gonna keep quiet & see what is the ending of the drama . For goodness sake, maybe for now , for bulan ramadhan sake or for life sake stop telling lies . No point hiding the truth cause I know something you don't know . & It hurt me alot . Stupid fool !you make me hate you secretly .. Im just letting out my feelings . Im not referring to my close & loved ones ..

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Sunflowy Girl
3:40 AM

Sunday, September 6, 2009
never look at the past as something painful. it should be beautiful even though some tears were shed because what's beautiful is something can be learned from the past . It's true that the moonlight has faded away ... it's for good dearest . It's for good that the star left the moon . whatever it is the moon will always be there watching you from above. If you're leaving , Im leaving too like now . Take care & all the best in life ~

Sunflowy Girl
10:27 AM

" spread the love , share the love "
hey hey hey : the sentence that I'll use if I know he's lying to me or try to hide something from me . I know my previous entry have errors luh , as usual . hah ! It's been awhile I din't update about my work life at " Tea-Dot & Haagen-Dazs " . So here it goes : Im happy working at tea-dot & being a tea-doter is worth it ! I enjoyed making drinks for customers ! I enjoyed saying : Hi ! Welcome tooooooo Tea-dott & Thank you , Bye Bye :D . Overall : IM SATISFIED WITH MY WORK NOW . Haagen - Dazs : hmm .. Im gonna quit soon . november maybe . nothing else to say .
Met love for break fast , we decided to eat at BBQ chicken instead of KFC due to the long queue . Went to Lee Cooper , he bought a new shoe & he bought for me too . haha ( yer luh ada staff discount yer pasal mesti ler si petai guy beli :p ) THANK YOU LOVE ! After that we window-shopping , love being so fussy with the business suite . ugh ! . haha kidding ! Lastly , we watched a movie " The Time Traveller Wife " . I'll rate the movie 4.5/5 :D . Love , Im so happy being with you .. It's good to be true ! tak ku sangka yang kita akan jatuh cinta ! haha ! & love is being so budak melayu tak professional . confident bila cakap petai = jackfruit . haha melayu sesat always ! whatever it is im here to guide you & you have to guide me in english too kan ? :)
I'll never stop disturbing you by saying: petai=jackfruit ! ( haha )

4SOME-GF'S bila nak buka sama-sama ?
:D
All the best to bestfriend ( nad ) for your exam makick .

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Sunflowy Girl
9:44 AM

Saturday, September 5, 2009
Looks does matter but to me the most important is the " inner beauty " . As th saying goes , beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. I can't deny that it's true that " outer beauty " plays an important role in the initial physical attraction , a succeful relationship goes beyond that & must be built on more substanial stuff like inner beauty . Im thankful to allah to be " beautifully imperfect " & I think that my beauty is not my greatest endownment but my greatest assests.
No matter what you are now or what you would be in the future , I'll still love you ^_^ .
me&you = " beautifully imperfect "

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Sunflowy Girl
1:01 AM

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