Im just a regular person working a regular day job trying to hopefully inshallah make some sort of positive difference. If I make an error, please forgive me and correct me, and hopefully Allah SWT will forgive me. May Allah SWT make all our intentions pure and do our actions only for His sake, ameen. - Islamic Thinking
You're my everyday inspiration . Your quotes give me hope every single day . (:
Sunflowy Girl
10:52 AM
On my first day of wearing a Hijab ; I have this feeling inside of me . I am glad that I am prepared for a new start of my life . I am thankful to allah cause for the past few months I have been preparing myself secretly w/o no one notice my differences . I acted like the same old sabrina , somehow . But some of them asked me " Are you gonna wear a scarf ? " Then I said , maybe & maybe not . I don't give them a yes or a no answer because I know deep down my heart that this year will be the year I am going to be Hijab Girl sooner or later. And in the end , I came to work with a Hijab on & everyone ( I MEAN IT ) was so stunned & surprised . They kept questioning me why , why & why ?
On my second day of wearing a Hijab ; my executive was surprised too . and my supervisor is still not use to see me in hijab. And so they keep questioning me but one of the customer , my F.I.S.H Chewy Junior Friends made my day cause they accept me for who I am. I'll never forget the customer who made my day (: .
I have figure it out that somehow some people will not get use to the " NEW SABRINA " . That some people won't just stop giving me comments & talk behind my back & will forever question me why. And my decision is , the next time people ask me why , I will answer....
" I FEAR ALLAH & DEATH. I WANT TO REPENT & BE CLOSE TO ALLAH "
By the way , I am changing not because of him.Get this straight.He told me once that is good for me to wear a hijab but when I am totally ready & sincere. I have been friends with him going two years now ..... if I wear a hijab because of him long ago maybe like two months we're friends I would be a hijab girl already. But sadly , it's not cause of him people .
Seriously , think through out before you start assuming . You know , is not good to assume so next time ask nicely. Be mature !
Goodnight everyone (:
Sunflowy Girl
10:21 AM
Ku sebut namamu di setiap doaku (:
Sunflowy Girl
2:09 PM
Hey Blog , I am back . What if I didn't come back & never update this blog of mine ? it'll be so dead. To tell the truth I miss blogging . But I don't miss my laptop like how my brother miss it even though the laptop belong to me.So basically , things changed a lot . Especially me . It took me a lot of courage to type all of this tonight & today . I just don't why but I feel it's time to share something today ;)
I changed . A lot , I can't deny the fact. I admit last time I used to skipped my prayers & always delayed my prayers . And somehow I forget about my late grandma "pesanan". But slowly surely I found myself back w/o no one help but only Allah & Signs.I even try to help others to change indirectly , you see I don't wish to offend anyone. Seriously I got no time to make enemies anymore . You see , I am not near perfect at all . But at least I am trying to change.
I am trying my very best to be in the right path & never be apart from Allah . I don't expect everyone to accept my changes , I don't expect them to stop talking about me behind my back(like seriously we're normal human beings & we can't stop talking behind others back) but seriously try not to do that at all & change , I don't expect them not to laugh at me when they see me in hijab cause I was once a hijab girl & out of a sudden I took it off . I've learnt not to bother so much what other people might say or think about me , what matter most that I change for the sake of Allah & it's time to repent . Who knows when will i die ? And I fear death & Allah .
My time has come. I am blessed & tell you something I am lucky to noticed a lot of signals from Allah. At first it was hard but slowly I'll get use to it. This time I am wearing hijab not to impress anyone or for fashion sake or worst cause I wanna look pretty & umm like some people says
" ohh that girl is wearing scarf , I bet she must be good "
( I don't need all of the above to be a Hijab Girl ) .
I am a hijab girl because ; I fear Allah s.w.t & death .
It's time to repent & knock some senses in me.
I want to enter paradise not hell .
I don't want other guys to gaze at me anymore nor look at my long , soft & silky hair.
I don't want to be a perfect Muslimah but a better & good Muslimah .
And syukur alhamdullilah my mom respect my decision & gave me her blessings . Ameen .
And to anyone who I did offend before , I am sorry for my actions & words . Forgive me .
May Allah bless all of you & open your heart like how Allah done to me .
Sunflowy Girl
11:19 AM
