Will be gone for awhile , maybe a period of time :)

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I AM FINALLY HOME AFTER SPENDING 8hours + with my GIRLS :D
Guess what I am still having fever & flu & sore throat is gone but I feel so hyper . I don't know why . It's not cus of buddy . Maybe too much of entertaining someone at msn . I become hyper ! hahaha !

Today ; is the day the KG girls went back to their Ex-SEC SCH yo !
Too bad only me , nur , nab & nad can make it :) .
Woah , I felt home . All those good&bad memories is still fresh in my mind esp about the
" HOT STUFF " . hehehe ! We ate & we drank our favorite drink ! that's is ; ICE MILK TEA !
We roamed around like aliens just landed to a new planet like that . The funniest part when the four of us went to the toilet . When nad went inside the cubicle , the naughty nab & sab start their dirty plan to peep on her . hahaha but WE DID NOT ! cus I think our ASS look nicer ! hahaha :p Well we just put two heavy bottles that contains water to blocked her from going out from the cubicle . The unforgettable part is ; when SAB fell down in front of their juniors when the discipline master shouted in a loud tone " HEY " at DETENTION AREA ! I swear , I felt so malu to the max uh ! My water face drop liao ! But it's okay , I know how to chill . I still owe him detention . hahaha ! & he still remember it . gosh after two years also can remember dasar discipline master betul :p
And the auntie canteen also still remember that my leg once broken . hahaha !

Then slacking session at mac's & nad's crib .
FINALLY nad's wardrobe is NEAT & TIDY :D . All thanks to me kan kan kan nad syg ?
hahaha ! Remember huh bowling treat ? :p
So now here I am in the living room sitting at my fav yellow big sofa , updating my blog & chatting with ahmad my ex-classmate . Gosh I like to entertaining him ! Dasar mat jiwang betul :p

Okay , last but not least I miss you buddy . Where are you by the way ? :(

OVERALL ; I am thankful to allah for today . I am very happy .. but somehow I still feel __________ . you should fill in the blank if you think you know what it is .
SEE YA MUALLAF ON WEDNESDAY :)

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Do you still remember the night I was so INTO that hindustan song ? sang by shahrukh khan ?
I watched that movie when I sleptover at nad's crib with nabilah :)
I went home , I sang it to you . I feel so happy , I was too happy & watched it at youtube again & again & again . Then finally today , I watched & listened to the song again & it reminded me of someone that I had in mind .

" Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi , Chhaaon hai khabi khabi hai dhoop zindagi . Har pal yahan jeebhar jiyo , jo hai sama .. kal ho naa ho .... "

It means ; Life changes it's beauty all the time , Sometimes it's a shade , sometimes life's sunlight . Live every moment here it to your hearts content , the time that's here may never come tommorow.

Frankly speaking , you deserve to be love by me . But I don't know how to begin .
Help me will you ? - IMYLC

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Work ; was far WONDERFUL :D
Worked with wendy & bibik love ! Gosh why did some of the customers always think that we are mother & daughter ? Even ayu kena ! hahaha . We don't look alike man .. tsk . But nvm , I don't mind if they think I am your daughter . Cool what I can work with my " mother " . hahaha !
Wendy was super - EXTREME HYPER ACTIVE today & me too (!) We both look like mad girls selling & promoting cookies , dancing around while baking cookies , singing out loud (me only ) .
We both don't act like a staff & a supervisor , we both seems like close FRIENDS :D I LIKE !
I really love working with wendy , seriously I can't wait to work with her again tmrw . YAY :D
Nisa came down to smoked with wendy love while me spraying perfume while they're smoking .
Sorry nisa , I did not mean to spray it to your ciggarette . Accidentally yo mama (!) Love ya ...
Frankly speaking , he's not my boyfriend . I AM SINGLE , OFICIALLY SINGLE :)
Trust me will you my selenge sister ?
Apart of that , I really miss working with nisa & ayu . Miss singing with nisa while standing in front the cashier . Miss ayu laughters & etc . tsk .

Nabilah-luv is going for a " education trip " to cambodia . tsk , all the best & take good care of yourself you babeng bacin (!)
Gonna meet nad&nur luv tmrw , going shopping ? maybe , to be confirm again tmrw morning .
I can't wait for the week , 3 days off ! I am sure I am gonna enjoy my 3days off from work to the max (!) I bought a new novel ; " Lovely Bones " . Gosh the movie gonna be release soon in cinema on the 18th march . YES YES YES ! I LIKEEEE :) I WANNA WATCH THAT MOVIE (!)
Who wanna be my date for the day ? * hehehe * Guess I love reading novels till I dreamt that I have won an award of having the most novels in this planet earth. hahaha (!)
Sometimes , I have to put asdie my novels & think about others first before my novel or even me .

Frankly speaking ; IMYLC again . I am sorry , I just love using short forms , secret words that is just between you , me & allah . I know it may be annoying to some people , but this is my life .. I just love using short forms , secret words too & hide the other party identity . I don't really want people to know who I post for ... I lead my life , you lead yours . I don't questions yours , you can question mine but it's up to me whether I wanna answer it or not . hehe :)

That's all for now , ohh yeah I MISS ASH KE ASH (!)
stop blushing , I DO MISS YOUR CRAPS (!) . Seeya tmrw ash ke ash snoobshit face/bro love.

IMYLC ;
No one knows what actually it stands for , it may be I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY .
But it's not . hahaha ! INY , ITY , alamak you babeng !
Today I laughed again about our lame jokes or actions .
I still remember the very first time , I called you " asshole " I din't mean it , but you deserved it .
I still remember the very first time you piggyback me , so sweet . I still remember the day when you shed tears for me for the VERY FIRST TIME .
I still remember the day how you confessed to me , hahahaha !

Actually there's more to it , the next time you see me . ASK ME ANYTHING , I WILL TELL YOU EVERYTHING . I promise to tell you everything that you wish to know. haha won't avoid you , but will avoid the eye-contact part . I am sorry if I am being selfish nowdays , but I have to. I just want you to learn how to appreciate me . so yeah .. see you when I see you my dearest SF-L :D

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Hello Earthlings (!)
Life has been awesome , interesting much ! Worked full shift today & tmrw too . DIE lorh O.0 .
I don't look shagged or teribble but I am getting chubbier & my waist getting smaller . WTH !
I don't understand my body at all & he said it's cute . tsk , it's not at all ! Indeed I lost some fats & weight but how come my face getting chubbier . hai yah ! migraine attack !
Aluh tembam pun tembam luh asalkan aku bahagia sudah asalkan ada orang suka sudah . haha!
Went home with ashraf-dude , he never fails to make me laugh ! Never fails to wake me up very early in the morning everyday . Thank you for being there as a friend :) hehehehe ! I LIKE & LOVE when you say " Later you DIE " . but at the end of the day , I am still alive ! You've failed to kill me ... ohh you kental ! THANK YOU FOR EVRYTHING :)
Appreciate it a lot , your curly aliiiiiiii !

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Yesterday was history . I am thankful to god that I was given another day to live in this planet earth , I will never know when I die . Syukur Alhamdullilah .. I was ready to give up , when you give me hope again . don't really know is it a false hopes ? tsk , I don't wanna really think about it . as long as we can get through our own lives smoothly (: I hope you're doing just fine , you can live & survive (!)

Woke up at 9am , received a wake up call from ashraf ali . ( seriously kau feeling2 jer nak call aku pukul 9+ , ended up you called me at 10am sharp when I was all ready to go to work ) *piak-piak*
But whatever it is , THANK YOU ! Thank you for waking me up almost everyday . hahaha ! I miss my girls calling me early in the morning for school . I miss being a alarm clock to somebody that I missed so much , tsk. Work was WONDERFUL , ended my work at 6pm . Off to Paragon Outlet with wendy ( my super cute supervisor aka my one of my sister selenge) , need to transfer some things . Spotted ashraf ali immediately standing in front the counter with his FOREVER snoobshit face . ( opps mati aku ! ) , nisa scribbling something in her diary , meanwhile chir fang was resting . She looked very worn out man ! Pity her , she deserve a holiday . ME TOO ! Well everyone deserve a BREAK from everything that is stressing them . Talked with them for awhile , less than 15mins we bid goodbyes . Both sisters selenge trained home , went to our separate ways . Less than 5mins after I boarded the train I took out my NOVEL ! hahahaha ! Guess now , my novel is my boyfriend huh . Reached home , bathe , prayed & so here I am now :D

But I am going off to sleep soon even though I know the night is still young , I am having this terrible migraine again . argh cursed you so badly , cause of YOU I am having this migraine again .
First you make me smile , then you make me cried , then you make me confused & now you're just being you ; plain selfish never ever think about HOW I FEEL . TSK . You deserve a TIGHT SLAP from me like seriously . hahaha ! To my lovely friends ; nisa & nadrah . You're not alone , if you need someone ... I'll be here for you both . Whatever happened be strong to face this obstacles in life , think of allah :) Seriously , I MISS NURRAHAAN ! eh nad she deserve to be MISS ke ? hmm...hahaha ! ( yknow , I know . hehe )

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WORK :
I guess I had enough of work . I feel like taking a break but I just don't know when .
Maybe when Famous Amos recruit new staff huh *winkwink*
My body has given me so many signals ; etc backbone pain , migraine , I look chubbier .
Due to testing cookies almost everyday luh , see luh now cookies fault . haha.
hahaha chubbier ? O.0 I lost weight but not fats huh ? gosh forever chubby one . ugh ! When can I become like nabilah ? wonder when , wonder how .
Seriously I know I have been slacking in doing sampling . Last time I used to stand doing sampling until the cookies all has given out all to the passer-by .. but now I always did not manage to finish it all . Always left one compartment for other staff to do it for me . tsk , Need to back up . Since wendy has gave me a cute reminder , never fail to say " please" in a her action cute voice. I LOVE HER (!)
Overall ; I am happy as ever working for famous amos , not that tiring but boring to the max due to not a lot of customers uh . Tmrw ; FULL SHIFT (!) die die die , someone will say this ; DIE LORH (!)

Today :
Supposedly it's an outing for us , The Selenge's Sisters > Ayu , nisa , me & wendy(supervisor)
But to bad ayu & nisa can't make it due to some reasons .
It's okay my two sisters .. I understand.I managed to spend time with wendy for like 2hours & with my new friend from a different planet . Wendy managed to interview my new friend . hahaha ! so blah blah blah here & there with my new friend , rushed back to tamp & meet my 3-some lovers as nur is in need of HELP .
I rushed down to nad's crib & after that all the talking start .
Seriously nabilah , this time round i " I TAK MASUK CAMPUR " & I never bersubahat huh with you two mak neneks . So nad ohhh please don't give me kening up down up down when I said " I tak masuk campur " cuz I don't even know a thing . Ask nur . hahah ! This time round I tak cover up lagi , you're your own makcik ! Sorrry but nur & me LOVE you .
If anything happen next just beep the super-sab & super-nur , we will try our very best to help you . or not your last resort is to dial " 999 " . hahaha!


Life ; overall everything is happening so fast in two months ! Too fast that I can't even really manage to catch up with it but I did anyway . I did not ask allah for this , it happened anyway & I appreciate it a lot . I treasure for the people who comes into my life & go from it. & for whoever said that you had stayed all along . Bestfriend (nad ) bday is coming ... gosh I am gonna be so busy for this coming weeks ; with the bday planning , work , religious class . Mati luh aku ... kurus agakye bila kau jumpa aku lagi ! * Thumbs up kan ? *
Whatever it is , I know what I am gonna do . I wanna take things slow for now but not in work. About love life ? I don't really do have one , I just not ready to love yet . Woo me for all I care , you might not know what will be the ending right ? Who knows in the end you win my heart all along is just that I keep quiet & waiting for the right time ? hahahaha !

11 more days to nad's bday , 25 more days for $$$ :)
I know all along my hand fit so well with yours .

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How to Not Lose Your Girlfriend

(via boygirlconvos:

A bunch of little mistakes can lead to you losing the girl of your dreams. Here’s how to avoid that.

1. Ask yourself, “Why do I still want to flirt with other girls while in this relationship?” If you believe that your girlfriend is Ms. Right, then she should be your number one life priority: you should care for her as you care for yourself. If your girlfriend is indeed Ms. Right, she’ll eventually do the same for you.
2. Be honest/ Do all that you ever can to never lie to your girl, and if you do, own up to it immediately. If you truly love someone, you cannot hide a lie; you will feel terribly guilty, and when (not if) she finds out, everything you have ever told her is called into question—-even “I love you.”
3. Communicate,- you have to respect her thoughts,always listen to what she says.
4. Respect her through listening and show her how much you care for her.
5. Work out your problems. In real relationships saying sorry is considered an act of war. It is an admission of guilt and a method similar to the former world council’s appeasement policy with Adolf Hitler. It will not solve the problem alone, you need to talk to solve it.
6. Know everything about her. If she asks you to get her some candy, you should be asking “How much?” and not “What kind?”.

Tips

• Do not defer to her judgment if you know better. She will lose respect for you for being weak. Remember: Girls want a MAN, not a child.
• Sacrifices are necessary in any relationship, because let’s face it, without sacrifice there would be no fruitful benefits. This goes for any aspect in one’s life (school, work, marriage, etc). It may mean conceding to go to an event you’re really not fond of attending. As long as you balance your time and priorities, and are given a head’s up about the event, there should be no reason for you not being able to attend. Furthermore, don’t give your girlfriend a hard time or complain about it. This doesn’t make the situation any better and only makes her feel bad and question the future with you since there are likely to be occasional events that come up. Besides, if you both did only what you individually wanted, why not just be single?
• Respect is very important for both of you. Respect each other. Respect her family no matter what. Like them or not, she loves them and doesn’t want to be left to feel uncomfortable with boyfriend on one side and family on the other. No matter how bad they may be, it’s not her fault, we don’t choose our families. Learn to like them, or even just fake it if you have to.
• Don’t just have her for the time being; real relationships are something to be cherished forever. Always remind her how important she is to you and she should do the same.
• Understand that the little things mean a lot. To a woman it’s the little things and the little surprises that mean the most. Never forget this simple fact. A simple love note or card or sweet text message, buying her flowers for no reason, cooking her dinner, having a nice bubble bath ready when she gets home from work, surprising her with that hat you saw her obsessing over last week, rent a movie she’s been wanting to see and order take out, spend a night in with her alone rather than going to that party, the list goes on. It’s absolutely vital to do nice things like this for your woman, not only will it keep the romance alive but it shows her how much you really care for her, and that is worth more than anything.
• If a fight starts, work it out. Don’t simply say whatever is necessary to get her to be quiet; this method will only start more fights. Don’t be too demanding, but don’t simply let her do anything if it hurts you (financially, emotionally, physically, etc.).
• If your girlfriend hangs up on you during a fight, call her back, never leave her hanging, because 9 out of 10 times she’ll be waiting by the phone crying.
• Both of you should have equal “power” in the relationship. If she wants a little more than you, you will have to discuss this. You shouldn’t give her all the power just to keep her as your girlfriend.
• Understand that woman do get jealous, whether they choose to admit it or not. You should never’ do anything to provoke this. She doesn’t enjoy feeling that way.
• Most woman are very insecure with themselves; even the most beautiful woman have many insecurities. If you’re lucky enough to have had her open up completely to you, then it is your job to remind her how lucky you feel to have her. Compliment her, be sure she really knows how perfect you think she is.
• Do what she asks, it’ll make her happy. This doesn’t mean to jump off a bridge at her command, it just means to be happy to help her with anything and everything she may need. Be willing and glad to do her a favor, and she will, too.
• Always say “I love you,” but only if you mean it completely. The worst thing to do is to say you love her just so she will quiet up. If you love her, tell her. Don’t be shy.
• Like (or try to like) her friends. Always be polite and respectful to them. You don’t have to have close relationships with them, just like them.
• If she says she wants nothing for her birthday, she’s lying. What she is really saying is “I want you to surprise me. If you know me you know what to get me!”
• Wrap your arms around her and kiss her on the forehead, it will make her feel safe.
• If you’re truly in love, then you shouldn’t have any urge to be “checking out” other women, whether you’re with her or not. This applies especially if you’re with her, and she will notice. Lose the posters and magazines, as it’s not worth how it makes her feel to see you looking at them.
• Everybody needs space. Even if you are going out and want to spend every day with her, she might want some time alone with her friends.
• When she’s sick, take care of her and show her how much you love her by just being by her side. Make it as easy as possible for her to rest, and therefore, get healthier faster. She will do the same.
• If she is mad at you, apologize to her. If you don’t know what you did wrong, talk it through. That’s the best way to win her back and get through a situation.
• If you are with your friends and your girlfriend, and you friends ask, “Do you think [another girl] is hot?”, simply reply, “I’m not interested on whether or not another girl is attractive.” (Or you can make the joke: Are you talkin’ about the one I’m lookin’ at, or the ugly one over there? and you look at her while you say it).
• If you really love that special person that you’ve been with for a long time, tell her how much you love her and show it, even if its just a little bit everyday; she will probably say i love you back to you. Always hold her hand, she will like that.
• Kiss her on the right times, not if she’s mad at you. Do it when you say that you love her, or when she does, then smile, and gaze in to her eyes, she will probably finally know that you are the one she wants, and that you two might be together forever. Love is the thing she wants and if you give it to her, she will definitely say these things to you.

Warnings;

• The absolute worst thing to do is to get uncontrollably upset, especially in front of her. Tell her your feelings, then ‘try to be her friend’. This can really seriously help you even more than you think it will.
• Don’t ever do anything to physically hurt her. Although you can play fight, only do so if she gives her consent; never hurt her in any way
• Never flirt or come anywhere close to flirting with her friends.
  
  
  PERANGAI - L betul ! hahahaha . you know , I know :)
  

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I have changed . The day when I received a text message from you , I don't even dare to read . I don't even care what the details is all about . All I want to do is to press " DELETE " .
I don't wanna cry again cus on that particular night I was happy , happy being around with peoples who actually cares & love me & most importantly know how to really treasure me when I am still here . It took a lot of courage to read it till the last word . As I read .. tears rolled down my cheeks , my heart filled with sadness, anger once again . I cried but lucky for me there was particular someone who will be there for me-to calm me down no matter what , to lend me his/her shoulder to cry on .
That someone told me ; Everyone deserve to be forgiven . Maybe you can't forgive him/her now but sooner or later I know you will . It takes time to heal the pain .

I know it takes time to heal the pain . BUT never ever will I forget what you've put me through with , what you've said to me & esp your long-list of promises .
I may not forgive you now , I'll never know when I will forgive you but all I wanna do is to think about my future w/o having you in it . Seriously , I don't wish to mess up your life for a second time & I don't want you to mess up my life for a second time either .
There's a lot of things you have to look forward to . Even if you feel it's the end , actually it's not the END . It's just the beginning .... A beginning of a new journey with a new you (!)
You still have your family & friends to count on . You're not lonely anymore ...
Don't give up that easily ! Just change for the better & make your loved ones proud of you all over again. Don't ever get too high & forget yourself all over again . It will be wasted .

Even though , you're not forgiven yet . I still care from afar & here in my blog( it shows it all)
I am not a heartless person after all . I do still think of you at times , I can't deny the fact that I miss you . I just don't think you deserve to be forgiven now . My heart says so .. My mind too. Whatever it is , I am doing just great with my life right now . I love doing what I am doing right now with my lovely peoples w/o sins surrounding us . I choose to be back on this path , now here I am feeling a lot better . My pain , my sadness , the hurt ... They slowly turned into strength. The strength I need to walk this path. In time to come, it will give me the power to fulfill my destiny. After all that I have been through so far , emotions can bring a person down and wear a person out, but it can also give us the strength to serve as motivation :)

Imma not a perfect person , but at least I am trying my best to change for the better .
No one is perfect my dear , remember we all are " Beautifully Imperfect " .
I don't want to depend on anyone to make the scar go away , I wanna do it all by myself .
I hope everything is fine , I hope whatever prayers I have made will come true .
Whenever I say a prayer , I pray for you too . Nothing but the best .
If you've find someone that you really love like a " man who protect his lady "
go for it .. Love , Need & Treasure her like no one else did before :D

I will see you when I see you somewhere out there . If fate want us to bump into each other again . A simple " hello " , does not kill you right ? . Take care ~

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SABRINA is my name . I am 19 this year.
I ♥ my family , my 2SOME-BFF & my friends.
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