Monday, August 31, 2009
" FE & E LOVE ARIFFIN "



7 months being together is a blast . we both are beautifully imperfect ^_^ .
more pictures to be upload by tmrw .

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Sunflowy Girl
10:51 AM

" ANOTHER YEAR OLDER "



A birthday is just another day,young of mind, yet youthful looks go away.Another year older,the world seems a bit colder.Yet my heart still burns,and for love it forever yearns.Another year older,I grow even bolder.Life is for us to learn from,as calculated as a mathematical sum.Another year older,hurting blazes now just smolder.Letting go of past rage and pain,living life and feeling sane.Another year older,a tear on your shoulder.Life has not been so bad,my tear is of joy not because I'm sad.Another day older,more pages added to my folder.
I'm glad of whom I am today,I would not have myself any other way.

Thank you 4SOME-GF'S : for the midnight surprise . was surprised indeed ^_^ .
I felt touched , Im speechless . I was so happy , only allah know what I really felt at that time when the 4 of you said : SURPRISE (!) . haha . Im blessed to have such weird , wonderful & beautifully imperfect best of friends like the four of you :) . Thanks for the cake with my picture on it , everlast shirt & the birthday card (!).
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ALOT ESP THE HUG FROM ALL OF US
The four of you really mean alot to me , you girls hold a special place in my heart .
you girls are my : TRUE FRIENDS . No matter what happened , I'll try & be there for each of you . When you've any problems , of course I can't bear to leave you one side of the corner & say bye kan ? hehe . you stress , I stress as usual . So girls , if each of you have some confessions please say it out . I still think there's something missing but I know no matter what this friendship will last long FE&E . Whatever happened we still FRIENDS .. :)
* tak baik tau gaduh-gaduh , tak baik jugak jikalau kawan anda berbual dan anda tidak menjawab balik kepadanya . itu namanya tidak sopan dan tidak menghormati satu sama lain . hmm .. saya harap kita bersalaman dan jika ada sesuatu hendak diberitahu cubalah buka mulut anda . Di bulan ramadhan ini , bagus sekali kalau kita berbaik dan jangan simpan perasaan yang pelik yer ? . Maaf jika kata-kata saya ini menyinggung perasaan 4SOME - GF'S saya .



ME & NADRAH


ME & NABILAH


ME & NURRAHAAN


ME & SALWA

THE 4SOME-BESTFRIENDS
^_^

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Sunflowy Girl
9:28 AM

Sunday, August 30, 2009
" LIFE IS WONDERFUL "
At least we've talked it out & sort everything . Hopefully , everything go smoothly :D
update more about my bday surprise when ive the pictures from my bestfriend nadrah khan .
{ HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLES }

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Sunflowy Girl
8:54 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009
advance second birthday present , received :) wow , its a HUGE teddy bear .
{ THANKS SO MUCHIE MUCHIE }
& syirah we wont be together again thats for sure . Im glad that you & him are bestfriends till now . but mine is no no no . insyallah I can make it & teman you go raya with them . Whenever he say your name , I feel like a wow feeling you know . haha I miss you , I miss talking to you babe . The last time we met & talked is the time when we go panjat that gunung together & eat nasi ayam penyet di atas bukit . haha sweet sungguh babe .
Im glad the boys at least have you around
:D
I MISS Y'ALL
but im happy the way things are now in sabby land . Im so happy to have mylover by my side .
IM BLESSED , THANKS FOR RESPECTING MY DECISIONS & GAVE ME SPACE TO BREATHE.
He'll move on one day , trust me . that kurus kendengkik kalau di ajak tengok perempuan number 1 tau . All the best guys & you the only babe ! :) one thing babe , don't rush into love . your young , your so so sweet there's alot of things awaits you in the future + your true love .
maybe he's the one kan ? all the best .

ps ; love you really mean alot to me . this love is real so don't go away . don't ever break the promises you have made :)

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Sunflowy Girl
9:16 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009
sometimes it sucks big time when you go mia . sometimes when you tend to be there for someone else you end up getting into trouble too. shit happened , dah ku kata . sometimes you don't tend to make your loved ones worry but you've to be there for that someone & its like your stuck in the middle . its either left or right . But to me I need my FAMILY , BEST OF FRIENDS & LOVE all equally . when someone asked me , who is more important to you is it your lover or bestfriends ? I said : I need them both equally . EVERYONE IS IMPORTANT TO ME . Whatever it is I try to be there for each of you , even if your in need of someone or whatever I din't give up easily . Even if your having some problems , I din't leave you behind . I offered a helping hand & try to solve it together with you . When I try to make time , When Im free ... your busy with something else . nothing else to say . IM TRULY SORRY .

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Sunflowy Girl
2:35 AM

Thursday, August 27, 2009
" A HAPPY HEART MAKES ITS OWN SONG "
The most wasted of all days is one without laughter . My heart keep giggling . I can't help it & I can't even stop thinking about the drama that gonna happen or not . Im here waiting patiently for the ending . I won't be mad once I know who's the director of the drama series eh , I'll love him/her to the max yeah & of course I love the rest who co-operate with the director . haha !
It's funny to see thier " good " acting skills , keep up the good work !
Like lenka sang : just enjoy the show or not I want my money back ! hahaha .

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Sunflowy Girl
2:28 AM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN LATIFF IS IN THE AEROPLANE NOW : HEADING TO KOREA
all the best lil'bro for your competition , make sure at least bring back some medals for singapore eh pak hitam ? sorry can't send you off to the airport , was busy studying with your abang ipin( ewww ) :) . I'll miss my bro like a mad women uhh . haha of course i'll miss him cause if there's no him no fun no kick no shouting no boxing no playing my laptop till sahur eh . hai yoh he'll be gone for 1 week & he can't even celebrate my bday with me . ish ni anak eh panjat jer tahu .. lain kali dah pandai panjat pokok kelapa pulak yer :p . okay okay let's cut it short : Kak ina will miss you & like you say I must listen to mum : Sure don't worry ..I'll listen to mum lectures everyday & ALL THE BEST DIK ^_^ . COME BACK IN BLACK NOT WHITE . hahah ! have a safe journey !

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Sunflowy Girl
9:27 AM

Monday, August 24, 2009
thanks love for making it up to me ^_^ , thanks for the yummy pizza .
I dint went to school due to high fever & love is being so sweet by coming down to my house to breakfast together with my mum & bro . hahahah ! thanks for spending time with me . Appreciate it alots .especially : THE MOMENT OF APPRECIATION . ( wootttt toooot :p )
I miss my GF'S :(
One of the days , we buka sama-sama kay ?
siapa nak ikot,ikot.siapa tak nak, sabrina dah penat dah : speechless
BUT
I'll NEVER GIVE UP IN THIS FRIENDSHIP
if trouble come , buat bodoh jer . makanan dah dekat depan mata pun

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Sunflowy Girl
10:10 PM


This picture was taken when we both are in secondary 3 .

Today is my dearest cousin birthday : NUR SAKINAH BTE CHASMAT
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NANA TETOT ! Even though I can't celebrate with you or even see you ... I want you to know that you always in my heart & mind . I really miss you & love you twinny . gawd , I miss those times when we could hug , cry , bathe , laugh & so on together ! Take care ~ COME BACK HOME SOON :D

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Sunflowy Girl
10:01 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

" LIFE IS A MAZE , LOVE IS A RIDDLE "
im letting it out , I can't take it
Another day has passed , today is the second day of fasting : syukur alhamdulilah :) Idk where to begin , ive alot of things to write . alot of things im thinking about , sometimes it makes me cry & laugh( haha ) . I love to think about stuff & imagine about some cartoon that is free of problems. LONELY , NEGLECTED , PARANOID , SAD : these are words to describe my feelings for today & same goes to yesterday.went to work at 14oohrs , suppose to end work at 2230hrs BUT my clever kind-hearted manager asked me to go home & have a rest . eeeee !
He really drive me crazy lucky him I din't say tooot to him . ( lol !) Breakfast inside the MRT alone , Felt so lonely at that point of time . ( ugh ) Here I am now , at home typing while listening to music ... mum is calling my name asking me to perform my prayers ... I kept saying " wait , wait .. until I finished typing " , so she went to perform her prayers first w/o me :( .
( ugh I AM SO NOT ME )
Tommorrow will be my dearest cousin 17 bday, what a pity I cant even celebrate her bday with her . I felt so sad , I felt soooooooo the miserable . I REALLY MISS HER . Im sad that she is unable to celebrate my bday again with me . why sakinah ? (ugh) . The saddest part is that we dint even get to meet on hari raya this year :( .why ? why ? I really hope you change for the better girl ... because you really mean alot to me eventhough we are cousin but to me your my elder sister eventho ur short I love it :) whatever it is I'll never give up on you & I'll trust you like I always do but this time round I'll NOT listen & follow ur nonsense anymore . Im sorry . COME BACK HOME SOON , OKAY SAKINAH ?
I can't wait to give ur bday present & hug you tightly when we meet next year , hopefully .
& dear friend thanks for being there for me , like you always do eventho i sucks kan? haha !
Im grateful to you & at the same time im lucky to have you as a friend in my life
:)

{ TODAY IT'S ALL ABOUT EMOTIONS/FEELINGS }
soorrrrryyyy peeps , this post is so the toot woot .

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Sunflowy Girl
5:22 AM

Friday, August 21, 2009
thought everything went smoothly .. maybe for a period of time . dumbdumb .
the truth is all out once again , maybe its for the last time . maybe its not . ugh , everwhat I'll still stand up for you babe because I really love you . let's just pray hard that it's all turn out to be a smooth journey yeah ? :) Bestfriend(nur) , CHEER UP ! I'll always be there for you girl & shazly will be there for you too . Like I always say , you deserve the best now(maybe) , because there's a little changes in your attitude when entertaining some *** . haha ! We've a long way to go , maybe in your land " promises are always lies " :) the fact is you know it's not true .

Thanks Nadrah , Nabilah , Nurrahaan & Salwa for the outing today , I enjoyed it !

{ Turns out that I'll be working on 29 & 30 August . what to do , I give in somehow }

ps; maybe nurrahaan , promises are just lies for real :( waduh sakit sekali .

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Sunflowy Girl
6:29 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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Sunflowy Girl
8:26 AM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Romeo : Juliet let me take you somewhere we can be alone .
Dear Romeo , Im waiting for the day you hold my hand & take me to somewhere far that possible for me to forget my problems maybe for awhile .

" Its gonna get harder, its gonna burn brighter."
Its gonna get tougher, each and everyday.

But im gonna hold you,be here anyway FE&E
:)

Sometimes I feeling so low , but I gotta maintain & I know im not alone .
Human beings are complicated cartoon luh , ugh . Sometimes they rather HATE than LOVE . gawd really I don't understand . yeah not all humans are like me say bestfriend(nur) . Its'true . I just dont understand why there's ego in them .
why ? why ?
A school is a place to gain knowledge , have fun & make friends not enemies .
A class is a place full of strangers at first after few days/months had passed strangers became FRIENDS FOREVER . A place that there's laughters , quarreling , bonding with the rest of the classmates . A place that should have love & concern but not hatred .
A place that should be fill with sweet&sour memories that will be remember always .
At the end of the year as a class as one , we will graduate & go seperate ways but in the end , we remain as friends forever . hopefully :)

Me & bestfriend really treasure you girl , Since sec 1 till now we are classmates we both can't bear to break the friendship with you . please don't because of a new classmate you turned us down & walked away . Me & bestfriend is turly sorry , we are sorry if we did neglect you in class. but seriously you meant alot to us , esp friendship . Girl, I really miss you . Miss talking nonsense & laughed with you like we used to . Friendship is not a state of mind , its an act. It's something you do, it's not about whether you're good or not,it's not a reflection of you. It's a balanced relationship between people.That dosen't mean it's always balanced at every moment. Sometimes you need a friend , sometimes it's the other way round.It's a trust that's returned :)
{ It's also like give & take }

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Sunflowy Girl
9:19 AM

Friday, August 14, 2009
Some joys are better expressed in silence as a smile holds more meaning than words. I was asked if I enjoy having you in my life... I just smiled ! :)

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Sunflowy Girl
6:26 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009


THE REAL WISH LIST :)

1) I wanna go for REBONDING again & mum gonna pay it for me .

2) I wanna new watch from swatch BUT mum say wait until I graduate she will buy for me.
okay best , mum ur the best !


3) I wanna a BILLABONG PENCILBOX . I wonder who stole my pencil box. thanks eh human being ! Whatever goes around , come around . I bet now you lost a precious thing of yours *sigh

4) I wanna " SOMETHING SIMPLE , SWEET & JUST NICE FOR ME " from my kental gf's yang aku amat sayang bangat ! heheheh . + wait i nak go jalan bazaar again with you all .

5) I wanna a ADVANCE CELEBRATION with my gf's leh ? * GIRLS ONLY *

6) I wanna manymany balloons cause im a so freaking hell yeah BALLOON LOVER okay :)

7) I wanna celebrate my birthday with my family members actually , hehe esp with ruzanna & RUSYAI-DINA LOVE YO ! lagipun bulan puasa tau , then can go terawih with that minah dol .

8) I wanna something not small not big but just the right thing for me from love + nak chokichoki

9) I wanna pamper myself guys ! wuhuu ! really I swear im gonna pamper myself with ********.
& haha I
wont be working for SURE people on 29th ,30th,31st August + 1st + 2nd September. because I wanna celebrate my bday with loved ones
+
I wanna really pamper myself :) :) :)

10) I wanna break fast with love on the 1 SEPTEMBER 2009(tuesday), so you must make yourself free then we can go walkwalk .

That's all Folks , I don't really ask that much kan friends ? & love ? The main thing is that I could celebrate my bday with all my loved ones whether in advance or even later :)
I really hope GF'S is free one of the day that im not working so that they can celebrate my bday + we can go out too . Im sorry nadrah for putting up that irratating post . It's kinda funny kan?
{ I REALLY HOPE MY GF'S ARE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER }
Ariffin : I miss your smile , I miss your flexible-opps oily cheek & evrything about you verrrryyyy muchiiiieeee ! Due to busy-ness with tons of projects & test , I'll be gone for a week I guess so . Do tag me people .

okay , bye
:)

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Sunflowy Girl
2:35 AM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
WISH LIST IS HERE : LIKE FINALLY ALL THANKS TO BESTFRIEND NADRAH FORCE :)

1) I don't know what I want .
2) I really don't know .
3) IDK
4) You don't understand is it ? alamak achi ! inah dey , I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY ;)
5) HI-5
Seriously speaking , bestfriend gonna be mad at me once she read this . like hell yeah she keep asking me since last month what I want for my bday . She is the 2nd person who had asked me. thanks love you :) but seriously I don't know what I want from my friends . But from my family , " aku dah minta siang-siang lagi dah " hahaha :) one month in advance eh .

" SOMETHING SIMPLE , SOMETHING SWEET & JUST NICE FOR ME "
:)
Okay dah , hurry hurry & go search my presents .
pandai-pandai beli eh , but don't buy expensive stuff . once I found out the price of it , I'll repay it back . hahaha ! & you'all eh don't fight anymore kay , I SWEAR OUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS ALOT TO ME .

&
{ ILOVEYOU ARIFFIN }
seriously blogger is driving me crazy , cannot upload photos :(

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Sunflowy Girl
9:30 AM

Friday, August 7, 2009
When I first saw you , I knew it was real . Im sorry about the pain that I made you feel , really am. That wasan't me . I remember when I first look into your eyes it was like I was there heaven in the skies . You told me we were crazy in love & I believe in it . I know it hasan't been too long , but ILOVEYOU so . Like my soulmate , make me blush when I see your face . The one I wanna be with when I wake up everyday & if we're having problem I don't wanna make you mad . Youuuuu all that I needed & that's what I want from you for my special day , set my life at ease. There's many seasons to be spend that we'll go through & through the cold weather , you know I'll hold you . I know I make mistakes , but I won't stoop low . You're the motivation for me reaching my goals . Everywhere we go , everybody knows how I love you so. Everybody knows its not just kisses . Let's be TOGETHER for years to come & till the end . Hopefully we won't drift apart like kites do . Love you ~

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Sunflowy Girl
9:59 AM

Sunday, August 2, 2009
Bestfriend Says : In a relationship whenever you fight don't always mention the word " BREAK UP " unless you really can't take it & don't have the special feeling anymore .
Sabby Says : I give her the snoobshit face ! you deserve it. seriously , macam faham eh kau . haha .
She changed , im glad . but ai yoh one thing that will NEVER change . She will never stop making new record of her ex-bfs . alamak asl kan kau bahagia sayang !
Me & Bestfriend don't wish to see you both break up . Even though it's wrong, you both will have our never ending support ! Jangan break kkkk ?
nanti sabby sedih . nanti nur " promises are lies " sedih jugak :(
But whatever decisions you both make , we will respect & you both still have our support but must promise don't let our friendship go haywire eh ?
{ LOVE YOU BOTH }

Sunflowy Girl
9:52 PM

Saturday, August 1, 2009

he is sleeping peacefully , a smile on his face . still im missing you like a child misses their blanket. miss you kental even tho your in front of me now . Nani is in his bed with her childrens aka tweety birds . wee ! & here am i typing . To see he fall asleep right in front me , there's no worries . To hear his snoring , make me feel that there's nothing bad gonna happen :)
AYANG , ILOVEYOU
HAPPY 6 MONTHS
:)

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Sunflowy Girl
2:05 AM

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