And so where's my 365 papers heart shape ? ;)
Sunflowy Girl
10:27 AM
Every day I pray so that I'll be closer to you more than in this temporary world . Partly you're the reason why I hang on everyday to this job . Cause helping them , seeing their smiles & cheering them up was worth while . With you watching over me , I feel at peace (:
I admit I am scared but I am changing each day & I don't care what people wanna say about my changes to be close to you . What matter most was I put you first as my priority in this life .
And to whoever detest me or something or to whoever that I dislike now , I am trying to love & forgive you all like how I learned to forgive & care for this someone till today. (as long as I am alive)
Sunflowy Girl
8:01 AM
This is for you bby. Im always here for you. Even if you got angry at me because of other things but you're stressed out , its okay. Cause im willing to be your punching bag. Your listening ear . Your shoulder to cry and wipe your tears and mucus. The reason my heart beats is because of you. Ive grown to be more patient with anything. Youre the reason I smile wide. The reason I smile to myself thinking of those beautiful memories with you. I am your man. I would love to be your Mcgriddles if you'd be my apple pie <3 . This post is for you. Saying that I dont update for you anymore. Heh.
Imissyou.
Iloveyou.
Take care Love. (:
Sunflowy Girl
11:45 AM
I told myself to be strong every time but at the end of the day I still feel some weakness in me but I can't help it and so at times I cried . Cried maybe things changing so fast that I am scared to think about tomorrow or the future . But I am not gonna give up yet . I want to make a change in my life . Slowly , sooner or later things will get better . Insyallah (:
THINK THINK THINK POSITIVE SAB !
And so this week gonna be my last week to be so free . Starting next week my new journey gonna start soon . I am just so scared . Seriously I can't handle minahs and they can't handle me too -.-
I am praying that next monday insyallah no minahs , I can't click with them . pfft ! I am so gonna tenangkan my hati this friday . :(
Sunflowy Girl
10:31 AM
alalalalala CUTE YER !!! this picture make me miss my TEMBAM , SEPET & LENTIK !! (:
Meeting them soon !
Sunflowy Girl
9:36 AM
TE AMO . I LOVE MY SMOOTH , LONG & THICK HAIR . Right now I am loving every moments spend with my loved ones especially beloved mom . Talking to her made my mind feel at ease , slightly better . And she told me to let go of FA cause she know me too well that I can't juggle work & study anymore . Secondly , I can't wait to meet zhuzy tomorrow . It's been a long time since I last went out with her to bugis . And of course I can't wait to meet my bffs ! YESSA we're going to ________ . Till now I won't tell her . Seriously how I wish I am with nad right now at her kampong . Sadly , I had to listened to mom cause I don't want to disappoint her ever again . I am sorry bff :'( . I swear I wanna be by your side , to be your listening ear . Cause whatever happened to you is somehow same that happened to me before . It's like as if our fate is the same . I MISS YOU ALREADY ! Thirdly , buddy always make me smile (: Thanks to him I finally open my heart & mind to do something that would bring me good & to the right path . Thanks to him for staying by my side thru thick & thin every single day . Insyallah : HIJAB ON ! one fine day .And today bff nur made me smiled thru out the night . We talked about our memories in secondary school . Aww I am missing every bits of secondary moments . I miss being a very good role model to them ; MURID TERCONTOH , SKIRT PANJANG , BAG SEBESAR BESARNYA ! Cam nak lari rumah & PLUS MY PENCIL BOX WILL ALWAYS HAVE EXTRA HERE & THERE (: Haha that nur make fun of me through out our conversation . I can't believe myself till now that I ran after a teacher before & begged him to stay . all thanks to the boys -.-
~ HAPPY WEEKENDS ~
Sunflowy Girl
1:07 PM
When the final decision had been made someone just had to screwed them all . It's not that I am selfish but this time round I really need to go & think about my future . It's not that I don't have a heart . It's you who don't. How long more must I & her stay there & work like maids ? ohh you told me till the new staffs have settle down properly within 2 weeks? THINK . If you think openly , I also need my freaking rest during weekends ! For god sake . For once let me go before I really turn nasty . Cause I know I can be one if you really go overboard . At least I told you Im going for good . Yes , for good . Decision made .
And seriously , I don't tell people my secrets unless I trust them . But if they really have to tell others , I got nothing else to say . But from there onwards I can see their true colors . And seriously feelings change , attitude too . I keep wondering why must they changed ? :(
It break my heart but I got no choice but to keep my mouth shut .
Sunflowy Girl
1:03 PM
This is for you bby. Im always here for you. Even if you got angry at me because of other things but you're stressed out , its okay. Cause im willing to be your punching bag. Your listening ear . Your shoulder to cry and wipe your tears and mucus. The reason my heart beats is because of you. Ive grown to be more patient with anything. Youre the reason I smile wide. The reason I smile to myself thinking of those beautiful memories with you. I am your man. I would love to be your Mcgriddles if you'd be my apple pie <3 . This post is for you. Saying that I dont update for you anymore. Heh. 
