Friday, February 26, 2010
All I know is you're a stalker in my life .
But I want you to know that no matter how many times you wanna stalk me , I still care about you . No matter what I still want you to STALK me until the day I die .
Cuz my life is interesting . I hope your life is interesting like mine .

Sab says; I know you know me , I know you know my fears . & maybe you know how I really feel but at times you just don't wish to know as you don't wanna hurt yourself when you know everything about what's going on . You know imma a good pretender , faking those smiles , hiding those feelings & etc . I know you're a good pretender too . But why we end up in the same boat ? why must we bottle up our feelings ? maybe after all it's better to keep secrets to ourselves cuz we can't really trust human beings be it family , friends & whoever . It's not that I don't appreciate my family , girls & etc who makes me smile & laugh all day long .
Maybe it's just me , I like to keep everything to myself & end up crying all alone , like you .

No matter what I know I have a lot of things to look forward to , I hope you're doing the same . " Just dance ! It's gonna be okay . Da-da doo doo " I'll be here if you need me stalker .
Don't worry I don't have any murderous intent towards you ... muahahaha !

You say goodbye , I say hello (:
I listen to the beatles , they're happy .
you must do the same . take care .
If you still not happy , listen to the " pocket full of sun shines " .

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Sunflowy Girl
1:21 PM

Thursday, February 25, 2010

This mak nenek up there is my awesome friend , he has a messy curly hair !
He is jealous cuz my hair is smooth unlike his . hahaha !
Without fail he will make me laugh , thank you ash ke ash raffff !
yay 2 more days to $$$$$$ .
:)

Zanna thanks for the nickname eh ; SABRI
Gossshhh , kau eh zhu nanti kau ! hahaa . Btw , this saturday free ?
I wanna ajak you to see my new " everything "
TEXT / CALL ME IF YOU'RE READING THIS ZHU !
I MISS YOU . . .

&
now they called me " SAVINA " instead of sabrina .
Nice one :)

we are not friends , we are not in a relationship .
so what are we my dear ?


Sunflowy Girl
10:12 AM


Whenever I step into the toilet , I will look at the both of you .
Bathe you , Feed you both but now it's a different story .
I miss you * tur tur & tor tor * , hope everything is fine & you both are still alive.
I am left with the colorful pebbles & memories back then .

Sunflowy Girl
9:58 AM

Like finally , I met my foursome lovers right after work & we had dinner together .
Nadrah look like a diva , Nabilah as usual her bacin-face with her school uniform.
Nurrahaan look like a minah rep with her dyed hair but still look sweet . Salwa look like she have not bathe with her big size t-shirt & her beggy pants ! Me ; like normal . I look chubbier kan kan kan ? forever one uh , cannot be skinny like nabilah :(
Everything was fine , I guess . We talked , ate & laughed . New memories that will not be forgotten my foursome lovers . I hope we will never ever go to our own separate ways no matter if we make new friends , live how many miles apart or etc . I TREASURE 1234 lovers !

Seriously , I am looking forward to our next outing . pray hard that everything will go smoothly :)

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Sunflowy Girl
9:32 AM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Update ;
Work ? There's nothing new . I am always cheerful at work cuz there's wendy , bibik , ayu & nisa :D Have been working full shift lately , yay my pay boomz !
Have to replace nisa luv today she is feeling unwell , GET WELL SOON SIS SELENGE N0.4 :D

FOURSOME luv ;
I am really sorry that I last minute cancelled our dinner date together . I hope you foursome luv , understand my situation. Hopefully this thursday we could have dinner together & do some story-telling sessions huh . ( gossips as much as you want )
Met bestfriend(nad) , spend time with her for a short while after work . 2hours of talking is not enough eh , you still miss out some stories so do I . So yeah next time must tell me FULL STORY . I am missing nur , nab & wawa too .


IMYLC & Mcgriddles; all the best for your exams ! Gooodiiiiiiieeee lucksssssss ......
* with no full stop *
I hope all that lucks is enough for you both until you end your very last paper !
:D



I know I am losing my mind but it's just for awhile .
Let me be .
All I want is the moves , actions not just confessions .



















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Sunflowy Girl
10:33 AM

Monday, February 22, 2010


Realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That’s life. The confusion and fear? That’s there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for. (unknown )

Sunflowy Girl
11:46 AM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Ashraf , thank you for being such an selenge bacin friend to me , i TREASURE u.
(ayu-nisa-& etc pun)

-went for a jogged with zanna-zhu love was a blast .
-went to auntie house to rest for awhile was worthwhile .
-msg-ing with mcgriddles , makes me feel even better . Knowing that you will always be there for me no matter what had happened ; the feeling is just great & I am thankful to allah to have you in my life .
-web-camming with ashraf late in the morning was WONDERFUL . Knowing that he will always be there for me too regardless what time is it just make me feel happier & BETTER .
- I hate to know what's your secrets , I really hate to keep your secrets so secretly . ugh !
Miserable habis .
- Knowing that bestfriend is not in a good mood due to something , really do affect me too.
I am sorry bestfriend , if only I am in the same school with you girls . I can be your spy & help you track down on her or worst STARE HER BACK FOR YOU HUH ? :D
Bestfriend , patience have their own limits . so yeah do what you think is right , I'll be here if you need me .
- Knowing that her birthday is coming soon make me feel so excited .

Thank you mcgriddles for being there for me once again .
Murderous intent **** ALERT **** went off after you make me smiled once again :)
super-shagged , tmrw full shift (!)
Mcgriddles , wake me up when it's time for subuh prayer. As usual you will text me when you're done with your prayers , apa punya orang ! haha.

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Sunflowy Girl
12:16 PM

Saturday, February 20, 2010
Bold

All I want you to know is , you're forgiven .
I don't have any murderous intent towards you except him *roll eyes*.
A simple goodbye meant a lot to me , now you know it.

I just need time alone .

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Sunflowy Girl
11:28 AM

My work start at 4.30pm . But me forever selenge came to work very early , I thought I start work at 4.00 pm . forever selenge . So yeah I reached work by 3.45pm on the dot , the journey in the train is very boring . No novel to read , no hot chicks to look at ( sorry mcgriddles ) , nothing interesting to look at except old messages inside my hp :D So yeah I worked with ayu till closing , today work ended very late 11.30pm due to some promotions thingy .. that I can't be bother much.Waited for nisa & irene to came down to the outlet & off we went to our separate ways .
Nisa , I can see that you're damn pissed off with this week schedule . Just endure with it okay ? We'll have our revenge ! Mid-Shift for you & ayu on weekends , I'll talk to wendy my selenge sister ! Cheer up Sayang (: Don't stress too much (!) Not really worth it for being fed-up of this week schedule .. just wait for another week schedule k sister selengeku ?
I am seriously looking forward to have a movie date with you , ayu & wendy . Just the four of us , the four selenge sister's . I bet it will be fun . Please make yourself free nisa .. Just one day .
I know you're so panas like ayu panas till people need to booked you . hahaha !

$$$$$$ in 5days time .
:D

Sunflowy Girl
11:11 AM

Friday, February 19, 2010

Mcgriddles , I am craving for new novels !
Once I get my pay , I am so gonna buy this book . Interesting much , based on true story mah (: One book not enough , should buy two . yay , so that when I go home with you I don't have to entertain you much . muahahaha !

I miss you . I will love you , I love you ( one fine day ).
I am learning you , let's take things slow . *winkwink , muacks *
ewww ! Malu .

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Sunflowy Girl
9:47 PM


Best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.

You know you're worth it all right ? (:

Sunflowy Girl
10:43 AM

Thursday, February 18, 2010
This is for you ; IMYLC
Someone once told me this ; " you alone have the power to make yourself happy & to make yourself the kind of life you want. No matter how tough you can handle it . " This was a choice , this was never a mistake . " Good or bad . It was a choice you made & it will ultimately make you a stronger , better , happier person " (:
Sab says ; If minahchi can do , thambi also can do it better luh ! hahaha menyampah oink to the max .

Kurus Kendengkik Bff said this ;Come on luh , life won't wait for you . You have to move on. I know it's hard for you. If you don't move on at the end of the day , you are the one who is crying and you are the one is in pain. You think the world cares about you ? Let it go slowly , one step at a time . One life , live it . Be happy (: . Live one time , Die one time . Don't look back , look forward to the future . Cheer up !
Sab says ;I won't tell ya a single thing about moving on. haha but I am happy with the way I am , single & rich. Thank you for being a good bff since 2007 . Appreciate it a lot (!)



Well , I am a type of girl who knew how to act happy even when I am sad .
That's important.
Even though the past may hurt , I don't care . I will still look back and treasure every moment I spend with my loved ones , with people who hates me but pretend to like me & etc. No matter how short or long. No matter what I'll forgive & not forget . I am happier , seriously I am. I have found my kuti-vava brothers love back . ayie-hasdad-sab-nana >Ayie , my sungguh panas handsome cousin . you've changed .
you've grown taller & you look makin hot . putih like mat saleh no wonder my bestfriend(nur) can't stop saying that you're hot. eww .. but still I am not interested in you. not my cup of tea .
I thought I lost bff pika-pika , but I was wronged . He stayed & gave me strength even though we stay far from each other . Even though he has a girlfriend now , he never fail to text me at least one week one time to ask me how's life. He still care . Good (: love ya (!)
My foursome girls ;without them I'll be lost in this planet earth . guess so .
They're my sunshine & they're my life .
They've been there for me through up & downs .
They never leave me alone . We've shared happiness & sorrows together .
I hope our friendship will remain strong as ever .
Dad , Mom & Lil'Bro ; Deep down their heart they truly love & care about me. Ive let them down once , so now I am gonna take this chance to make them proud of me . I am gonna start school back . I am so gonna be back on the track & achieve the BEST . They cried for me once so badly , but the next time I want to see them cry when I have become successful . I don't hate my parents of throwing my tur tur & tor tor away . I think I understand why they did that .
Ruzanna-Zhu ; you're just like my own sister . I am glad to be your idol man (!)
I am lucky that we are cousins , I am so thankful to allah to have you in my life for almost 18years of living . Thank you foe being there for me always when I needed someone at certain point . Thanks alot zhu ! End of this month , I am gonna treat you to a great deal .
FAMOUS AMOS Family ; You've been a great help in forgetting my problems . I wanna thank nisa , wendy & ayu for being there for me most of the times . For being a listening ear to me , for making me laughed non-stop every time I came to work , singing & dancing in front of the cashier , for bullying me in a good way. I really appreciate it a lot (!)
I really love FA members esp Selenge's Sister :D

Lastly , Mcgriddles love
You know I love the sky , the moon & those shining stars . Today you tried your very best to find the moon just for my sake . It's okay dearest , as long as I have you by my side . I feel so happy & safe enough . I am touched . One fine day , they will know the REAL you like how I did.
You're different , you understand me when I said my foursome girls came first before anything else esp starting a new relationship with someone new. You did not utter a word , you understand me silently .You accept for who I am , you did not judge me at all. You respect my decision when I said , I need time . I know you're a good guy too. A guy w
ho can lead me in life , religious & everything . I am lucky to have you in my life too.
I can't wait to see you again , you never fail to make me laugh mcgriddles (:

I thought I have lost everything when you left me, I thought everything falls apart & I thought they left me cuz I have let them down . But I was wronged . They stayed with me all along through ups & downs . Each of them gave me strength , everlasting love , hope , care & trust.
They loved me & cared about me .
Without you I can live , love & laugh all over again .
Thank you allah


May god bless you , good or bad earthlings ~

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Sunflowy Girl
10:33 AM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

All I wanna do right now is to read my novel to keep my mind occupied but I have finished reading it . Last than a month , god . Mcgriddles I wanna buy more more novels & so gonna ignore you & your craps & give you 30mins of silence instead of 5mins . haha ! But I know you respect my space & understand me & let me be who I am :) Thank you !

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Sunflowy Girl
9:55 PM

Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile. - unknown

We have this unspoken connection. We see each other, lock eyes, smile that one certain smile that means nothing to anyone else, but the world to us. Thank you for being there again for me Mcgriddles , staying up till 3am webcamming with me just to see whether I am alright or not . I really appreciate it a lot . You always never fail to make me laugh & smile (;
With you around , I have learn to say " I am not okay " . huhu . See ya soon aye ?

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Sunflowy Girl
11:18 AM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010
" ohh this movie "

The past is always going to be deep inside our souls. You can’t run from it, you can’t hide from it. You just have to accept it and remember that you can’t bring the good memories back, but when you’re having one of those days, you can sit back and reminisce on the times you had and the feelings they brought.

Nisa , my 3rd selenge sister . CHEER UP (:
No matter what happened you still have us , you can count on me even though I am selenge .
I know you still cherish me . hahaha . I love ya ! I don't wish to see you upset & emo like that but honey it's okay to cry BUT remember no matter what life must go on , don't give up yet cuz you still have friends who cares about you. I can always be your listening ear sister !

Mcgriddles , thank you for being there always.
(:
We should have a breakfast date one fine day huh ? After your exams .

toodles....

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Sunflowy Girl
9:52 AM

Saturday, February 13, 2010
I MISS HER TO THE MAX (!) I MISS HER BROTHER TOOEY ; RUSYAI-DINA .
I miss carrying her , I miss kissing her cheeks , I miss her lick my hand phone . haha , most fav part is I miss disturbing her when she is asleep. haha ! fav part aku & zanna (:
Yum Yum , I am so gonna give you & aunty zanaa a surprise visit . asap ! tight schedule . ugh .
Aunty ina & zanna will bring you & your little cute naughty brother to the playground once you know how to stand & walk . yay ! Geram , her cheeks so tempting . haha . The next time I see you , I wanna carry you even if I know my hand & shoulder will feel pain after that cuz you're too heavy already. haha .
Zanaa aku rindu kau , btw this month I wanna bring you out . my treat :D

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Sunflowy Girl
10:09 AM

Work life ; Wonderful (:

Valentine's day is TOMORROW ! I am busy doing cookie cakes for their loved ones .
Even though I don't celebrate valentine's day , I feel happy to see couples walking around feeling like they're the only one who is alive in this planet earth . I felt that before , it's a unexplainable feeling ever. hahaha awesome much . I seriously can't wait for my pay day , my holiday , my one day out with my foursome lovers <3 , mcgriddles too (!) . I really support zanna new blog entry ; you GO GIRL (!) . Being single is a good thing too . You can still live , love & laugh w/o your other half mah. haha don't need to be desperate or rush things . take it slow , love will come to you :) right mcgriddles ? I love my job , I will stay true to one kkkk ? I promise , I won't go to marks & spencer's no matter how much they wanna pay me . I promise selenge sister's :)
I am a part-time staff but I worked like a full-timer . hahaa !

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Sunflowy Girl
8:57 AM

Friday, February 12, 2010
this is for you toodles mcgriddles ; LIKE .
Cuz when I am feeling down , crazy & hyper , you were there for me most of the time.
You would try your very best to cheer me up no matter what , no matter how many times I show you the " 5mins time out " signal . haha you still expect me to talk (:
You are lame , but I like it .
You understand me inside & out , but you don't know me fully yet .
Most of the time , you will see me laughing but one day ... you will get to see me be mad at you or cry & then you will start to love me more .
I love the way you ask me to shut up & smile .
I love to walk with you cuz you're not afraid to admit to others that I am your friend . What I meant is when I walked I would be so talkative & laughed out loud but YOU still stay by my side & don't care what others says . You accept me for who I am .
I love the way when you wanna learn more about me .
I am glad cuz you don't rush things , you know that the special someone is still the one I truly love & you fully understand why . Thank you dearest (:
I know no matter what happened , I can count on you for life !

They don't know you , like how I know you so let it be .
Come on smile , you still have me mcgriddles !

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Sunflowy Girl
7:08 PM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Before, my fear was being vulnerable. The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. He, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent - he took away my fear and gave me hope.He is the reason why I did not KILL you.But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run, he gave me every reason to stay (:

He was my goodnight & my first good morning "hi".
He is so hypnotizing , He got me laughing while I sing .
He got me smiling while I sleep , he gave me butterflies in my stomach .
Now I know , he is a good pretender like me . undercover !
The next time you walk with me , the moon will be there watching at us as we walk.
See ya next time , you better miss me when I am gone for 3days 2nights huh .
[ He is my dearest someone <3 ]

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY NIGHT A WONDERFUL ONE NOT A TEARFUL ONE
:D :) :] :0)

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Sunflowy Girl
10:18 AM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

One day you’re going to want that girl. That girl who knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl who believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl who should have you, but doesn’t even though she deserves it.

For NR <3 , BabyBurung <3 .
By the way , happy 10months lovers !

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Sunflowy Girl
11:18 AM

As hard as it was to move on, I think I’m okay with how we are. At some point, we both wish we didn’t ignore each other like that. I’ll be forgiving you, just like you were forgiving me. People make mistakes, second chances are okay. It’s like a weight has just been lifted, I can finally breathe and not worry about what he will say, or when he would finally stopped ignoring me. Because now I no longer care; he doesn’t concern me anymore. I just wonder if he’ll come back to me, wishing he had never screwed things up - unknown

Sunflowy Girl
11:16 AM

Monday, February 8, 2010

Wow the cookies in the picture above look so tempting huh ? :)
Not really , not anymore . confused .( everyday eat cookies , torture )
Work lately is getting boring due to sampling & without my selenge sisters ; ayu & nisa .
But I am still lucky , there's wendy :)
yay this coming month my pay is a boomz !
Same goes to ayu & nisa .

I am happy with my work , baking is my passion .
At least I got the chance to baked at Famous Amos.
But I wanna be a schoolgirl back , I so can't wait .


Sunflowy Girl
8:53 PM

I BOUGHT THIS FOR HER ; HONEY

We are best friends , we are true friends to each other :)
Each day , I will witness one of my girls heartache story about their love life.
oh man , it sucks . really . That's one of the reason why I stay far away from any guys that wanna get to know me better .

Bestfriend ; 021092
No matter what happened I'll always be here for you , nadrah & nabilah too.
You can count on us for life :)
If you think its worth it , waiting for him while he is happy with the girl now .. then wait for him . It's nothing wrong to love him . If you want to be with him , FIGHT FOR HIS LOVE !
But if you wanna let him go , DO IT with a sincere heart honey .If you think you wanna move on without him , wow you make yourself & us proud at the same time !
We all know that he had changed you to be a better person , that's good . He lead you in life , religious & more that's good too. But he gave you false hopes by the way he treated you . ugh that skinny guy tootz! But whatever happen , stay strong !
If he can live , laugh , love without you ... YOU CAN DO IT TOO !
you can my dear , if sab & nad can so do you .

Well , me & nadrah we're actually quite weak . but in the end we've became the strongest girls ever ! We've overcome a lot of obstacles in love life . I mean A LOT !
He may be your one & only true love but hey you're wrong . He is not your first true love honey , you've gone through this before . That skinny guy , is your second ever true love !
True love can happen not once in life but many .You foursome girls are my TRUE FRIENDS . As long as I am still alive , I'll always be here for you & the other 3 . It's not worth it dying for a guy or girl . Seriously it's bullshit . God give you a chance to live , so live it to the fullest while you can :) I know it's gonna be hard , but slowly one step at a time you will overcome it . TRUST ME . Even if flashback happened , you will cry less & end up with a smile . It's okay to cry honey , let it out . Then you will feel much better ~ you girls , are my lovers & my worries . Don't ever fall for ya bestfriend guy again , it hurts . Fall for someone who is a totally stranger to you. [Cherish the friendship ]

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Sunflowy Girl
8:00 PM

Saturday, February 6, 2010

All I wanted to say to you is ; I am sorry .
Never did I have any intentions to make you fall for me. I thought we're friends just friends .
I thought you regard me as your close friend , so yeah I never ever thought that you will said those words for me. I was shocked indeed but I can't shout as you are on the phone with me & I felt so crazy , uneasy so crazy to the max . god , help me out . Have I created another mess?I'll never deny the fact that I feel comfortable being around you or whenever I confide in you .. I feel comfortable & secure . But I know you , you're just confused my dear friend.
I suggest you figure yourself out then say what you wanna say to me , say when you really ready & mean it. Don't worry it may be a bit awkward now but I promise you I won't leave you as long you want me to stay friend (:

I know you know who you really love & you know who I love . let it be a secret between us.
Jangan awkward ngan sab okay ? we all must be SETIA with each other no matter what as friends . I am touched by the way .. but I can't help it you make my heart giggled & well the truth is I know why you're being confused lately.
Just so you know , I closed one ear & one eye . soorrryyyy liao (:
I have to , I don't wanna give you false hopes . I don't wanna hurt you & seriously I did not make you love me . you , yourself are developing those feelings . haha perangai G !
I,myself is feeling confused but I know who I love . ohh well ..Hope we could talk things out.

Don't make the wrong move or you might get hurt*

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Sunflowy Girl
10:27 AM

Friday, February 5, 2010
A day out with my Famous Amos work friends is a blast , went to lau pat sat & we ate till we burp out loud & by not saying "opps..excuse me" . such a ladylike type eh :)
Finally the Slenge's Sister can meet each other ! wee , I felt so happy to laugh , getting pick on by my slenge sister ayu & nisa . Ya luh , the bad part always sab fault . wahh.. tolak balak eh ? :p Sayang you both (!) I end my night with beautiful memories at raffles place with ashraf , as we sat & lying down looking at just two pathetic stars & the cloud , as we sang "Butakah Cinta " , as we were waiting for nadia & her boyfriend to pick us up that's all we've done. Flashback started , lucky me there was ashraf to occupied my mind about something else. haha ! Thank you for a million times .

Ashraf ; I LOVE YOU is a powerful words . It's a very strong words .
Say it to her , if you're ready & when you think it's time . Dude , i am here for you .
Your happiness is my happiness luh sayang ! haha (:
Do what makes you feel satisfied & FULL .
Just don't make the wrong move , be a gentleman ! take the first step liao .

You are my Brother <3 :D
AYU & NISA , SISTER <3 .
Of course there's wendy too , my darling & my 2nd sister selenge !
she's always there for me now days during work hours !
ILOVEYOU ALL ~

psst ... even if I like you , I'll keep my mouth shut :/

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Sunflowy Girl
10:54 AM

Thursday, February 4, 2010


Syukur Alhamdullilah , everything is back to normal.
Insyallah (:
No matter what happened , I will always be here for you both & the other two.
As long as I am still alive , I wanna shower you foursome with my love , concern , slenge-ness , kental-ness & bello-ness ohh & not forgetting my jiwang-ness (!)
I told my friend ; since I am a single lady now , all my attention is for my foursome girls , work & family. Guys ? Not now . it's closed & it's locked . so yeah , I am blessed .

I hope everything will go smoothly for you bestfriend.
what now ? I am patiently waiting for the next outing for this month nab. hurry make plans now ! hahaha !

Specially for you ; 310808
" Knock , Knock "
who's there ?
" I WANT "
I want who ?
" I WANT YOU "
(:



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Sunflowy Girl
11:04 AM

Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Best friend ; o9o908

you were there for me when everything falls apart . you were there to stand up for me . you were there when I need someone . They may bitching about us behind our back but we don't give a damn. They may called us a bitch but wait every girls has their own attitude . No matter what happened , I'll always be here for you . I promise , you can count on me for life. When your heart crashed , mine's too . I can't let you cry alone so I cried with you , I can feel the pain . Ive been there , Ive been in your shoes just that my story line is far different from yours. I know you're a strong girl , you're my teddy bear ! The bear who will always protect me but now it's my turn to protect you . It's my turn to stand up for the truth. I can't believe that your other half done this to you. I believe in your other half , that your other half can take good care of you . but never did I thought your other half is like behaving like my ex. FUCK THEM !

It's easy for them to come & say " Ive developed feelings for another girl" .
It's so easy that they dare to lie & hurt the other half heart. So easy for them to forget the love. I hate this kind of people . I hate to see my own friend HURT MY BEST FRIEND !
why you do this to my best friend ? you said you love her , why ? I thought you are different but maybe you are not. Maybe it's true all guys are the same .
I don't want you both to break up just because one of you developed feelings for someone else . Try to make things better if there's still HOPE .

Don't you dare put all the blame on her , don't be like him .
Don't you dare say " Maybe I developed feelings for her because of you , cuz of your attitude " Don't ever say that (!)
All this while my best friend know that you both are lacking a lot of things & she take the first step to make things better . By talking things out but you ?
Ask yourself this , did you give her the best ? Have you ever hurt her by your changes ?

Do you know that she's the only person who can endure with your attitude , your sweaty palms , smelly feet , your irratating-ness ? Do you know that she cried so bad & she's like becoming like me when he left me ? If anything happened to her , I am so gonna blame you even though you are also my friend. If you need time to think , tell her so. Don't let her worry about you . COME ON ! Don't be selfish , she has a major test this Saturday .
or maybe give yourself&her a time-out , don't you dare be stupid like not going to school & stop studying just because she said " I wanna a break-up" . Be mature , strong & think ahead . If there's a will , there's a way . If there's hope , cling onto it & make it come true .

you both are my best of friends I ever had in my entire life .
I will only stand up for the truth so does another friend that you both know.
" I admire her but I love NADRAH " . maybe you should tell her this not to the other friend. you better face the music & clear up the mess , don't let her clear the mess alone.

I LOVE YOU BOTH ~

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Sunflowy Girl
10:26 PM


I’m done losing sleep over you. I’m done holding back those tears. I’m done answering the phone when you call. I’m done spending every moment thinking about what could be of you and me. I’m tired of competing to be your one and only. I’m done with being ignored during the day, but then feeling loved by the night. I’m done with you saying you love me, when we all know you don’t. I’m tired of this broken heart. I’m done with you.



Sunflowy Girl
9:10 AM

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