Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

abang YUSMADI(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO [ ruzanna & yusmadi ]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .....
yeah ! at last her's & his birthady ...
today was my cuzin zanzan b'day . she' now 12years old yet her attitude like...
"Undescriable" (:
Ruzanna :
she is so GAY to be with.
she LOVE my FART , she said it so SEDAPPP & stinks too .
i guess it's time 4 me to have Fart Management . muahaha!
Yusmadi :
Abang Sedara paling cool & the BEST too.
dah tua-tua pun perangai cam budak-budak .
but i love the WAY you ARE bro.
Hope you both like the presents i gave
(:
(:

RUZANZAN(:

Sunflowy Girl
6:24 AM

NABILAH is gonna be DEAD soon
(:
(:
cos she so LAZY & STINKs.
muahaha !
pantat , dint come to school.
nah, amik kau ! bace aku yer post. muahahaha!
suka sangat tgk i & nad yer blog eh.

[ sayangg kau cengkedikKU ]

Sunflowy Girl
5:53 PM

i miss my Teman Istimewa...
psst..i do love you. that's 4 sure boy.
i miss you endlessly.
i'll remember the boy , once told me a story of a girl .
always do, will never forget you.
yes, it's true i miss YOU.
but i don't wish to disturb ur life, that's for sure.
ive so many things to tell you..but
There's alot of BUTs & small GAP between us.

Labels: dah POST pon NAD(:, lalalalla

Sunflowy Girl
10:00 PM

hey hey , you you !
im BACK ..
-went to geylang just now with mum & adik.
what a tiring day 4 us . what a HOT day .
i should say it's like a nightmare 4 me .
till i can go gaga. muahaha!
adik bought alot of clothes & mum bought some stuff for decoration at the hall.
Lucky me, mum ask me to choose the color 4 the curtains this year !
SUPER-HAPPY
(:
(:
i bought alot of FOODS ..
im a big-eater for sure, hopefully i dont grow fat.
Now at Gradma house at hougang. Doing nothing , just playing this laptop ever .
ugh , im bored .
i can't wait to meet irfan later .
yeah, he make my day ! ur awesome boy(:
so that's all for today .

Nights
ur only McFartPAnts .

Sunflowy Girl
4:11 AM

i know u will always be there.
but me,i am just scared to go forward.
im scared if i take the wrong steps once again.
i can't deny that i miss you.
i miss ur jokes, laughter .. & many more.
today is the hardest day for me i guess .
i kept thinking about you & i do dreamt about you.
Sometimes i cried myself to sleep..i can't help it.
When ur gone, i realised u've a place in my heart.
"A Special Place".
ive many regrets in my life.
i do regret for lying when it comes to LOVE.
but now...i just have to move on.
& im happy with my Crony.
Maybe we will meet again one day.
Insyallah(:

Sunflowy Girl
5:08 AM

Tomorrow is a [Extraordinary Day] just For Me & you.
it'll will be 140908.
its our 1year 3months knowing each other.
im glad & grateful enough to have you in my life till today.
im thankful to you cos u gave me the oppurtunity to LOVE,CARE For you.
Even though sometimes i make u mad, u din't leave me.
u give me a chance/chances to mend my ways.
Thanks Muhammad Irfan Bin Tahir ~
To love you is a choice,
To hate you is a decision.
But to love you till my last breath is an
"Ultimate Choice" .
Your changes makes me love you more, Day by Day my love for you grow.
Hopefully it'll last forever, ever & ever.
Without a Neck , DRACUL-Ina will suffered cos there's NO blood for her to Suck .
muahaha!
A Pantat always need her Kentot 4 Sure.
so she need you.
In Advance, i would like to say Happy 1year 3months &
dedicate this post for only you
"My Teman Istimewa".

Labels: i HACKS you, only you(:

Sunflowy Girl
4:43 AM

hey hey bloggy (:
i feeling so happy & abit of boredom has came .
ugh , my Chum & Cengkedik dint come to school .
i miss thier laughter , it makes a BIG difference when i dint hear thier voices 4 a day.
muahahah! idk y .
Well , received msg from crony .
he said sorry to me? ok that's confusing .
but y me?
To Crony: Dont say sorry to me, but to allah.
you can just pay back but LISTEN up ,
DON'T do it AGAIN !!! berdosa tau.
as ur Teman Istimewa , im here to guide u along .
(:
(:
Now in Apple Comp Lab , i feeling so AWESOME .
my LAKI reading a book while im feeling so ugh inside my head !
update some pics later .

bluhbluh
bloobloo
alalalala
lalalala
nahnah she is a weirdo *

Labels: she's McFartPants

Sunflowy Girl
8:37 PM

4 more days to go (:
& i can't wait.
11 days to go just 4 her.
[ZAN ohh ZAN]
14 more days to go & it'll be a BIG day just for him.

muahaha!

should i or should i not?
im speechless, when i think about the
[ocean]

Sunflowy Girl
1:29 AM

To nur : ur my LAKI.
my only laki
Nobody can replace u in my heart.
even though we both had hurt each other countless
times before, i still need you.
even though i hate ur attitude, ive to accecpt the changes in you.
you maybe abit sort in the head..
i still wanna befriend with you.
it makes a BIG difference if ur gone.
i hope we'll be Friends Forever.

To Nad : ur my Chum
my only & dearest chum
it's not what you think ...
i know u regret by saying yes.. but Y?
hmm...nvm.
when i fight with u, i feel so distracted .
i feel sad & its a torture.
u & nur , there's a BIG difference in you both.
u think maturely where as she sometimes did.
Mostly think like a child.
but she is just herself with her own differences.
u are like a sister to me , where i can confide to when ive problem/ in need of advice.
ur a straight-forward person , that's good.
im sorry , my bloggy thingy thing has hurt you.
[Truly Sorry]

To a Freind: ur vicious acts make people hate you.
ur quietness makes people confused.
ohh PLEASE PLEASE change 4 the better.
we all LOVE you
if you have any probs, do tell a friend.
i mean FRIENDS not just to one.
Day By Day one of us get hurt, do you realize ?

-that's all-
ps: i miss my Hacks man(:

Sunflowy Girl
11:21 PM

Some people come into our lives & quickly go.

Some stay for awhile & leave FootPrints in our hearts.
And we are NEVER, ever the same.
It takes alot of understanding, time & trust to gain a close friendship with someone.
As i approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friends are my most
"Precious Assets"
it's hard to let go a friend just because of some reasons.
but no matter what i've to.

Day by Day, im getting used to it.
But i keep thinking about you.
[u'll always be in my heart]

NADRAH KHAN
is my BestFriend(:
today is our 3months being the BFF.
oh yar +
Nabilah Rasyiqah
too.

ive realised that when we both started to be close...
people seems unhappy, but who CARES .
our LIFE, our CHOICE.
ive choosen YOU to be mine BFF.
so listen up, no matter what people say about us or
being so dengki or even worst simpan perasaan
DENDAM terhadap kita.
buat BODOH, biar allah yang menjadi
[Hakim]
i really LOVE you Both.
when i was siting at the wheelchair, u both pushed me gently.
ini lah Ciri-Ciri Gadis Melayu.
im not afraid letting people know that you both are my BFF.
aww..thanks CC ku.
I had learned two things :
the type of friends i wanted & the type of Friend i wanted to be

yours sweetcorn aka Bello(:

Sunflowy Girl
10:50 PM

the Hotez & the Minah Punjabi 4 the day!

Nadd the Jambu, i & nur the blur blur (:

im okay with her now. sort of .
i miss taking photo with her , so we decided to take some snapshots
when Miss.Rara is teaching us & right after we finished our lessons.
we all were READY 4
Super-Awesome Shots(:
taken by our *Smelly* photographer
Cik Nabillah.. ela ela !

HELP me OUT will you my chum??
& sorry 4 the sezy-ness of lalala.....

At first sight, i pity this kitten .
but it turn out, that kitten is a big BULLY. haha!
my chum so the wonderful dint wanna help me out when im in
BIG trouble with this cat hanging onto my skirt.
i even want to take off my skirt jsut 4 that kitten.
the nails is so the
"SHARP, SHARP"
im scared of course, but i LOVE the kitten.
-in the END , nad save the DAY-

Sunflowy Girl
10:29 PM

to my Hacks man(:
u stayed up all night, just to accompany me.
tried to make me smile & laugh, yes u did .
u console me, u cared about me.
ur changes makes me go lalalala about you...

-Here Something For you-

To My Hacks Man :
Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuatku terdiam & terpaku
mengerti akan hadir nyata tak terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku...
Banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan
kepada dirimu.
aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir & temani aku
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku sepanjang hidupku.

i love you , 140607
ps; thanks chum . i love you.
i know u'll be there 4 me always...

Sunflowy Girl
3:40 AM

hey bloggy(:
i feel so bluhbluh with some stuffs that've make.
i create a mess , now im so dead !
i may be call a betrayer to a friend of mine.
i know in someways ive let u down, but difinitely not THAT way !
only that WAY ! only THAT way i dint betray u even to my crony.
im sick & tired with this stuff ... but i know ive to settle it
"immediately"
i hate u, when u maki me.
i hate your attitude....
Everytime when we fight , u'll confirm maki me.
HELLO ! sebagai orang islam u should know better than me.
u should know what's right & wrong
i know im tt fault to be friend with him, but somehow i guess ur being
unreasonable. it's not FAIR to me.
if ur crying inside, how about me?
how about my damn F*C*I*G feelings?
when u said he & my own happiness is more important than

u & this friendship that we had for almost 4years , it really hurt me .
Fyi, ur MORE important .
this FRIENDSHIP is more IMPORTANT.
if ur disappointed in me, i also disappointed to have such a unreasonable friend like you.
but im tring & doing my very BEST to save thie FRIENDSHIP..
but here you are wanna let it go .
ugh, i just dont want to quarrel with u over some guys issues .
-i DONT -
i still need you , cus ur my friend.
u know me very deeply. u know all most of my secrets .
im truly sorry ...
From the bottom of my heart, im saying sorry.
i miss those times when we laughed, cried & gossips together almost every night.
i love you
:(
:(
;(

Sunflowy Girl
3:09 AM

hi guys
smelly sab here
been long since i last blogged.

anyway
firstly,

big fat fish rawks

=D

secondly,
im gay, gay for my girlfriends!
i miss my laki's horny-ness
cos i got no-one else to be gay with
come back to me, my beloved laki!
and i miss my wawa-high too
im sorry k guys?
and i love my chum and cengkedik too luh (i didnt forget you guys!)
i want us all to be lesbian buddies again!

lastly,
i wanna thank all my friends
who gave presents and made great memories for me for my sweet sixteenth!
thanks guys, the memories will always stay with me for ever
and ever and ever. =D
especially, to the big fat fish, and my sayang, syaidi!

yay-ness!

Sunflowy Girl
6:17 AM