Mermaid & Her Fishy Friend forever & ever :D
Earthlings.Friends !
it's been a roller coaster ride this week .
with too much complicated stuffs has been going on !
ex: we ended it yesterday . it's my fault i wanna it .
long story/based on true story.
im blessed really do cus ive alot of persons i could confide at .
but now as far as i concern : i just wanna you be safe & be away from me .
because im not the one for you . love sucks , i don't trust in it .
im gald that you do have trust in love .
[ GOD BLESS ]
To Mr.Gay : Since the day we are friends , ive always tresure you .
never cross my mind that " its good to be true" will happened to us & it ended so soon. unexpectedly . when im with you i do feel safe but not secure .
it's true , you know that when im with you i can't forget him.
& whenever im with you i see him in YOU . im sorry .
Indeed the past 1month with you is the BEST days i ever had with a guy.
you treat me , shower me with love & give in to me everytime .
yes, i can say u are one of a kind BUT ur the same when it comes to a guy
weakness-ses.
nahh , it's okay i understand.
& yes it's the fact you treat me better than him , i can't deny that.
Even though , we have gone our separate ways i hope we can be friends .
neutral friends ? maybe ((:
I know you hate me , my friends & maybe everyone .
I know ur love 4 me is not forever after what had happened to you & us .
I admit ive a slight trust in you . i know it's my fault .
but things move & happened so FAST . day by day im scared of everything .
I do want a happy days with you forever but that maybe it's fated 4 now we can't be together . you , i forgive you regardless of what . I don't hold any grudges at you.
now I just want the best for you . I realised im not good enough 4 you .
im not a A's grade girl 4 you . im not perfect as you think .
im a B's Grade .
For the meantime , just go & pursue ur dreams at poly .
I'll always pray for ur happiness & safety .
& will never forget you ever .
Once again , thanks for everything & from the bottom of my heart im sorry ariffin.
Take care ~
Labels: why did we hit the start, why must it ends tonight ?
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