Tuesday, April 28, 2009
BOOM BOOM CLAP , BOOM DE CLAP DE CLAP !
today , with my high heels on I go : Zig-Zag cross the floor , Shuffle in diagonal :))
BOOM DE CLAP DE CLAP : HOEDOWN THROWDOWN
Today met nur , accompany her go salon .
went to buy my last minute stuff 4 the Student Councillor event today .
so nur & catherine scarifice their time & skipped first peroid just 4 me .
I feel so touched , thanks my beloved babes !
I owe you girls a treat , lol .
By 2.00pm we are in school already , we went separate ways .
I met durga & rushed off to toilet to change .
So the event start by 3pm - 5pm
TIRING LUH SEY !
but at the end of the day I make new friends & ive found back my long lost friend " SYAFIE " .
Being a Student Councillor is not an easy task . We must crack our head to find new solutions & ideas for them . wow ! mati aku . We must have commitment & a leader in US .
& councillor meetings & events is not always accurate . fed up .
so today , we take the SC pledge & officially/legal Student Councillor
till end of november :)
I make new friends , thier names is : hisham , Joseph ,Jaslin , Sheri & many more !
walked home with them , esp hisham the weirdo .


tommorrow need to wake up early cus ive a student councillor event again 9am till 1pm .
not attending morning class , afternoon will do .
leave form ada kan , waduh - waduh need to do alot of revision at home .
tight scheldue gahh ! & yeah tmrw i'll be patner with syafie .
im gonna trash you down like i used to in the past , imy friend .
{ TOODLES EARTHLINGS }
love , im sorry i mad at you just now , but i swear
you make me go crazy & fed up too .
but i still love you no matter what .
{ what so good about you ? }
Don't bother asking cus i love you for who you really are ,
I don't care about what others say.
I accecpt your weaknesses like you accecpt mine w/o hesistate.
love you FE&E :)
Labels: 2 more days for our "special day " :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:49 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Weeeee ! my friday night was a memorable one , sat & sun too :)
thanks to my beloved ones , gosh love them equally . miss them to bits !
Lately , Im lazy to update my blog after ive post the previous one . After reading & looking at it back im speechless & imy k beb . u're different now . Well , we just miss you . Do you miss us ?
never mind , so yeah friday there's Staff Meeting at Haagen Dazs &
" A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR ALAN "
He turned one year older every year , the crazy alan !
so last friday he celebrated his 24th birthday .
A.W.E.S.O.M.E
Nadrah & Me came early , so yeah we decided to help out .
hahaha BEST BEST !
i'll never forget you alan cus
U'RE THE BEST BUDDY EVER AT WORK .
i swear , cus you can follow exactly the way I laugh out loud .
BIRTHDAY BOY :)
MOPPING YO!
BANG SI NAD !
BANG SAB PULAK !
I'll MISS YOU ! ALL THE BEST IN YOUR NEW JOB .
* ehemehem mcm faham si kakak ni :p
DAVID , GEMUK ! YOUR THE BEST .
I'll MISS YOU , even tho U & HER is BestFakeFriend :)
SATURDAY
wake up & talked with love .
awesome , 3pm off to work to HD , haha was late . purposely !
It's full house when I arrived , gahhh say HI to pussy .
he's busy with alan doing creations , LAME uhh .
GUESS WHAT ?
Day by Day , Ms Ashley The " Outlet Manager " is good to me .
hmm smtg fishy about her , wakakah she say i'll win the 100 bucks !
BEST BEST , well we are having this creation staff competition .
can't wait, david ive make you proud :)
tak sia-sia je you recruit me .
SUNDAY
Outing with my dearest ones : Nad , Nab & Nur !
sadly, salwa can't make it as she have to do alot of her school assignments .
imy wawa :)
So meet up with Nad & Nab at the usual place by 2pm , I was late .
hehe , waited 4 nur at MRT station .
was raining heavily & nur is late .
damn late , but its okay we love you !
Go Plaza Singapura , had our lunch at Mac .
CAMWHORE:
I LOVE YOU , NUR .
THEY LOVE EACH OTHER , LOVE TO FIGHT :)
then headed to The Cathay Cineplax bought " 17 Again Tickets "
movie start at 5pm, so we decided to sit one corner &
CAMWHORE AGAIN !!!
vain girls perh , actually its not vain but the fact that we love taking photos & not editing it .
COOLIOS !
& we played the mini playground , saper yer idea ?
SABRINA :)
fortunately , im lucky that my butt can still fit at the slide ,
wee ! boo to nur she can't . baddie sabby .






7.30 pm the movie ended , take mrt went back to tamp .
Me & nur walked home while nad & nab tooked the bus .
went home , change clothes & TAKE THE PRESENTS ,
rushed off to Uncle's Place cus it's
RUSYAIDI 2 year old BIRTHDAY PARTY :o)

RUSYAIDI , MY FAV CUTEST ANAK SEDARA :)
we both takde kerja , lol makcik zaman skrg .
CUTE kan ? si dina ni ?
Aunty Ana
Aunty Ina
Aunty Zura
Ok phew ! finally , ive finished updating & uploading photos .
I hope you all enjoy reading this long post .
:)
im sick, stomach cramps : sweet nibblets !
i miss you love , miss you FE&E
:)
Labels: what a long post :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:33 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

should i give you that sucky look ?

what is friendship means to you , what are friends are for ?
Do you realize that " YOU " are drifting apart from US day by day .
Im speechless by ur attitude today but im lucky to have some of my friends to cheer me up :)
you driving me crazy , maybe one by one will make me go nuts !
idk idk idk im sick with your attitude sometimes .
even though im mad at you at the same time i can't bear to hurt your feelings .
but just now ur words hurt me ! ! ! imagine if i say those words to you .
hell yeah , maybe you will jumping up & down happily .
I hope you won't forget the day . im sorry if ive to let it out here , maybe i just want you to realize that we are drifting apart . If you think kita-kita ni semau " KENTAL " not to ur standards , with an open palms you can go . but we won't forget that you are our friends for almost 5years ... i really miss you , but you don't . maybe all this while you were pretending !
At least , nurrahaan realize that she is drifting apart .
thanks nur , iloveyou !
i miss you, ariffin .
hope to see you ASAP :)
I'll always be there for you .
Labels: im speechless by your attitude friend :(
Sunflowy Girl
9:32 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009

I really really miss you girls so much .
esp my " elly baby "
I miss wearing PRSS uniform .
I miss taking the class attendance every morning .
I miss playing " NABBED " with you all .
Remember when i can't walk ?
sitting on the wheelchair .
nur will carry my bag , & you girls sometimes playing with my
" TONGKAT "
haha funny sey .
I miss camwhoring in class , toilets & during lessons with you girls .
ugh , sometimes i just wish that time would stop for awhile & rewind back .
love each of you to the max :)
DJ SABBY RINDU DJ ELLY
BELLO RINDU MYCHUM
SAB-KENTOT RINDU WAWAhigh
BINI RINDU LAKI-Ku NUR JIWA
BELLO RINDU CENGKEDIK OI
:D
:D
Labels: i miss you so ....
Sunflowy Girl
8:11 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
my mind went blank , because of you .
if only i had something , something that will make you go away . i'll use it .
For all this while only allah know what im feeling right now .
day & night i prayed hard that everything will go smoothly but sometimes indeed people surrounding me is not happy . i forgive & forget about the past .
but human beings , can't stop saying & talking about the people life .
HUMANS
they can't accepct people who live w/o flaws
&
they CAN'T accecpt those who has falws too.
im NOT the kind of person whose a revengeful types nor simpan DENDAM ni semua .
& IM NOT EGO , REMEMBER THAT .
I"LL ALWAYS FORGIVE TO THE MAX W/O THINKING
one thing , i can only pray to allah .
that's all i can do .
sometime i want you to get a life of your own
I know im not weak , im strong .
i'll continue praying , no matter if the world turns up down .
even if there's is a tragedy
ps; im just letting out what i feel , this post got nothing to do with anynone im close with or even setakat kenal gitu2 je . If anyone is unsatisfied , you can just buzz off .
im sorry if my word is harsh , have a nice day ahead people
:)
Labels: STOP and START :)
Sunflowy Girl
6:47 PM
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH
:) + :O) + :D
wow i enjoy my weekends to the max !
each of my loved ones , make my day .
SUPER DUPER HAPPY OI ...
SATURDAY
18/04/2009
First of all i wanna say BIG THANK YOU TO , LOVE .
cus saturday we spend the whole day together till night . BEST .
but then some issues make us unhappy but in the end everything goes well .
BOO ! 4 whose trying to break us apart . ITS JUST UP TO YOU & ME .
yeah indeed , it bothered me alot .
sometimes i feel like giving up, but you give me that " SPECIAL STRENGTH "
so that we can go through this together FE&E .
thanks sooooo muchhhh !
im truly sorry if i hurt you , truly sorry .
[ WHERE WE GO ]
we go ....
WAFFLE FACTORY & HEI SUSHI .
i treat him lunch at waffle factory , damn that gemuk ate lot sey .
lol .
so then he treat me to hei sushi .
AGAIN , he ate alot .
ohh sayang , i still love you no matter what .
I ONLY TOOKED HIS PHOTO , SO MINE DON"T HAVE . KENTAL :)


HE ATE THAT ... SEDAP > RAMEN .
MINE LOOK INTERESTING ! kan kan ?
THAT"S THE MESS THAT WE CREATE :)

SUNDAY
19/04/2009
gahh , overslept .
so went to work late , but lucky me .
kak syafiqah punch in for me at 9.45am .
supposed to start work by 10am ... but too bad overslept mah .
hehe , thanks kakak iloveyou .
i love working with you ALOT & TO THE MAX !
work was fun , CRAZY .
alan , shihui , syafiqah , david , dina & izzad make me smile thru out the hours till i knock off .
so we CAMWHORE at the kitchen , haha i forced my manager: david to take picture cause its for my school project .
hahaha , today is izzad last day at work & next week will be david turn .
i'll miss you , w/o you both work will be different .
Abang izzad is the best ! & David ular kepala dua betul :p
but its okay i still treat you as per normal & respect you as my senoir .
take care , guys !
MINAH HAAGEN-DAZS :)
THE CREW
MR.DAVID
si boncit ni, syg kau helmet !
SHI HUI , SUPERVISOR .
she call herself a bitch & we love her .
haha !
After that met nadrah & we went
SHOPPING !
we went to peninsula , buy jeans .
went bugis , shop till we drop . ahaha .
went tampines mall - cotton on .
GOOD , i got staff discount . know why ?
they recognise me > the minah haagen-dazs .
hahaha ! 20% off oi !
nadrah , my bestfriend ever :)
im so sorry about the " KELING ISSUE "
i know today i tease you alot damn to the MAX some more , cause maybe i miss teasing you like i always do everday in secondary school.
im sorry , i love you .
well, i had fun shopping with you .
CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC
SABRINA & NADRAH
so then decided to meet nabilah ,
talk craps & laughed alot man !
miss you nabilah - aka pantat bacin .
BOO!

ok that's all , nights earthlings!
iloveyou & imissyou FE&E love
:)
Labels: thanks dearest ones :), what a lovely and enjoyable day for me
Sunflowy Girl
8:48 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009

I go oo ooo , you go ah ah ah.
la la la la la la la la .
" UNTOUCHED "
Baby , you know that i miss you .
I wanna get with you tonight .
But i can not baby girl , thats the issue.
Girl, you know i miss you
I just wanna kiss you but I can't right now so
" KISS ME THRU THE PHONE "
:)
I will laugh when i hear those lyrics &
he will say : tu pun nak ketawa .
Me : I told ya small things can make me laugh .
He say: That's why i love you .
Me : hmm.... hahaha !
ps ; ily & im sorry lately my mood is so merepek .
ILOVEYOU FE&E
Labels: love forever :)
Sunflowy Girl
11:22 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I am sorry bestfriend.
I don't know what to do .I try so hard to be a better person to you .
I screw up alot snd I neglect you too due to work & school stuff.
but I don't forget you , iloveyou .
Your my bestfriend , I know we can make it through .
Let's make this friendship last , make it better & true.
I know your getting sick of me , I'm getting sick of myself too.
I don't know how many times , I can say sorry to you .
But really I am fool-tud-nibblets
to make this friendship falls apart due to my own stuff .
NOW , im gonna give less scheldue 4 work & spend most of my time with my loved ones .
cus my loved ones is far more important .
I am going to changed again .
&
your my bestfriend still, my favourite too.
Remember the good times & I know we will make it through again .
Hopefully sunday morning you can make it , im looking forward to it .
:)
Labels: love you and miss you nadrah khan .
Sunflowy Girl
10:26 AM

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY
[ FEELING ]
shit man , bloody ass , sweet nibblets , nickel honk honk , ohh uhh kucuk kucuk .
wikipedia, pedia . pedia .
i rather be dead .
lucky , he is talking to me now or not i dont know what im gonna do next .
he says : u go go go see counsellor luh .
me : laughing uncontrollable > like hehehehehe !
he dint realise that he say " go " *3 .
& mum say : A , gy tido luh . dah malam buta .
me : aperh A ? B luh for....
mum : B stands 4 Babi .
Me : laugh again .
earthlings , i just feel shit , selfish & somehow part of me just wanna laugh like there's no tommorrow & cry too .
i know ive been busy lately & ive changed .
i regret 4 giving so much scheldue 4 my work 4 this week .
i know i neglect my friends esp BFF .
my family esp : mum , zanna & syaidi .
& sometimes love .
From the bottom of my heart , im truly sorry .
im sorry 4 not spending enough time for you girls , family & so on.
i am busy is not for fun .
i meet love cus nur is busy with stuff & i meet love cus he can help me with my project since he have a laptop.
all this time , i busy with assignments .
& HELL YEAH .
i forget about 09/4/09
im sorry nadrah khan .
i'll make it up to you & seriously i dont meet him 4 fun or enjoy .
i meet him to do my project & settle our problems .
lately, many things happened to me but then i decided to just keep quiet & keep it to myself .
cos tis time round , i want to learn to keep it to myself & handle it alone .
im sorry .
& loved ones , im sorry sometimes i need to keep it to myself cus i want to learn to handle problems by myself .
im praying hard to allah , hoping that next week will go abit smoothly for
ME , FRIENDS & FAMILY .
:)
Labels: im going crazy dah . ugh .
Sunflowy Girl
9:14 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
HELLO , WELLO , BELLO IS BACK YO !
13 APRIL 2009
Set alarm , just for my only dearest love .
To hear his voice early in the morning make my day .
SWEET NIBBLETS :)
gee, today was his first day at singapore polytechnic.
orientation day , well boo !
well, i wake VERY VERY EARLY !
omy gosh , i break my record .
SEMANGAT BEROK LAH AKU .
know why ? cus i want to prove my teacher wrong , that im not a part-time student who always fall sick & take MC . Grrr ... whatever .
& nurrahaan is my strength .
she pushed me really hard , ask me to go to school everyday .
SHE IS THE BEST , guess life w/o her will be miserable one .
w/o nadrah in school is kinda different feelings .
miss her like crazy, im sorry .
wow ! i did it i HUG you just now & gee i sat on ur lap .
phewwww sorry nab .
so school was average luh , ugh many mats .
sometimes i get tired of the ambience , same old lamey mats .
APRIL INTAKES , IS HERE !
many new faces , so awesome .
wish to make friends with them .
[ new friends is loved ]
~ SECRET , STALKER SI KAKAK DIA TU ~



MUHAMMAD HAFIZ , MY ONLY BLOOD BROTHER .
haha , finally just now i can view his blog .
derh clever of him to use my account to log in to the computer . haha kentalans !
i take advantage luh , take the chance to take down his URL !
hahahahahahaha ! happy sungguh aku !
sooooo RUZANNA my dearest cousin ,yeah now we can read his blog .
i'll pass you his url .
Lucky , he dint realise that i take down his url . phewww ! im dead if he know .
my adik he is so sweet , romantic & so true to his only gf .
im glad dik that finally you won her back after the nepal trip.
hehe .
treasure her ok ?
take good care of her , im sure she is good to you , crazy freak like you !

LAST LONG : FAZMAL &HAFIZ
:)
ps ; nights love , im blessed to have you in my life .
iloveyou FE&E .
Labels: im feeling so happy when i know you'll b here wih me forever love :)
Sunflowy Girl
8:09 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009

IF THERE WAS A REVERSE BUTTON , SOME MAY REPEAT SOME MAY REPENT .
WERE TO REPENT :
meaning after reversed , you won't want to do any mistakes you've done.
lol which somehow made you feel perfect .
BUT
in life NOTHING is perfect , but how come inderectly,
everyone needs & wants perfection in everything ? ?
some people can't accecpt fights happening. why ?
They can't accecpt people dislike them .
They want happiness all the way, & hatred to never exist.
But is that even possible in the name of LIFE ?
{ people who has flaws might need time to change . but others kept seeing their past, & judge them. Though they themselves that they accecpted them, why do you need to rely on their past everytime to advise them ? }
HUMANS
they can't accepct people who live w/o flaws
&
they CAN'T accecpt those who has falws too.
I made mistakes & definitely want to restart, repent too.
ugh , if only people dosen't stress on being perfect and-no-
mistakes/sins at all , to change is not a headache or even hurtful.
Now ive choose to repent , learn from my mistakes & stop doing silly things or even says words that might hurt .
& most importantly BE FIRM & SAY OUT LOUD when saying " NO " .
ohh yeah , im gonna start to learn how to show my
" ANGRY FACE & A TINY WINNY BAD ATTITUDE to you. "
&
" THINK BEFORE I ACT OR SAY "
-FULLSTOP-
nights people , love you ariffin .
& a big THANK YOU to love .
haha spot the spelling error .
thanks cikgu ariffin , my full time lover !
RAWRRRR OPPS
Labels: say what you want to say, whatever cus i dont care :))
Sunflowy Girl
9:31 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
OMY GOSHHH ! OMY OMY OMY :DDSATURDAY
2.00pm
hey EARTHLNGS , let's play yoyoyoyoyo !
haha , oka im pretty bored .
boyfriend is watching tv, lame uh . iloveyou .
ugh it's raining.. ohhhh the cold wind blows .
nvm , it been a quite sometime i din't feel neither see the rain pouring to earth . haha !
BERKAT name yer tu :D . & ohhh hear it , feel it ... the THUNDER !
With my headphones ON , im listening to " Check Yes Juliet " & as well as the thunder .
i feel like running , far far away from ANYONE . haha .
Need to go to work later . yeah BEST BEST YER !
TO : THE BULU'S SISTERS :D
im so sorry , that me & nur cancelled the outing due to some reasons .
nahh , nur need to save up for her boy b'day & me ... you know im going tioman !
so need to save up tooo or not i can't go shopping or even eat .
im so sorry wawa , nad & lala .
but afterall the both girls did enjoy their friday night kan kan ?
hehe , sab jahat .
& a confessions : I REALLY MISS YOU GIRLS , MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN WE WALK TO SCHOOL TOGETHER & WALK HOME TOGETHER .
& PRETTY AWESOME DO SOME * SECRET LEPAK-INGS *
hahahaha .
TOODLES !
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EARTHLINGS !
Labels: bored, somehow im lovin'it . can't wait 4 the vacation:)
Sunflowy Girl
10:35 PM