Well I guess I have been trying so hard to be nonchanlant about it but I ended up hurting myself again & again . Going to extremes to prove that I am fine but in reality I am slowly losing my mind .Sometimes , I just want to keep it to myself . I know you & friends are worried about me , im sorry . nowdays , im being so NOT me . im tired of pretending . but sometimes to think back I need to pretend . haha but ONE THING FOR SURE : I won't get tired of smiling just 4 everyone & laugh out loud just 4 the sake of laughing kot . haha !

I am lucky to have love , the girls around me . esp NAD & NUR .
nadrah, thanks for the call yesterday night . haha shocked about nur ? Don't have to .
{ KITA SAMA-SAMA DALAM KASUT & SIZE YANG SAMA }

Sunflowy Girl
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