Tuesday, June 30, 2009
{ It's All About You , Muhammad Ariffin Bin Baharum }
It's all about this little guy up there , hee ~ tmrw will be our 5months being together . If not for amirul & nurrahaan I guess I din't get to know him & life would be different . Now , the guy is a changed man . He accept the fact now that im still friend with a friend of mine. I really love the new him , I really appreciate when he give me his trust . I miss his past hair style but nahh I love his new hair cut too all thanks to jaguar & cheetah . ( shhh secret ) I can't wait to meet him tommorrow , wee tmrw there's alot of surprises for you&me :) I love the new " US " . He becoming so sweet & romantic everyday , what happened dude ? hee ~ im lovin'it !
kay nights people ! I need to off the comp cause love is freaking irratating ask me go to sleep NOW . wa liao eh still early , 1.31am ONLY . haha ! nvm , ive my own tatics luh to switch on the comp back . see ya people again possible by 7+ in the morning kay ? wee ~
{ HAPPY5MONTHS }
Syukur Alhamdulilah
:)
Labels: I love the way he smiled at me ( wink wink )
Sunflowy Girl
10:05 AM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Did you regret ever standing by my side ? Im asking you , shit happen again & again .
I know you so well , go on tell me your lies . Tell me you hate me , tell me everything . And at last , all the pictures have been burned , All the past is just a lesson that we've learned . I won't forget , Please Don't forget about Us . But the fact you've forgotten about " US " .
Labels: :(
Sunflowy Girl
7:16 PM
I won't forget that Ive friends such as Nadrah & Nabilah to make my day . I won't forget our countless outings , I won't forget the talks we had before . I won't forget the laughter & the tears that we have shed before . Many things about us , I won't forget . Even though , Im upset that our outing is incomplete I did enjoy myself to the fullest . Yes, I felt cheated ... but in the end I give in & understand the situation . Really do . Hmm ... I really miss the " kanasai girls " in US. we've changed alot . But im lucky & thankful enough that you girls are still & always be mine best of friends ! Well , went out with nadrah & nabilah . We went to alot of places , we ate alot ! Omy , fat you know . We talked about when we are getting marry , about cars , about our holiday,about our own house. hahah , but 1 thing for sure we din't talk about guys . Maybe it's all about girls yesterday ... IT'S ALL ABOUT US THE 3-SOME :D
- Tampines Mall - Buy ice-cream at HD
- Eastpoint(simei) - Eat at banquet . Mind you I swear Me & Nad wasted alot of foods .
- City Hall-We camwhore & went to Marina Square.
- Raffles City - Go J.CO donuts . Sit+Eat+talk session .
- Bugis Street-Do some shopping.
- Iluma-thought wanna catch a movie but the movie we wanna watch is not available :( .
- The Cathay - Also thought wanna catch a movie at there but not available too .End up sitting at Ben&Jerry . I ate Ice-Cream . Wee ! finally, we tooked a bus ride home . & drop in front of KC PRIMARY SCHOOL & tooked bus agin .. drop off point at Tampines Inter . & we talked craps at the bustop . Daring each other to enter the school . hahaha . Mother Mary Statue so scaryyyy .. Jesus leh ? haha (wink).
Tampines1 - This is our last destination of the day .. We ate dinner at BBQchicken :) I kept saying that I wanna vomit . then nadrah turn to say. funny ...
hmm I just wanna say , I want MORE MORE OUTINGS WITH MY GIRLS :)
I WANT A COMPLETE SET OF US . I WANNA GO ICE-SKATING WITH YOU GIRLS .pleaseeeeee BUT NEXT OUTING YOU ALL PLAN cause Ms.Sabby wanna take a rest , stop planning the outing for a moment ajer . hehe bad me . & It's not that we go out everyday . 1 month 1 time of outing tu jer ..... that's all I ask from you girls .I want a complete set of us for the next outing , please :(
+
I wanna go out & celebrate with love because I pass my exam & because of many things . because your love is so unbelievable that I don't ever wish to let it go again .
:)
Labels: they both make my day :))
Sunflowy Girl
5:58 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Monday , Tuesday & Today was a blast for meeeeee ! Im lucky im in LOVE with my own super-dude . Its good to be true till now . Im glad we settled things now & we are back to be gay/crazy together like we used to :) wee ~Going to meet my RUSYAI-DINA ( like finally) before meeting nadrah tommorrow , we need to do some talking yo sweetie ! Meeting nurrahaan maybe on friday ? Go downtown . & Of course meeting my 3 girls : Nad , Nab & Nur on saturday . yay outing ! Salwa can't make it for the outing due to some reasons . " aluh wawa just cancel can ? don't need to go malaysia pleaseeeeee (wink) " Seriously , I can't wait for the outing , the movie & the shopping & eating moments . hee ! Im looking forward for shopping , GSS oiiiii . & of course my fingers can't wait to snap here , snap there . Pictures of you , Pictures of me . Today , Met up with ivy & love . I accompany love to SP, study . boooo ! left around 2+ then im off to work but then the ivy & ariffin horr in the end go SPSU play game . haha ! Reason : no mood to study . Lucky michelle is at home sleeping or not she end up plaing game too at SPSU :) good girl mic !
I rather sleep at home on rainy days then go SP & study. haha . study at home alsoo okay .
so that's all for now
:) Labels: grrr ., IMY finsterrrrrrrr
Sunflowy Girl
5:46 PM
Monday, June 22, 2009
KAL HO NAA HO IS STUCK IN MY MIND
I can't stop thinking about the song . Ai doh ! nadrah & nabilah !!!!!!!!! thanks to them .I cried when I watched the movie at nad's crib , sleepover at nad crib was best ! cause I was the first one to dozed off . tak guna betul si nad cakap ! abeh kau punya aircon sejuk sey , buat aku tidur & jadi king kong main guitar . hahaha. kental sey aku ! Nadrah , Im sorry din't wake up for breakfast . Thanks for your understanding . Love you bestfriend :)
Labels: It's all about kal ho naa ho :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:40 AM
{ " Even though I can't feel love, dosen't mean the love is not there " }
I can see it , at times I can feel it . Im not giving up :) thanks love .
I love your new hair cut , thanks to meeeee ! NEAT & TIDY of course jaguar & cheetah too . funny ~
I LOVE YOU
Labels: love you ...
Sunflowy Girl
7:24 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
BEST MOMENTS :)
went to malaysia , the trip afterall is not a waste . hmm I really miss my gradma kampong in indonesia . If I know , on march holidays I follow my grandma & cousins to indonesia .hai yoh !I had fun visiting my realatives over there , really enjoyed myself by exploring the kampong & camwhored with my lil cousins & some childrens & the funniest part is im scared to go to the toilet ... but in the end choy ! the toilet is clean BUT the toilet bowl is small :( & its hard to flush . hahah ive so many complaints ! the hot weather is killing me !!!!!!!!!!! okay the best part is : when we go shopping at Angsana ... wee ~ finally air-con ! so much to say , so much to type ..so lazy . so I think the pictures will do the talk :D overall : I ENJOYED MYSELF TO THE MAX !
THE DRIVER
ANAK-ANAK SINGAPORE + MALAYSIA
RUZANNA + AQILAH :D
JJ - JOYAH & JENAB
{ THE END }
Labels: thanks cousins :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:13 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
I'll be away soon , I'll be in malaysia after SC camp . hmm ... I really gonna miss everyone loads esp my mum . She is my alarm clock , naggy sister & my everything in the world . I'll miss love, my GF's & my Room . hahaha ! I can't wait for hari raya , I swear I wanna paint the room yellow :)) ! Even though I'll be away , I can't stop thinking & worry about my loved ones . Im sorry love , next week ur gonna sit for ur exams & im not there to talk to you at night but I promise I'll text you every morning & befor I go to sleep .
Nadrah : Please don't be sad , I know everything is kinda messed up already BUT I know u're a strong girl , whatever it is im here for you . I'll be worry about you & even before I read ur blog , I know you'll breakdown somehow cause the situation is complicated girl. BE STRONG ! Please remember , Don't ever say you regret . ILOVEYOU NADRAH( will give you smtg secretly).
Nurrahaan: hmm... this crazy girl , hell yeah gila nak mampos betul ni anak . haha . I'll MISS YOU SO MUCH . Don't stress so much cause of guys . aluh like you say " takda laki pun boleh hidup mah " . I know you'll cry , so I just wanna say go on & cry , its okay to cry . but after you cry make sure you fel strong to go thru any obstacles . you both "N" are my dearest :) DON'T BE AFRAID ANYMORE !
Nabilah & Slawa : Aluh ni kambing confirm luh aku akan rindu kau , btw drag me to hell dia yer main actress is so so so HOT ! wawa , i'll miss you . I realy can't wait for the outing . Take care .
Hasdad : Do whatever you think is right , adik will be here always to support you :)
Ariffin My Lover : Please Top-Up ur prepaid so that I can sms with you when im at camp .
I SWEAR IM GONNA MISS YOU LOADS , Each day the feelings is getting stronger & I won't forgget the day when you first time hold my hand. Iloveyou :) really do . whatever it is INEEDYOU ! I cant elaborate much but I know what & why i need you FE&E .
Take care my loved ones , will bring back some tidbits . Im sorry if some of you feel that ive been neglecting you or what. Im sorry . Each of you is
VERY VERY SPECIAL & IMPORTANT TO ME :)Labels: I wont forget the day I feel so worry about my loved ones.
Sunflowy Girl
8:55 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
TUESDAY
Went to zoo with Ariffin Singapore Poly Friends , Was a Blast :D
I enjoyed myself !
Wednesday
Went out with Ariffin & his lil'sister & cousin , watched Hannah Montana the Movie.
FINALLY , BOOM BOOM CLAP SEY.
thanks to fin mum for treating us to the movie more likely fin dad paid for it .
Thanks :)
">TODAY IS THURSDAY
wow , finally I went out with nur & wawa . Slack at nur crib watched ghost movie .That wasan't enough so we went to TM GV & buy tickets for " Drag Me To Hell ".I HAD A AWESOMABLE TIME DRAGGING NUR TO THE CINEMA , She is freaking scared .
Poor bestfriend , I had to close her mouth & keep knocking her head cause she is so noisy screaming like mad women . As if the ghost wanna take her to hell :D
& she whispered something to me .
N : ILOVEYOU SAB
S : Huh , For What ? Eee , CRAZY !
N : Because My boyfriend would not close my mouth if I Scream out loud & the best part is he would not beat my head . He will close his own ears & can't be bother with me .
S: Heheh sweet one , iloveyou too luh . Eee ! Gila punya anak !
N : Your the one who is Crazy , Laughed out loud during ghost movie , you its funny?
S: FUNNY SIA TO THE MAX , The actress so sexy . her hair so the curly wirly , I LOVE IT .
N: She slapped me on the forehead !
Thanks eh bestfriend , hahah ILOVEHER . I REALLY REALLY MISS NAD & MY SANILY GIRL . Will meet nadrah & nabilah asap before I go malaysia .
{NIGHTS EARTHLINGS }
Sunflowy Girl
8:16 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY
:)
{ Bestfriend , I'll always be here for you when you need me }
will update about zoo outing when im free .
gtg love is like hell yeah asking me to go to sleep . ish !
NIGHTS EARTHLINGS Sunflowy Girl
9:54 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Supposed to go to work today, last minute mr.david called & said I don't need to go to work today due to the shop is not busy . FICKEDIE again ! haha . Eeeeee ! Im damn angry with that HEARTLESS MANAGER , I SWEAR MAN ! she make my work life miserable , thanks ! Now , I can only pray to god that everything will go smoothly . & seriously I don't want be ur enemy . I said sorry , I admit it was my mistake yet you & ur BIG EGO . argh ! can't take it . If I know today no work , I would accompany mum go wedding or meet love . Lucky love , he had plans with his doodies :) go swimming . haha kental . So the whole day , i was at home . Cleaning my room , talking at the phone with nurrahaan & ohh lala watched " Night At Museum " all alone.It was damn freaking funny & I felt soo sooo happy that I laughed out loud all by myself !Mum & Love say : I was crazy because I laughed .What the heck , am i supposed to cry or what ? hahah , love you both .Tmrw meeting nurrahaan go ehemehm since love is busy again with spsu stuff. I understand . I know how to entertain myself. okay gtg , need to give my hair some love . IMISSYOU,LOVE :)
Laugh , still you can . I really gonna tickle you non-stop meow !
"eh love ... you still owe me Boom Boom Clap :( "
cancel lagi , aku tickle/tumbuk kau . im serious tauu ! (im showing my serious face).
haha,blooby !
Labels: freaking funny
Sunflowy Girl
6:41 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
{ HAAGEN - DAZS }
After 3 weeks long don't have work , yesterday I felt like is my first day at work . haha .
went to work 30 mins early( purposely ) wanna see that NO heart manager . saw her , whatever luh fickedie I don't give you a damn . I know your mad at me but I apologised already but you & ur ego . ohhhmmyyy ! it's not good for your baby you know :) Haagen-Dazs design new menu & created new creations , yay im so happy ! Yesterday Ive sold 5 new creations . & my manager gave me a snoobshit face . cause I know she's not happy that im better than her others cinanoneh staffs ! For the sake of Mr.David I went to work & I decided not to quit .
So yesteray worked with Alan , Hui Xin , Kaiting & Si Jie . Alamak all chinese , im the only malay girl . Lucky the 4 of them is okay with me esp ALAN & SI JIE :)
After work , met up with nadrah & nabilah under nadrah block , went home around 1am . Thought of sleep over at nad crib but then love say he wanna go audition for SP , I decided not to sleep then & accompany him tommorrow . love have been so busy with spsu stuffs & hmm ... he still can deny that he is NOT busy . eeee ! verrryyyy geram .
" eh love you owe me stmg , where's my boom boom clap movie ? "
Time checked its 4.30 am in the morning . Im still awake talking to love after that Bro Hasdad.
haha brother make me laughed like crazy . okay till here , I wanna talked to Bro peacefully & later need to meet love .
GOOD MORNING EARTHLINGS
:D
Labels: he make me laughed :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:23 PM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
GIRLFRIENDS
Nadrah , Nabilah , Nurrahaan & Salwa
I NEED THE OUTING REALLY BAD
I need to spend time with the 4 of you . I wanna go watch movie with nadrah but im not free cause I need to go to work . FICKEDIE luhh ! I wanna go on a date with nur again but then im not free . I wanna go camwhore with salwa again but then she has exams & im not free . I wanna see pretty girls & do naughty things with nabilah but then she still have exams right ?
& lastly my cousin ... SAKINAH .Somehow babe , imy so much . I just wanna do the run away again but to think back your not here to run with me . I need you cousin . I need your naughty ideas to docrazy stuff . I need you badly . I WANT YOU TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME .Like last year your the only person who dint celebrate with me , I was sad but im fortunate to have some others loved one to celebrate with me . Sakinah tetot , come back soon . Please be good & im here waiting for you .I MISS YOUR HUGS ! I MISS SHARING YOUR PAIN ! I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU :( :(
Cousin , im sorry if ive let you down in some ways . Now , I know how you really felt when you say you feel so LOST . Somehow I feel so lost but im still lucky ...
I miss my true-awesome love , I miss the old him . I miss everything about him in the past . Ive deleted the previous post , cause I don't want to see it in my blog ever again .
whatever it is , I don't care anymore . Im living my life now with my loved ones surronding me & that matters most .
Nights
Labels: I need you all FOREVER :(
Sunflowy Girl
8:56 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
{ THANKS TO YOU , I BELIEVE IN FOREVER }
What if I told you , it was all meant to be ? Would you believe me , would you agree?
Its almost the feeling that we've met before so tell me that you don't think im crazy when I tell your love has come here & now.Some people wait for a moment like this.Some people search forever for that one special kiss.Everything changes, but beuty remains.Something so tender, I can't explain.Can we make the dream last forver ? And I'll cherish all the love we share.
{ FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS }
I din't search for love but love comes by unexpectedly & tooked my heart away.
you tooked my heart away since last year , but I dare not say anything to you till010209 .cause I was afraid by the obstacles . but now im not afraid anymore cause thanks to the power of love. but ive made up my mind , this time round its for real &
I wanna put a FULLSTOP ( . )
I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
Muhammad Ariffin Bin Baharum
:D
It's up to you to believe , it's your choice . It's all up to you .
but whatever it is I wanna go through it with you .
you're still apart of everything I do ,you're on my heart just like a tattoo
remember that ? I still remember when you texted me once & said
" I am on your heart just like a tattoo "
Labels: iloveyou potato :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:56 PM
FINALLY , EXAMS IS O.V.E.R
yesterday was my last paper & I can say the Qs is easy-mizy . I tooked my own sweet time to finished up all the Qs . weee, I felt so happy with my bestfriend , nur .
Went home with her ,goshhh & guess what ? we go on a DATE again to PIZZA HUT (again) .
hai yoh she drag & begging me please go eat at pizza hut .fine,I give in . gosh we ATE alot .
she ate pizza as usual ..... boring ! ask her to try something new , she don't want .KENTALANS JUBS :)I really felt so happy when im with her. haha we talked alot of craps & sometimes when she shared her deepest secrets with me , I just could not believe my ears or even eyes !
she really freaked me out & i still love her . Sometimes people might think we are lesbians BUT we are not . we are just so so so damn close right nab & nad ? like SUPER-DUPER GLUE :)
but we DON'T care what others might say about us . say what you wanna say cause
WE ARE NOT AFRAID, NOT ANYMORE
WE HAVE EACH OTHER TO STAND UP FOR OUR LOVE & FRIENDSHIP
& seriously if there's anyone who hurt my GF's feelings esp NUR & NAD
you will get it from me & my others GF's .
Even though we are not cool like any other girls we know deep inside our heart & eyes
we are
{ BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT }
:D
From the bottom of my heart , I wanna say I accept each of you girls for who you are or who you might be in the future , bad or good i still love you girls no matter what happened . no matter how far we are apart , you girls are close in my heart . This few days ive realised im addicted to my GF's BACK & the feeling of being so close with you girls make me so HAPPY . hehe , I can't wait for the outing . 20 june 2009 is cancelled due to sabby have a SC meeting . so fed-up !
well , we plan again & update you girls okay ? & love im sorry I dint meet you today . Idk I just wanna spend my time with nur . I am sorry I dint tell you that i'll be going out . Im sorry I made you mad cause of my hp silent mode thingy . Im thankful seriously thankful to have you in my life. And you are
IMPORTANT in my life .
yeah maybe you might not be the first in my important list but in my heart ur the
FIRST & ONLY .
thank you for your understanding .
LOVE YOU GIRLS MERY,VERY VERY MUCH
:D
Labels: thanks dearest ones :)
Sunflowy Girl
6:23 PM
