Thursday, July 30, 2009
Whenever I see babies , Whenever I saw them crying & holding their botol susu ... it remind me of RUSYAI-DINA . Idk why nowdays I miss them lots & lots . I wonder if dina know how to crawl already .. hahah or even syadi know how to stop crying when someone gonna bathe him . I really miss them ... & of course i miss RUZANNA aka JOYAH too . haish .. maybe two weeks before my special day I need to take a break from work man . really its time for me to relax & enjoy life ..... for a while ajer :) :) will not be updating that often . gonna concentrate on my studies if not my husband(nurrahaan) scold me . LOVE HER ! & ILY IMY IND YOU , ARIFFIN !
{ 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 :D }
ps; someone please bring me to a place where i can relax my mind . I wanna look at the stars again with you , love .
Labels: I need a break :(
Sunflowy Girl
10:18 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
TIME CHECKED : 12.20 am
First of all , ive alot of things to write about . I don't know where to begin . but im sure that today is a 2nd SUCCESSFUL BIRTHDAY PLAN EVER . who gonna be my 3rd victim ? Im wondering.
Overslept & din't go to school but its okay , its okay :) then had a conflict with the bday boy , nurrahaan & mum due to I din't go to school . At first I was mad at 3 of them for like scolding me indirectly ... but in the end I understand & understood that they just want the best for me & I said sorry to them esp bday boy . Me & My Sayang Michelle had plan to surprise him today . Haha overall im the mastermind hor . I told michelle not to wish him & asked her to tell the rest not to wish him too cause i just want him to be sad ... Then its my turn to make him sad , yesterday I told him that I would pick him up from school as it was his bday but today I told a lie that ive to meet my SC friends cause we've a meeting at school ... where as I was at Cafe SP sitting down with michelle & yi xuan love . hahaha ! So I texted nicholas & yanzi and say that " Ask everyone to come down to koufu to EAT/Celebrate Bday party for ariffin including ARIFFIN & please don't tell ariffin about the party, Call me before you guys come " haha !
Basically , he was surprised to see me with the cake & the rest sang for him the birthday song ( they sang out loud esp yanzi ) . He looked at me with a smile on his face ( seriously talking , he pai sey already . step shy ajer ) At that moment I felt so happy ! happpy to see him smiling widely .... Blah Blah Blah many things happend luh . Went to northpoint & I insisted on treating him to BBQ chicken . So we ate at BBQ chicken then after filling our stomach with proteins we went window-shopping & I bought myself a T-shirt . & im so lovin'it . Love bought himself a DVD & I felt happy that he did pampered himself :) He send me to the bustop & so here I am sitting in front of my computer typing peacefully w/o anyone disturbing me. haha :)
Thank you so much FRIENDS OF SINGAPORE POLY esp MY SAYANG MICHELLE & YI XUAN LOVE for helping me out & make the plan successful one . Thanks for celebrating his bday together with me friends & thanks for your coperation in lying & pretending .Muhammad Ariffin Bin Baharum, MY FIANCE : YOUR THE BEST TOO :) Once again thank you for giving me the chance to love you , to share with you my happiness & pains & celebrate your bday with you. I hope you like my bday presents , even though its a last minute one . I hope you enjoyed your birthday this year & I hope that Ive make you realise that BIRTHDAY DOSEN'T SUCKS AT ALL . & love there's more to it .... the gifts that I gave it to you its the 2nd present . The 3rd one is coming soon when I meet you on friday .
MICHELLE SAYANG CHEER UP BABY
:)
shh...secrets between us . hehe .
me , michelle & zul
& the rest of them
:)Labels: THE PLAN IS A SUCCESSFUL ONE :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:16 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY TO YOU
Fishy , Finster , SharkFin , Awesome Pants , Potato , B1
&
LOVER
Did I miss anything out ?
:)
28/7/2009
Last year , I dint get the chance to wish him " Happy Birthday " nor give the present that I bought for him .But only blog about his birthday at my blog. Din't even get the chance to celebrate with him as a friend .... Last year the situation is different & a lil bit crazy . But this year , its extraordinary for me because I wished him Happy Birthday thru the phone(when the clock strike midnight baby!) & I made him sang "Happy Birthday" song for himself & dedicate a song to him . ( that's will be my 1st present for him , there's more to it ) I hope he realised that BIRTHDAY dosent sucks at all & I hope he appreciate his family hard work by throwing a bday party for him & me ? & his SP friends ? hmm ... we don't know what we gonna do at him yet :)
"Happy Birthday" means much more than have a happy day.Within these words lie lots of things I never get to say. It means I love you first of all,Then thanks for all you do.It means you mean a lot to me,And that I'm proud of you. But most of all, I guess it means that I am thinking of you on this very special day,Happy Birthday Love !
Time Checked : 2.30 in the morning , cant sleep . someone save me please .
+ I hate blogger timing always wrong . ish bye peolpe !
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIFFIN :)
Sunflowy Girl
8:48 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
I was being random yesterday , haha ! My mum plan to go Geylang today to buy Baju Raya for the Whole FOUR-SOME FAMILY but in the end she cancelled it due to her tired-ness luh . But then we end up shopping at Tampines mall . Thanks mummy for buying me stuffs again , every month actually . hehe ! Its hard to find a mum like her . Even though I din't say " ILOVEYOU " to her that often dosen't mean I don't love her ... Even though I din't kiss her that often every morning dosen't mean I don't love her too ... its just that I am being me . hahaha unlike my brother he never fail to kiss my mum every morning . haha KEEP IT UP BRO :D MAKE MAMA PROUD YO ! okay okay I just wanna say , ILOVE MY MUM . SHE'S THE BEST MUM EVER ! okay dah , im gonna tell her ILOVEHER before she say she LOVE me . Nights :){ thanks love for meeting me today even for a shortwhile :). mustaffaarrrrrr you so far man ! tak sampai-sampai end up still at jalan kerayong tengah kelaparan . LOVEYOU ! don't be EMO }Labels: :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:19 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I WANNA LET EVERYONE HAVE A TASTE OF HAPPINESS :D
how,how,how,how,how,how ? hahaha ! okay , I FELT HAPPY . Even though there's a TSUNAMI ahead of me. COME ON COME NEAR ME & I'll DEAL IT WITH YOU . IM STANDING STRONG NOW . IM SERIOUSLY GONNA FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS , FOR MY FRIENDSHIP , KINSHIP & RELATIONSHIPS SAKE :) I feel so comfortable now when im in a big crowd & esp when there's my LOVER . haha ! BEING RANDOM AGAIN !
Labels: Still Smiling Widely :)
Sunflowy Girl
12:28 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I wonder if you tell a LIE & then maybe you'll be a PRO/PERFECT LIAR :) I don't know the truth yet but maybe what I saw its the truth . I don't know if I wanna continue with our plan . I don't know what to say but follow the flow . still I won't hate you even you had a brain to think before telling me lies .I love you no matter what, no matter how deep the wound gonna be.I promise you , I'll never hate you but LOVE you.I rather let love in than hate. I felt cheated & BRAVO for your acting. don't bother asking me what , why & who cause I won't tell you ..you know who you are . & to a friend of mine thanks for being there for me , checking on me whether im doing just fine or whether im dead . haha lol sey . im grateful that there's alot of people who cares about me when im still here alive or when i go missing . Thanks friend for loving me hardcore & forever . I appreaciate your love towards me but ..... I'll never accept your love ever again .Cause now & forever I'll shower him with my love as a friend , lover & fiance .Maybe one day as a husband . KITA MERANCANG , ALLAH MENENTUKAN NYA . even if this gonna end , I would rather move on alone with my GIRLFRIENDS by my side :) I got nothing else to say .... im lost of words.Labels: I wonder if you are telling me the truth all this while ...
Sunflowy Girl
10:29 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
1234 : semalam I call you , you tak answer . you kata you keluar dengan kawan you . So I drove my car pergi taman sara ... Tony kata maybe you tengok bola , tapi bila I sampai you tak ada , lagi lah I jagi gilaaaaaa . haha this is a song lyrics actually . Ive been searching for the song but I still cant find it. I am not sure about the tittle too :( If anyone know the song , please tag me. hehehe :)
{ Si dia tu tersenyum lebar , saya suka sekali . hehe cinta awak ! senyumlah selalu , awak kelihatan so manis bila awak senyum :D :D } I tak sabar dengar jam benbuyi pada hari selasa nanti ...... :)Labels: Being random :)
Sunflowy Girl
11:01 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
UNSAID WORDS
Having two jobs , its kinda great . Meet new people , Make alot of friends & learn alot of new things . I love serving customers , that's one of my good points . Customers is NOT always right but then I have to give in no matter what . & If I can't take it , I'll go & tell someone esp nurrahaan . haha( she can take it seriously & then join in sey ) I decided to work for HD too at least one day a week & the rest is at TD .... cause TD manager gave me alot of days to work unlike HD :( ( I don't have the heart to quit HD cause of the awesome peoples at HD . To me they are like my family & HD is like my second home. ) I wanna earn more money cause I wanna save money for my FUTURE & DREAMS :) I wanna go school & study like a smart alex . I have to , I need to start studying extremely hardcore punyer ! FINAL EXAMS is near & alot of projects to be done ASAP ler . I need to take a one step back from Student Councilor Stuffs cause I really wanna give my 90% concentration on my studies . next year take another course & join netball as my CCA k BEST !
SATURDAY + SUNDAY
went to work at HD , I enjoyed myself . firstly woke up late cause the day before worked also for HD but different outlet. then met love & off to Kallang leisure park with his family . I enjoyed the ride in his dad car , I had fun Ice-skate with him & his lil sister . what a brother luh love ! such an irratating brother , haha brothers is always irratating one but has a good heart actually . lol :) I know im bad , I know im good at pretending & hiding my emotions but when I set a prank on you : oh please don't be that serious :D Whatever pranks that I might do or have done to you love its because ILOVEYOU SO MUCH ... I miss those times when we are friends then I laughed at you & maked fun of you too . In the end we laughed at each other like nobody business Today I met love again but this time is different . He went to my new work place & pretend that we don't know each other . hahaha ILOVEYOU .... Seriously I can't stop saying iloveyou & when sometimes I do stop , i'll have a awkward feeling . Thanks love for every moments , thanks to your parents for the treat & sending me back home + your lil'sister for letting me guide her even tho I know im not a PRO like you . I had a lovely weekends :)
{ now i wanna go have an early nap & wake up on time }
Nights , Mimpi Manis Earthlings
:D
Labels: Jump for joy :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:15 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
People are people and sometimes we change our minds . I could go back to every laugh but I don't want to go there anymore and I know all the steps up to your door but I don't want to go there anymore . EVER AGAIN . but I will stay here as a friend , im sorry . Im blessed to have a boyfriend like him & I don't need you to add on . Cause to me he is all I want & I won't ask for more .
:)
Labels: im blessed by him :)
Sunflowy Girl
10:31 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
Today went to Aunty House , I love her so much ... Finally someone cooked for me marcaroni soup . im craving for it . Mum is busy working everyday , only on weekends she cook :( so sad .Im sick , I need to be pamper by food & love( not him & medicines) . hahaha supposed kena quarantine but me ? hahah dream on I cant survive at home being alone with no one to talk to only my cat 0_0 can MATI ! the cat can only repond to me like this : meow meow meowww!Headache sey . So went to aunty crib : was shocked to saw RUSYAIDI(love) sleeping peacefully on the matress . haha cute sey . After eating marcaroni soup & medicines I tooked a pillow & fall asleep beside him . blah blah went playground with ruzanna & syaidi after that . Today was a tiring day cause must entertain that lil'boy . hai yoh ! This one week will be so bored I guess so ... but hmm I think im gonna make this one week to be so FUN :) hahahah ! * evil me * My mum sure gonna be mad if she know I go out w/o telling her . but I don't care I wanna go out & go for my Job training tmrw :)
{ Eh nadrah , the " BEAUTIFUL " by akon make me dance at home alone }
wanna dance with me again nadrah , wawa , herly & nur ? haha nur ?
kekek sia si laki aku joget during prom night , kena dipaksa in the crowd :)
Let's go down down & Boogy Boogy Again When Nadrah has her own car & the others tumpang kay ? BEST :)Confirm nur wanna stay outside the club .
~ Ladies Night ~
" I see you in the club , you gettin down good "
Labels: Was Pampered By Aunty Marcaroni Soup :)
Sunflowy Girl
9:12 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Nabilah , Nadrah , Salwa , Me & Nurrahaan ( sec 3 pic )
1st week of school , is best I guess so . best when teacher dismissed us for lunch , give us ten minutes break & dismissed us for class . Second semester , is a challenging & a stressful one . We have alot of projects to be done . really im gonna be insane soon . Now , im having high fever . ( 38 .7 degree ) Go doctor & he gave me 1 week of mc . wa liao eh kena quarantine :( I really gonna miss my girls & my classmates so much . Syukur Alhamdulilah its not H1N1 . Love is also sick , pity us . Well im happy now , that my classmates can get along with each other well . hehe :)Im sorry if i can't meet you girls , im really sick . but don't worry im gonna recover as soon as possible . I can die sey , for the whole week stay at home . hahaha . So yeah , I'll be at home for the whole week . gonna be so bored man !
I MISS MY BESTFRIENDS & LOVE
&
Gonna MISS UO0901E
:)
{ HAPPY Friendship Day }
on 090709
:)
ive always love you bestfriend , i'll stand up for you no matter what & protect you .
& the others too . haha that time i kisskiss you & nabilah kisskiss you too( naik lemak sey kau .) Later nurrahaan jealous tau , hahaha im her wife what .
haha , people have wrong ideas about us( in the bus ) . hahaha fcuk luh . I don't give a damn , I just love my BESTFRIENDS so much : nad , nur , nab & wa . love them hardcore punyer ! People can say anything about us & people can do anything but we don't care. Im so lucky to have friends like you, my best of friends .
Labels: im sick, super sick :(
Sunflowy Girl
8:08 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Im so hyper-active , talk & talk with nurrahaan like it's been like ages that we had not met . funny ! School was a bit weird . I feel awkward ... hmm . nvm , we have new classmate . wee ~ 3 new modules need to study & understand . Overall the modules is interesting , it's all about business ( sucks ) why mama ? argh , I waste my 1year in this course . Ive no interest at all in this course it's all for mama sake :( nvm , seriously ive made up my mind to take another course next year after I graduate . At least if I pass Ive two certificates ! (bestbest ) now the point is I gotta study & pass cause for the sake of mama not me .. shhh . As long as she happy , Im happy too cause she gave her consent that I can take up another course next year ! :) :) .
Went to meet my RUSYAI-DINA today as school end early at 12pm , I miss syaidi & dina alot . Dina has grown up , she is becoming so fatfat each day . very adorable luh her esp her legs like drumsticks ! ( sadly I cant upload pictures of her cause Idk where I put my USB wire ) As I was fasting today , I break fast at my aunty house after that went to meet rusyai-dina again .
{ Reached home at : 10.30 pm }
love was being so emo , idk luh what telah happened to him . After so much of talking to him at the phone finally I know what is bothering him . choychoy ! EMO SIA YOU ! :p Cheer up luh super-dude .. I hate when you are EMO ! I swear I hate that emo side of you even when we are friends . So, Ive decided that IM GONNA CHEER HIM UP ! like I used to when we are friends . Im gonna make him do something new . So love tmrw , stand up with your feet & your head held up high & go boogyboogy lalalalala " LIFE IS WONDERFUL " :) Im gonna make you feel so pai sey , Im gonna make you dance in the rain ( if tmrw rain luh , insyallah ) & im gonna make you laugh out loud like there's no tmrw . Time check : it's 3.30 am in the morning . Love is still watching MJ , mama too at Channel 5 . Okay here I am feeling so sleepy .
So I guess my post ends here .
MORNING PEOPLE
:)
ps; you ask me not to be emo , but you ? yourself emo ! hahaha so " whatever " Im not EMO anymore cause I know im the most cheerful girl in the planet of blah blah blah . I don't give a damn about the past , the past is gone ... Each day im looking forward to the future with you:)
Labels: im gonna make you dance in the rain with me :))
Sunflowy Girl
11:39 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
{ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN , NUR AQILAH THE GILA GIRL }haha zanna & me love making fun of her name .
gotta meet up with zanna & rusyai-dina asap when there's a free time for me.
INSYALLAH
Boredom kills me alot , phew where are you love to save me ? nvm , busy sleeping . Well , basically many things happened today . At the end of the day I mean . hmm ive realised how lucky I am , How fortunate I am to have Awesome Friends , Mum , Aunt & love to worry about me & blooby hell yeah knock some sense into my head when I am so being negative or EMO ( k fine i swear I hate that word . ) not emo, like too emotional . nyehaha ! Love really really knock some sense into my head, wa liao eh thanks . But seriously I hate it when you talk to to me with a high pitch . My ear pain luh , your gonna get from me ASAP . Ive made mum , aunt , best of friends(nadrah & irfan) & love worried about me . I would like to say that im truly sorry ... ohh im sucks when it comes to managing my time . So yeah , ive sort out everything in my mind . Seriously I wanna say , the past is too hard to be forgotten but no worries Im not giving up on US . The pictures hurt me alot , I'll take a lot of new shots of us that is meaningful & memorable ones . but you're being unfair . Don't ask me , ask yourself 0_0 . I promise myself not to do this again , this will be LAST TIME . I repeat , IT'S THE LAST TIME OF ME BEING SO EMO-ISH IN FRONT OF YOU . haha ! won'tbe emo , but laugh out loud till tears roll down my cheeks . set ?Sometimes , put yourself in my shoes ? I wanna ask you smtg , what would you feel when you see I am with my used to be lover in a picture whereas you asked me to delete everything(pictures or anything ) regarding mine " used to be lover " in my handphone or computer ?
Nvm, will let it pass . Won't say anything anymore . Will stop here cause ive promised to you I won't say anything again about the past , Pictures of the past contains alot of good & bad memories . Yes indeed they did . Eeeeeee ! geram but at the same time tengah bersabar ni .
Its 4.00am in the morning , wanna wait for azan & do my prayers & pray that everything would be alright again .Meanwhile watch TV , Morning Earthlings :)
Labels: I just say what inside of me :) yay like finally I let it out .
Sunflowy Girl
12:03 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
okay wait , another post , here it goes .
well school will start on monday . really i swear i can become gaga ! with student councillor stuffs , with new modules that ive to study & understand . hmm I promise bestfriend(nurrahhan) that I'll study very hard & aim for highter nitec . Ive changed my ambition of becoming a doctor or even work at the office . I wanna become a CHEF . I really really love to cook & bake tarts ( nadrah fav Fruit Tarts . yumyum ) , so yeah I'll work on it . Without my mum controling me again . wee ~ like finally she gave her consent for me to take up another course next year & I gonna prove her wrong . I swear . Sometimes , I feel like walking away when I see or din't purposely see the pictures . The pictures make me fall , but somehow you & others catched me . why ? why ? argh you make me feel like an tudtud-train. no no roller coaster . I wanna forget about the pictures but I can't . it's freaking hard luh ! stress you know !I regretted soo much by pressing the mouse . argh ! you sweetnibblets .
{ DELETE IT }
nvm im not that unreasonable , I'll take it as a test from allah . Endurance , Patience & Love will keep me strong .Really can't wait to go to school , meet nurrahaan , catherine & others too . Can't wait for classes .I MISS UO0901E & MY GIRLFRIENDS
:(
Labels: im so gonna control my moods, ive feelings too kay :(
Sunflowy Girl
9:01 PM
McFartPants :D
FISHY , PATHTIC POTATO :D
FRIENDS : IN THE YEAR OF 2008
LOVERS , BESTFRIND
{ The FISHY & MERMAID }
The fishy is a lonely fish , whose dosen't have many friends . Where as the mermaid is surrounded with many awesome friends . But lucky fish , the mermaid was always there for him when he need her . The mermaid even fought with her bestfriend over some issues just to stand up for the friendship they had built . But in the end the mermaid wanted to break off the friendship ties , so yeah they are not friends . But fishy just can't stop msg-ing mermaid . So the friendship somehow is still ON (secretly ) . Until one day , they both are so occupied with their own life & has forgotten about each other for a periods of time . Till one day , fishy text mermaid that he'll be away ( go for a holiday) . Then mermaid responded to his msg . Till then mermaid keep waiting for fishy to come back & she seriously can't wait for his return . She don't know why ? lalala finally, he's BACK . So after fishy return , they both kept texting , calling each other . On 31 January 2009, mermaid made a confession of LOVE . whereas fishy acted blur, like he don't bother like " whatever " . So they meet up the next day ( 1 Feb 09 ) , the day the both of them had made a confession of LOVE THAT IS COMBINE TOGETHER , FINALLY :D .
Being a mermaid to him is easy mezy . Being a listening ear for him when we are friends , is so hard-ishhh . Hai yoh mama his stories so tak boleh angkat luh . But being a friend of him , he is so so awesome cause he make me feel so gay in every ways that is possible . My heart feel pain when he talked about other girls.( when we are friends) Eeeee ! really sia you , pathetic potato , gonna bbq you ! Now many things have changed , alot of things . Alot of differences . He's a changed man , I am a changed sabrina . I realised that we are so close to each other , that he has become apart of me, half of me already . & sometimes I feel that we are friends but the fact is we are not . I love him but sometimes I don't care if some other girls like him ( naturally , I care for him but just can't be bother luh ) Sometime he thinks that i don't care about him . But love , I just wanna say , Deep down my heart I care & love you FE&E . Recalling about our history makes me feel strong , make me feel there's always be a way to get rid of the negative feelings of mine ( aluh you also :p ) . It's not easy for us to be in a FRIENDSHIP & it's even harder for us to be a RELATIONSHIP but we get through this together . Im so amazed by it. yayyay ! It's been a long journey for us , I won't let you down ,I won't let you go ... NEVER . I want our journey to continue as long as we are alive . Our love is so unbelievable , no one could understand the love we have or had but only us could understand it . thanks love for everything :)
Labels: im alive im in love cause of you :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:39 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Thanks God , that everything is fine now :)
Labels: :)
Sunflowy Girl
7:50 AM
