" LIFE IS A MAZE , LOVE IS A RIDDLE "
im letting it out , I can't take it
im letting it out , I can't take it
Another day has passed , today is the second day of fasting : syukur alhamdulilah :) Idk where to begin , ive alot of things to write . alot of things im thinking about , sometimes it makes me cry & laugh( haha ) . I love to think about stuff & imagine about some cartoon that is free of problems. LONELY , NEGLECTED , PARANOID , SAD : these are words to describe my feelings for today & same goes to yesterday.went to work at 14oohrs , suppose to end work at 2230hrs BUT my clever kind-hearted manager asked me to go home & have a rest . eeeee !
He really drive me crazy lucky him I din't say tooot to him . ( lol !) Breakfast inside the MRT alone , Felt so lonely at that point of time . ( ugh ) Here I am now , at home typing while listening to music ... mum is calling my name asking me to perform my prayers ... I kept saying " wait , wait .. until I finished typing " , so she went to perform her prayers first w/o me :( .
( ugh I AM SO NOT ME )
Tommorrow will be my dearest cousin 17 bday, what a pity I cant even celebrate her bday with her . I felt so sad , I felt soooooooo the miserable . I REALLY MISS HER . Im sad that she is unable to celebrate my bday again with me . why sakinah ? (ugh) . The saddest part is that we dint even get to meet on hari raya this year :( .why ? why ? I really hope you change for the better girl ... because you really mean alot to me eventhough we are cousin but to me your my elder sister eventho ur short I love it :) whatever it is I'll never give up on you & I'll trust you like I always do but this time round I'll NOT listen & follow ur nonsense anymore . Im sorry . COME BACK HOME SOON , OKAY SAKINAH ?
I can't wait to give ur bday present & hug you tightly when we meet next year , hopefully .& dear friend thanks for being there for me , like you always do eventho i sucks kan? haha !
Im grateful to you & at the same time im lucky to have you as a friend in my life
:)
{ TODAY IT'S ALL ABOUT EMOTIONS/FEELINGS }
I can't wait to give ur bday present & hug you tightly when we meet next year , hopefully .& dear friend thanks for being there for me , like you always do eventho i sucks kan? haha !
Im grateful to you & at the same time im lucky to have you as a friend in my life
:)
{ TODAY IT'S ALL ABOUT EMOTIONS/FEELINGS }
soorrrrryyyy peeps , this post is so the toot woot .
Labels: EMOTIONS
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