TRUST.FAITH.BELIEVE.>PEACE.LOVE.HAPPINESS

Right from the start I don't believe in forever anymore but you came by & told me forever exist . The actual fact is forever don't exist but only to those people who believe in it. Well , I don't believe forever exist anymore . I don't want to be hurt later on but I do believe that my feelings are true & it exist forever.

Girls will be your friends, they will act like it anyway. But some come & some go.
The ones that stay with you through everything , they're your true best friends. Don't let them go . As for lovers they come & go too .. And I hate to say it , most of them actually pretty much all of them is going to break your heart , make you cry like there's no tomorrow.
But you can't give up because if you give up , you'll never find your soul mate.

As for me now , I'll think later about the soul mate topic as I myself is pretty unsure about that. But I do believe that love is beautiful thing & hate is a part of love . I do have faith&trust in my relationship with him. I know that I will be there for him no matter what.
Like regardless of how mean he will be , how smelly his fart will be, how disgusting his vomit will be , how broke he will be & so on . I know you have changed , you change on your own free will. I can't deny the fact that I hate you changed but I have yet to learn & discover about the new you . The more I learn about you , The more I love . You may forget what we've gone through in the past , but I don't . As if like those memories just happened to me again. When flashbacks starts I can only depend on myself now . Not you or even my girls.
Don't take things for granted . Every patience has their own limits . Every heartbreaks their own endings too. Every happiness don't have ending because you,yourself has a choice whether to be happy or not :)
Right now , I want to focus more in what I really want to do . about my future & career .
I want to find my passion back . I really want but without you & all in it . I want to make the right choice without their opinions & all . It's time to be on my own now on making the right decision.

Sunflowy Girl
10:21 PM