Yesterday , cousin wedding was a blast . The groom & the bride look gorgeous .
I wanna upload photos but I can't as my brother lost the USB wire . argh !
Met all my fav cousins , do some talking & cam-whoring was great . Haha I did not know that I have such an handsome cousin from malaysia , too bad sakinah he is 17 . too young for you.The greatest feeling ever is when I did not know I have a lot of handsome & pretty cousins from different countries until yesterday . too bad cousins from Indonesia did not attend the wedding :( .Awesome much when there's sweet&sour fish but not white rice . After a whole day standing for hours , my body is aching like crazy . I kept going to the toilet once I reached home. omg food poisoning ! haha kidding .
Did not go to work today . Fever & stomach flu . shit !
But I don't feel like staying at home(stress) so yeah , I dragged myself & went out .
Went out alone the whole day , cam-whoring at my favorite places .
Ignoring everyone calls , messages & I feel so mean .
I am sorry but I just wanted to be alone for today as I am sick & need to do some thinking all by myself . As I sat at the bench alone , I miss my girls so much . I miss going to school.I miss being label as a student . I wish I could turn back time & just be with my girls everyday like how we used to be together in secondary school. I miss hugging my teddy bear ! I miss my girls so badly . I felt so miserable just now , lonely but I know I am not alone . You girls are always there for me no matter what . haha no matter how smelly my fart will be right nadrah ? (:
Pay day is coming soon , yes ah ! I wanna meet my girls & I wanna go shopping spree but too bad only this Saturday I am free . The rest of the days , I will be working.
So yeah , I wanna meet nadrah , nabilah , nurrahaan & salwa .
you girls can teman me go Little India ? I need to get something from there but I am super scared . please ....
I am sorry too. I just not in the mood that's why I ignored all your messages . But I did called you (: That's to tell you I am still alive . For the very first time I felt this way .
Still, you're my biggest worry <3>
Labels: Not emo but just wanted to be alone .
Sunflowy Girl
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