" Letting go , all over again "
It happened again . Its all started with a "hi" , again end with a goodbye . I thought it will never happened again yet it happened like a usual routine . Again , it's time for me to let it go once again . Only god know how I really feel that time of point when you said "goodbye". It's okay , I will be okay when the next time you say "hi" again .

Well , I had a friend . Sort of a close friend of mine since secondary 1.
She never changed or should I say she has changed but worst .
She made up stories that is not true , she is just a busybody . Lucky there is nurrahaan to stand up for us . For god sake , CHANGE (:
I am so disappointed in you & you called us "girlfriends" when behind our back you were bitching about us ! Get a life , change for the better .
I don't hate you , I still love you babe even though it hurts a lot when I she told me what you've said . Lucky its me not the others .
I wonder if all this while you cherish us or not . After all what we've done , stand by you when you need someone , you said this kind of things about us ?

I had another friend , rambut dia curly side parting oi .
Without fail this friend of mine will make me laughed like crazy as we walk & walk to our different destination . My friend would always say this to me " eh jangan EMO " .
why are you scared if I cry ? haha if I did cry one day , just prepare some tissues paper for me .When I cry very the buruk to the max . When I cry , you MUST make me laugh back .
Thank you friend/buddy for being there like every week . I really appreciate it a lot .
I love counting the stars & looking at the moon & look crazy beside you so that people will think that you are crazy like me :DThank you for a million times " ASHRAF " , I can't thank you enough .
Remember , fight for you love . I am here to give you romantic ideas about what to do for her on valentine's day *winkwink* :)
But no stupid little ideas , that one so not romantic already .
DON'T QUIT THE JOB , OR NOT I DON'T HAVE A FRIEND TO LAUGH WITH ME IN THE BUS ANYMORE :(
Except the bangla's uh . tsk :/


RUZANNA

Thank you zanna , kakak really cherish you (!) Thank you for giving me encouragement to live , love & laugh :)
You've been there for me when I had my first heartbreak , love .
You've been there for me too when I had my very first kinda true love.
You've been there for me when everything just fucked up in a blink of an eye.
You've been there for me when I first wear tudung then I take it off . haha ! ( this part yknow luh)
You've been there for me all this while , Thank you zanna .
You never ever let me down , but I did . I am sorry .
I was shocked when you still said that I am your " idol " . Sweet perh zhu ? haha !
Well , I promise you this " idol " will be there for you no matter what too , I want you to find a MAN that deserve your love . Don't be afraid of love after what you know , see from my experiences . Let love come , only the true stay . BELIEVE ME :D
I am not lying , only the true stay . The one who love you wholeheartedly , the one who hurt you so badly but you still love that's the true one. haha !

But not now eh cari boyfriend , make sure at least get into a Junior College / Poly in 2years time !
Then after finish secondary education , you want to find boyfriend go luh . haha !
GO FIND THE BOOKWORM TYPE LIKE YOU ! :p
I REALLY LOVE YOU , YOU'RE LIKE MY SMALL SISTER !
Can't wait for the movie date , just you&me .

Lastly , I MISS MY GIRLS !
Nadrah , I know you can do it . I know you're strong to deal with your stupid timetable every single days & weeks . I BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN SAYANG :)
Don't give up nurse ! hehe .
Really hope to see you asap !

Work is getting boring each day . what the hell I am the one who work at a different outlet .
I think I should just be a Full-timer :) $$$ . haha !
I MISS PARAGON , THE FISH&CO TWINS . argh . not fair . haha !
I am missing my slenge sisters already . see you soon on Wednesday outing :)

That's all folks

Sunflowy Girl
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