NEW LOOK , NEW ME :D
One night , I cried my heart out. I felt so alone like there's no one in this planet earth.
As I lay on my bed & shut my eyes , I felt scared & sad . I felt that my life is a disaster.
I felt that is over for me. So I wander around the house sit at the yellow-wish fat sofa & holding a picture of you& cried my lungs out . My beloved mom heard me , crying like there's no tomorrow. She comfort me , sayang me & knock some sense into me but I felt worst.
She kept telling me to sleep with her if I was afraid to sleep in my room , indeed I hate my room & afraid of the flashbacks. I can't wait to move to new house by this year .
New house , New environment (!) Finally , I decided to slept with my mom in her room. She put me to sleep , she wiped away all my tears & sing me to sleep. I felt so lucky to be her one&only daughter . I felt so lucky to have a dad & a brother . Event though at times they din't know how to show their concern & love towards me ... I know deep down my heart they truly love&care for me. One night when my brother cried for me , I felt the connection between us . That actually I can depend & confide in him whenever I have problems cause I know he just want the best for his sister & he can protect me for life :)
So the next morning I woke up , all I think was you . I felt like I wanna die in my sleep but finally I saw myself in the mirror . I realize my hair is short & I look brand new , fresh.
I saw my future , my career & me in 10years time. The next thing I do is , take off the ring , put all your things except the bear(is on my bed) & of course turtur & tortor still safe in the fish tank(you've forgotten about your own pet,tsk) in a pretty nice box . Right now , I always wear the band that you gave it to me when we're still friends in the year of 2008 . At least I feel that you're here as a friend & you'll watch over me as a friend too no matter how far apart we will be. Thanks doodie (!) Thank you for everything .
Thanks to you I feel much better now & confident :)
So people ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST (!)
Thank you girls for being there for me 24/7 .
Satu pergi , 10 yang datang tapi sabrina tak peduli . Aku lebih happy jadi single (!)
One night , I cried my heart out. I felt so alone like there's no one in this planet earth.
As I lay on my bed & shut my eyes , I felt scared & sad . I felt that my life is a disaster.
I felt that is over for me. So I wander around the house sit at the yellow-wish fat sofa & holding a picture of you& cried my lungs out . My beloved mom heard me , crying like there's no tomorrow. She comfort me , sayang me & knock some sense into me but I felt worst.
She kept telling me to sleep with her if I was afraid to sleep in my room , indeed I hate my room & afraid of the flashbacks. I can't wait to move to new house by this year .
New house , New environment (!) Finally , I decided to slept with my mom in her room. She put me to sleep , she wiped away all my tears & sing me to sleep. I felt so lucky to be her one&only daughter . I felt so lucky to have a dad & a brother . Event though at times they din't know how to show their concern & love towards me ... I know deep down my heart they truly love&care for me. One night when my brother cried for me , I felt the connection between us . That actually I can depend & confide in him whenever I have problems cause I know he just want the best for his sister & he can protect me for life :)
So the next morning I woke up , all I think was you . I felt like I wanna die in my sleep but finally I saw myself in the mirror . I realize my hair is short & I look brand new , fresh.
I saw my future , my career & me in 10years time. The next thing I do is , take off the ring , put all your things except the bear(is on my bed) & of course turtur & tortor still safe in the fish tank(you've forgotten about your own pet,tsk) in a pretty nice box . Right now , I always wear the band that you gave it to me when we're still friends in the year of 2008 . At least I feel that you're here as a friend & you'll watch over me as a friend too no matter how far apart we will be. Thanks doodie (!) Thank you for everything .
Thanks to you I feel much better now & confident :)
So people ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST (!)
Thank you girls for being there for me 24/7 .
Satu pergi , 10 yang datang tapi sabrina tak peduli . Aku lebih happy jadi single (!)
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