Dear someone ;

I am tired of pretending that you've died . I am tired of closing one eye of your existence in this planet earth . I am tired of being used , I am not your " BAHAN " . I am a human being , I have feelings too. I am tired of being your experiment of feelings . I am tired of seeing you come & go every time . I am not tired of being there for you when you called me in the early morning , I am not tired to be your listening ear & a helping hand . I AM NOT . I just can't believe that you treated me this way when I treated you so good . I can't believe this is happening again . I can't believe that I trusted you again . your words feels so real ..
Worst still is you lied to yourself , you liar . I hate you for being a LIAR again .
To think I trusted you when you said you've found the thing .

Now think like a HUMAN BEING , do you think you deserve to be FORGIVEN ?
For once .
for the very last time .

Sunflowy Girl
5:11 AM