I think brother love is at Thailand now having a great time with his friends meanwhile his sister is having a high fever , flu & sore throat over here :(
Went to work , supposedly work full shift . But I can't take it anymore , finally I gave up & I told them I need to go home & have a good rest . Lucky for me there's ayu one of my sister's selenge to cover for my shift . Thank you ayu , I owe you one :D
I ate my medicines already but I still can't fall asleep peacefully . My mind can't stop thinking about something . It have been bothering me since the 19th .
There was no "sorry" at all from you , maybe I guess I expect too much from you but now I am learning to not expect " A SINGLE THING " from you anymore .
DO YOU EVER THINK HOW MUCH PAIN I FEEL ???!!!
Not a single soul tell me that this path gonna be easy but I have choose this path .
I have decided to go . I have decided to think about myself first than thinking about your feelings . I have decided & there's no turning back this time round .
I know you won't never ever say sorry again to me , you can act like there's nothing going on but I can't . So I would like to say this to you ; From deep down my heart , I would like to say I am truly sorry . I am sorry that I have to go . But I hope you understand that I am tired of seeing you come & go whenever you like . I am tired of being treated like a
" BAHAN " . To tell you the truth , I don't know what is going on between us .
Went to work , supposedly work full shift . But I can't take it anymore , finally I gave up & I told them I need to go home & have a good rest . Lucky for me there's ayu one of my sister's selenge to cover for my shift . Thank you ayu , I owe you one :D
I ate my medicines already but I still can't fall asleep peacefully . My mind can't stop thinking about something . It have been bothering me since the 19th .
There was no "sorry" at all from you , maybe I guess I expect too much from you but now I am learning to not expect " A SINGLE THING " from you anymore .
DO YOU EVER THINK HOW MUCH PAIN I FEEL ???!!!
Not a single soul tell me that this path gonna be easy but I have choose this path .
I have decided to go . I have decided to think about myself first than thinking about your feelings . I have decided & there's no turning back this time round .
I know you won't never ever say sorry again to me , you can act like there's nothing going on but I can't . So I would like to say this to you ; From deep down my heart , I would like to say I am truly sorry . I am sorry that I have to go . But I hope you understand that I am tired of seeing you come & go whenever you like . I am tired of being treated like a
" BAHAN " . To tell you the truth , I don't know what is going on between us .
Dearest someone ; Waiting for someone you truly love is not nonsense .
At least you are true to yourself esp your heart . At least you're not telling a lie .
At least you know who you truly love & you don't feel messed up at all & you choose to love him/her by far & that will just make you smile & feel happy .
Even if he/her now belong to someone else , is not wrong to love he/her .
All you could do is to wait for the right time :D
* Goodbye *
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