Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

I wanted to confront & talk to you but I just don't know how to start . It's crazy to say this ; I miss you confronting me like how a big sis would do to her a little sis . Sometimes I wonder have you ever wonder about me ? I really hate this part right here . I swear I miss you , I really do . When I re-read all your old posts in your blog , I cried , I laughed today , tonight . I miss you ! I don't have any grudges towards you , I just NEED you my dear everything . I miss giving you surprises , I miss touching & squeezing your drumsticks .

Remember all this ;
- the date / the place / the time & esp the one & only witness .
- when you fell inside the double - decker bus & we all were stunned .
- when you helped me for the very first time to do my FIRST BLOG EVER .
- when you helped me to put songs inside my mp3 & yeah you upload for me a " chinese nak mati song " huh ?
- when I was leg-less , you & her are my legs . Pushing me around patiently :)
- when I went to a wedding with you for the very first time .

The bottom line is ; I have gone through a lot with you & you're important to me no matter what . You can hate me all you want but I will still want , need & love you !
& I don't want any FIRE between us anymore . I want us to be lovely dovey again .
it's time to do some private talking .

I MISS YOU

Sunflowy Girl
11:41 AM