I thought the war was over . I thought people could forgive but I was wrong . Human beings are just being humans beings after all . I have no comments for that but one thing that really break my heart is when the person you love so much , you treat she/he like your own brother/sister suddenly disown you out of the blue just cause of some mistakes. How will you feel if someone you truly love , care about for many years disown you cause of the mistakes that they've done but not you ? But somehow they're putting all the blame on you ? Do you think it's fair for you ? The answer is ; NO .
Dear someone ,
I just don't get your point right now . Freaking lost . First you say it's in the past but why you putting all those sarcastic remarks at your own profile at first . Is it for you ? or is it for her to read &for her to feel so bad? Indeed she did put some sarcastic remarks back cause you started it first I saw it with my own eyes. I know she chatted with you at msn but why did you ON your caps lock ? you make her think that you're not happy with her & disrespectful. Right now , right here in my blog I want you to know this clearly that " I AM NOT SIDING WITH YOU OR THEM " cause it's better this way . I have told you for umpteen times that I stand up for the truth . I know you're mad cause I am telling the truth . I know you hate me for telling the truth but too bad this is me . *sigh* . All I need is for you to listen carefully , get all the details right but why before I could do all that you assumed me non-stop . Yes , you've let me down BIG time for saying all those remarks towards me . I hate the part when you need to show to everyone that you disown me ;( . I hope now you're satisfied in everything you do , say . Cause I won't let you bring me down any further . Hopefully , you could come forward instead of hiding in a shell .
Bear in mind , I rather love you more than hate you . No matter what happen next I will still forgive you cause I truly love you . Love is better than hate . I forgive but I won't forget , that's the truth . I don't wish to fight with you over this matter . All I want you to do is to think carefully is it right for her to react that way even though it happened in the past ? Is it fair for her to be kept in the dark ? Is it right for her other half to tell her other half about the secrets you both shared before ? I want you to put yourself in her shoes & mine cause I tried to imagine myself to be in your shoes but I know I will react in a different way cause we're not the same .
Lastly , I am sorry for all this shit that have been happening lately even though it's not my fault .
I wonder is it wrong for her & me to tell another her the truth ...
Bye for now , take care . I love you no matter what even if you disowned me .
I will miss you , surely.
Sunflowy Girl
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