Hearing out session under the stars make me feel a lot better . Thank you for hearing me out again , again & again whenever the date is near . Thank you for being HERE always . At first I thought I could just shut myself from everyone for this month & keep it all to myself but I didn't expect it's you again who has to hear me out every months. It's good to know she called me , I feel much more better . Now I believe that HATE do exist in my life. I know it's bad of me not to say a prayer for he/she for some purpose . Heck NO , I don't give a damn . Never will I say a prayer for a person I hate the most in my ENTIRE LIFE OF LIVING . NEVER EVER . It's gonna be one year soon , yes I can't let go . so what ? What do you care ? you don't I know so be it cause this is MY LIFE w/o you in it . Till today a lot of people say I have changed . Cause I have learnt to HATE a person . Somehow I think is good to hate a person like you . I will hate a person but never ever I will seek revenge cause that's not me anymore if I do that . You can say I am bad women for hating you but think again who are you to judge me where as you , yourself not perfect . You may be on top right now but one day , one particular day is your turn to be at the below . And when the day comes , you will know what I exactly felt when I need someone I love the most left me alone to survive this journey . Till today , I will never ever forget YOU the person who left me when I am at the lowest point in my life . I had tried to forgive you but maybe some things can't be forgiven easily like in a blink of an eye . It's 6am in the morning , I can't sleep . Coooooooooooool :D

P.s. Too much hatred for some people , it's time for some therapy yaw !

Pray.Pray.Pray

Sunflowy Girl
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