it feels like the bond will always be there even though each of us is busy with our daily routines yet we will try our very best to find time together & catch up things with each other . For the past two days , I spend my two days off with my beloved ZHU :D
I got to see my RUSYAI-DINA , my aunts&uncles & of course my cousins . I swear it feels good .
But I lack of one thing that is my late grandparents love . Well like zanna said she missed nenek a lot so do I . When I saw her photo in the living room , flashbacks starts . I still remember when mom scolded nenek not to kiss me mouth to mouth when I was a little kid back then . I still remember the night she passed away . I still remember how she looks like on her last day . I still remember the dream that I had the day after she passed away . who could forget you nek ? not me not even zanna . And of course our late Tok ibrahim . Who could forget your smiles ? I still remember even when you don't have anymore teeth you still wanna smiled . I still remember the last kiss I gave it to you . I still remember those times when I cried for you , when I really need your guidance . I wish you were here , to guide me too . To make me & zanna believe that marriage is a beautiful thing after all .
I will never forget that your love for me & zanna was extraordinary . You will always loved us equally. I swear I miss you both . As I am typing this I hope you both are beside me , hugging me tightly . All I need is to cry right now , I feel so down . I am sorry to let you down nek . I am so sorry for my past mistakes . Right now all I could do is to treasure my one & only emak(grandma) , but still its different cause in her eyes she will always love my little brother & kak nana more .
So everyone out there , always remember to CHERISH & LOVE your grandparents before they're gone esp your FAVORITE grandparents :D
Sunflowy Girl
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