I feel pissed every time she nagged about him .

I feel hurt every time when I heard her words .

I feel so disappointed every time she compared you & him .

Well , all I could say that you're totally different from him .

TOTALLY DIFFERENT (:

Today is just not my day . Early in the morning her nags keep me feeling so moody .

I keep wondering why can't she stop talking about him . For god sake or my sake of moving on please just don't talk about him or some people who is related to him .

I feel so miserable inside , why can't you understand me ?

I had enough of the past mom .

I seek for Allah every time when I am down , when I can't depend on anyone .

I thought I was gonna go through alone today but again Allah is always been kind to me even after so many things had happened . I prayed hard so that Allah could give me strength , patience all over again to face her when I reach home tonight . My prayers was answered when she called me at work telling me she had cooked my favorite sardines , told me to go home early.

And so I did went home early & watched korean drama with her .

Syukur Alhamdullilah , I'll always love you mom .

Ibu , I know you want the best for your only daughter . Please have faith in me , believe me & lastly trust me like how I trust you to protect me every time .

I can never hate you mom , I just hate when you mention anything about that person who makes me feel so " yikes " .

Sunflowy Girl
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