I thought things would be fine between us after we had sorted things out . But I realized that you changed after the meet-up . Only YOU . I wish you would stay the same . Shower me with love , care , concern , finding me almost everyday but you surprised me with your changes in one day .

I can't deny that I miss the old you real bad . I miss you so much that lately at night I cried myself to sleep . You were my best friend , my true friend but now things changed just over a guy ? I must admit I am disappointed in you . I am not in the wrong cause I know what I am doing is right . Can't you see that I am trying to get things clear for once , I want you & us to stop being suspicious over him liking her but too bad you see that my good intention is like breaking you & him apart . At first , I don't give a damn to you . But after few days of not hearing from you I made the first move to text you & the way you replied me just break my heart .

At that moment , I realized you changed cause of me .

You changed cause I was doing the right thing . You changed because you can't accept the fact that I told him the truth & he told me the truth too . You can't accept the fact that I was trying my best to save this 6 years of friendship between us .

You may changed to be what so ever , but my love for you will always remain the same .

Yes , I can't deny the fact that I really really LOVE my girls a lot .

Without them it's just different . I have gone through a lot with them , I wish I could make them so close like real blood sisters but at times is impossible . But I won't give up yet , NEVER .

I will always try my best to bring them back alive together , I will bring all the good old memories we had together . I promise .

I will never give up in this friendship even if there's another obstacles ahead of me .

I'll be stronger each day , I'll be more daring . Yes , I will do what it takes for me to save this friendship . Ego will never be inside of me , I will make sure I love you girls equally be it nabilah . nadrah , salwa & nurrahaan .

Sunflowy Girl
10:34 AM