I wish she love me like how she love him but maybe just maybe we're different . & today I have learnt that even if she love him more than me ... I'll still love her cause now I am left with one her in this wide world . It's not that I don't wish to visit you , mama . Just that seeing & knowing that each of your children's talking about your wealth will soon driving me & her crazy . But I am grateful cause today I get the chance to touched your hand , kiss your cheeks after 2 months plus of not seeing you . I hope you'll continue to stay strong . Yes , I do love you . I still remember the day he left all of us behind , the day when I had my end of the year exams for sec 3 . I love you & I love him too even though I am not that close to you & I am not your favorite grandchild . It's okay mama , you're one of my good role models. You're a awesome , kind-hearted , patient , beautiful grandmother .... Thank you for taking care of me when I was a little baby & thank you for sharing your love towards me till today & months , years to come . Insyallah (:
I just hope that you won't leave us behind so soon , cause mama I am scared of the truth later on .I am scared when people & things change . I am scared when people become greedy & good out of a sudden just cause of wealth that won't bring you no where near Allah . I will pray hard that you'll keep staying strong . I promise I will try my best to stand up for the truth when the day comes. Love you mama♥♥♥ .
Sunflowy Girl
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