My life would be different starting from monday ohh wait TOMORROW . I don't know should I feel happy or what . But for sure I know I didn't choose this path for myself but for my dearest mom again . To me she's my everything , without her I don't think I can survive till today . I will sacrifice my dream again for her , just her & once everything at least settle down ... I will pursue my dream for sure . For now , I think this is the best decision . I will be learning new things , have a better knowledge in fashion industry , good pay that I think I deserve for now , most importantly that I am willing to learn & do anything for my family sake .

Like finally , I am gonna leave FA . I am half-hearted cause it's so hard for me to leave those beautiful souls there such as ; Kak dayah , nisa , ayu , ashraf , apiz , aeyn & so on . It's too hard to go but then again how long can I endure with all their shits (the upper ranks people) . They are driving me nuts , I have decided to walk away with a positive mindset . Sooner or later one by one will leave FA , it's so sad but it's the fact . It's better to stay away from politics people ! HAHAHA xD . So yeah , I wish all my FA colleagues , all the best . Miss me when I'm gone cause I am extraordinary . I will never forget every moments we had with one another be it short or long , be it sad or happy moments ... Every time when there's a "WAR" everyone will stand by each other that's what I believe in FA esp my sisters !

You three ladies , I already regard & respect you 3 like my own . Be it when there's someone who is unhappy about my pay when I know it's you . I can't believe it at first but I forgave you with a sincere heart . I'll miss you girls the most , it's true . I'll miss designing cookie cakes , talking to the camera & esp my 3 babies at the shop ; MOPBROOMBIN :( . I will miss nisa making fun of me , will miss ayu stories & watching girls together & of course kak dayah ... I WILL MISS HER ! :( I will miss kak dayh stories , she's my listening ear most of the time at work . Haish my life gonna change starting tomorrow .

Wish me luck guys (:

This won't be easy but for now I wanna be selfish & think about my family first but not others .

Sunflowy Girl
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