I have been pushing myself too hard at work. I didn't even notice it till last friday my body felt so weak , my face turned pale , my eyes was red & watery , keep coughing till I scare some " P " around me , flu getting bad to worst . And yet I was stubborn always think about others first than myself at work . (sorry , i am just being me) . I really didn't want to go home even when they all told me so especially " kak ani " . She really nagged & nagged at me . But I still stayed on till 11 am I decided to took my leave & went home .

Maybe just maybe I had been helping too many people at work at one go till I forgotten about my own health , that my body also need plenty of rest . The weird part is while I was on the way out from my work place P kept asking me questions & I can't possibly turn them down right ? (:

I am still sick . Fever has gone but flu & cough have not . But I am still going to work on MONDAY , I wanna put smiles on others face on monday morning with my SMILE even though if I am not feeling well .

Slowly , surely I am gonna get this right on monday , that everything will go smoothly . That I am just not a girl but soon to be a grown up (:

When I work I tend to be not so serious , what I meant is I am never selfish of teaching others & sharing my knowledge & jokes at work . That I tend to smiled & laughed even though I am doing my work .If you're too serious about work w/o having a smile on your face , what's' the point ? Work gonna be boring I tell you ! I discover something new about myself , that I am not afraid in facing difficult "customers" face to face or even on the phone . Weird part is that I always had this cheerful high pitch tone in me whenever I say " good morning , take care " as I welcome them or bid goodbye . HAHAHA! And seriously , I loving my job each & everyday ! Sometimes my buddies would close their ears & looked at me " why you so hyper huh everyday , laugh & laugh ? "

Hello , reality check please . I am just human being . I shed tears too but this time round I have learnt not to cry in front of others except my loved ones . HAHAHA!

K I am off to sleep early tonight , assalamualaikum (:

Sunflowy Girl
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