People come , people go ; what I mean is that sometimes you've to learn to let go some people in your life if you think they're not worth your time , love , care & concern . Letting go does not mean you totally shut them out from your life . Sometimes it's about you giving up on them cause all this while you're with them all you could feel is tiredness . Cause all this while you're the only one who trying your best to communicate & wanting to have bonding sessions with them but in the end they themselves didn't do their part. So you choose to let go secretly without them notice. And of course in the other hand letting go does not mean you totally give up on them but again secretly you still care , love & wanting them in your life w/o them knowing. ( I am not referring to anyone , well I am just saying ) PEACE !
Never Judge the book by it's cover ; It's about my new friends that I had made along the journey in my new work .... wait , let's just say " MY NEW CAREER " (:
I made a lot of new friends & mostly it's malays . But tell you what , I am addicted to chinese friends already . But it does not mean that I leave behind all my malays friends right ? I am amazed that I actually can clicked very well with my chinese friends . They entertained my craps like how the malays friends does it . One of my fav chinese friend is " Pei Yi " aka ChatterBox like me ! And not to be forgotten my fav malays friends that's " Leena & Liza " aka as my 2L's . ohhh one more fav friend she came from Filipino ! Her name is " Irene " aka my Kak Irene , she's a mom by the way but yet she's COOL !
On top of that I am the YOUNGEST among my batch of new friends & class too . HAHAHA !
Not cool okay cause why ? All eyes on me ! Cause I am the youngest so their expectations of me is HIGH . And I seriously don't like it . " ohh you're young so you can absorb that well & fast right ? " I don't like it when people think like that of me . For your info , I am a slow learner . But I can be a good worker once I master all the things that well (; Seriously , practice make it perfect . I always believe in that . Plus we also need time to master all that steps . And so they thought they can bully me just like that ?? HAHA ! sorry you gonna mess with the wrong person actually . I may look blur , I may be a slow learner but never ever once you underestimate me cause I am not gonna show you my angry sides just yet . My patience is higher than you expected it to be . I may not be clever as the rest but my passion in my work light up everything (:
And sometimes I don't like to be stuck in the middle again . I thought I would not be stuck in that kind of situation with my new friends . But I think it's fated to always be the " MIDDLE PERSON" . They choose to confide in me & share stories with me . I have two groups of malay friends , all of them is from Polytechnic . And all are in their Twenties . Except me (; It's hard when the both group are nice towards me but when they interact with each other it's like totally different atmosphere . Krik Krik -.-
Whatever it is , May Allah Bless all of them & Open their Eyes & Heart .
Sunflowy Girl
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