I miss being FREE , FREEDOM . What I meant is I wish I am still a student , her worries only will be her studies & her CCA . That's all not too many worries like now . Sadly human beings have to grow up no matter what right . Everyday we will be a day older . HAHAHA !

Tell you what , it's hard being an adult . Now at this age of 18 going to 19 soon , I feel all the responsibilities on me already. Mom said I was her only hope & so I must not let her down . And most importantly myself. I must make things right , actually is not that hard to start over .

Like really change to someone better , change to a person that no one would expect .

I am learning secretly w/o anyone notice. So one day when I appear in front of anyone they'll be SURPRISE by my good changes (:

One of my changes is ; to ditch my laptop away . HAHAH update when I have time cause

I AM A WORKAHOLIC , I'LL NEVER CHANGE .

unless

I have kids .

Insyallah that will be in 7 years to come .

Sunflowy Girl
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