On my first day of wearing a Hijab ; I have this feeling inside of me . I am glad that I am prepared for a new start of my life . I am thankful to allah cause for the past few months I have been preparing myself secretly w/o no one notice my differences . I acted like the same old sabrina , somehow . But some of them asked me " Are you gonna wear a scarf ? " Then I said , maybe & maybe not . I don't give them a yes or a no answer because I know deep down my heart that this year will be the year I am going to be Hijab Girl sooner or later. And in the end , I came to work with a Hijab on & everyone ( I MEAN IT ) was so stunned & surprised . They kept questioning me why , why & why ?
On my second day of wearing a Hijab ; my executive was surprised too . and my supervisor is still not use to see me in hijab. And so they keep questioning me but one of the customer , my F.I.S.H Chewy Junior Friends made my day cause they accept me for who I am. I'll never forget the customer who made my day (: .
I have figure it out that somehow some people will not get use to the " NEW SABRINA " . That some people won't just stop giving me comments & talk behind my back & will forever question me why. And my decision is , the next time people ask me why , I will answer....
" I FEAR ALLAH & DEATH. I WANT TO REPENT & BE CLOSE TO ALLAH "
By the way , I am changing not because of him.Get this straight.He told me once that is good for me to wear a hijab but when I am totally ready & sincere. I have been friends with him going two years now ..... if I wear a hijab because of him long ago maybe like two months we're friends I would be a hijab girl already. But sadly , it's not cause of him people .
Seriously , think through out before you start assuming . You know , is not good to assume so next time ask nicely. Be mature !
Goodnight everyone (:
Sunflowy Girl
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