Assalamualaikum everyone :D ,

I feel like updating my blog today & so here I am . Ohh well ramadhan is here again , the holy month. You know this year ramadhan will be so different . I don't why but I feel different. Plus now I am wearing hijab & sometimes I go overboard like ; HAHAHA I DON'T EVEN WEAR SLIPPERS ANYMORE.( I ditched my branded slippers away even mom don't wanna wear it ) Everything must be covered like someone says . hehe ! Plus if I buy some new clothes I don't take size "S" anymore , I took "M" instead . A lot of things have changed like seriously , my sense of fashion . Now I am in love with jubah & shawls . And I already decided to wear jubah for raya but I don't know what color to choose still deciding .

Seriously , I feel happy about this year ramadhan & I can't wait for raya .

I feel blessed no matter what happen . (:

By the way , about work . Things will change soon , very soon . And I am scared if they can't accept me for who I am . I have fears that there'll be some jealousy if they know the truth . Sometimes I wonder why can't friends be happy for their friends if their friend get compliments or promoted ? I can say I am different , cause I work hard really hard to achieve what's the best for me in work or life . But never ever I ask from Allah to give me a position that I could earn more respect or high pay or whatever regarding work . When my friends get compliments or promoted , I don't feel jealous cause I know they work hard & smart too .

But when it comes to me , others just have to ruin or be jealous . Like seriously , I had been in that situation before . So now , my status & my pay is confidential . Let it be secret between me & god .

Nights everyone .

Sunflowy Girl
10:37 AM