Work have been my choice since young . I made the choice to start working at a young age 14. And I never feel regret at all . From 14 till now , I have gained a lot of experiences , met different types of people , dealing & adapt with new environment , people & atmosphere . But FAMOUS AMOS is the best among all . ( cause I know how to be the real women there . know how to fight back , like finally ! ) Just kidding , who wants to fight like hooligans at work right ? (;

Now I have become a _______ . I don't even feel that my work responsibilities is lesser . Everyday the responsibilities keep adding on & sometimes I keep sighing cause I feel tired & I feel that I am old. But actually I am young . Try to put yourself in my shoes right now , imagine you're 19 & you've to take in charge , take care of your staffs(majority of them is the same age as you) , supervise them in what they do right or wrong , scold them if they deserve it , train them to be clean , neat & tidy & etc . Imagine if you get promoted & your status is a bit higher at work but you're only 19 ? Tell me what you feel ? Tell me if you think people will get jealous by your achievements ?

DOUBLE CONFIRM W/O ANY DOUBT , others will be jealous . And they will have many questions in their heads like " why her ? why not me ? " One thing for sure I never ask for anything like get higher pay , respect me because I am a ________ . I never ever dream about to become what I am today . Yes , at first when I received the letter I was shocked & sad at the same time . Cause I never want this position , I just wanted to be normal & a hardworking staff . That's all . But I left with no choice , now I have become a _____ & my job is to run to 2 places fyi ( it's tiring but fun ) , slowly I cherish every moments I work , appreciate my responsibilities given by her & now I have to admit I am thankful & lucky cause the bosses see a potential in me (; But I am not the type of person who will be so proud until forget myself , I actually didn't tell anyone except 2 persons at my work place what is my position cause later so many things will happen . HAHA !

But from what I see , I bet they know what is my position . but it does not matter .... I just want them to treat me the same . It's not that I can't go thru hard work . Hello , at work I am like a man behind the scenes & a women in front of the cashier . hees (; I have been thru a lot , I have what it takes to carry one carton of batter & walked around orchard w/o feeling shy anymore , I have been straight forward to my manager recently cause I hate the way she treated some of us with her biased attitude , I fought so many times with "w" for !year plus & now I am not scared of telling her what I really think , I am not scared of dealing with some people who have the matrep & minahrep attitude anymore .

I have changed . I am not a gangster , I have learnt to stand up for myself , to fight for my rights ,to be straightforward , to learn how to deal with some childish people , when it comes to serious matter .... I have learnt how to be serious . but at the end of all of this , there's a sorry . That part can never be change . Saying sorry does not mean I lose . And if some people don't like how I work or what is my attitude at work ... Please come forward & talk to me . (:

Have a great weekend ! (:

Sunflowy Girl
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