( MISS MY TEMBAM VERY MUCH )

I don't know how long I didn't signed in to blogger . I know now days teenager or people use tumblr , onsugar & etc . But I still prefer blogger (:

While I guess it's time for me to update some happening events that happened lately . Oh well , my life been full of STRESS . (kidding) Actually my life is peaceful whenever I am not at work . Cause when I am at work I am always rushing , checking the time , designing cakes until sometimes I lost count -.- . It's been fun running here & there , to two shops yet it's tiring but maybe just for the sake of my career & passion in baking , I'll endure .

Last two days , we had Company Chalet . Sadly I went for the 1st day , stayed there for few hours & managed to catch the last bus with other staffs. I didn't stay cause something happened to my leg , I got bruises out of a sudden . Suspicious much . I keep on saying some prayers when I am there , kental much . But I am not the only one who felt uneasy . Thank god I reached home safe & sound before 12.30am & he keep nagging at me for staying out late . ( whereas it's been long time since I stayed out late with my Part-timers Clan . Been a good lady (; )

And so today I feel sad . Really sad only ayu knows why . Cause I heard some news but before this news I am actually sad cause ayu will be leaving us soon & she gonna be a stewardess , that's her dream job . Well , congrats to her :') . I actually cried in front of him telling him how sad I am when I know that ayu will be leaving . But I learn to accept the fact as each day passed. And now I'm sad that we'll go to our separate ways ....... sigh . When I am on the phone with ayu just now , I cried .

3 shops , hold a lot of bittersweet of memories . Really . We bonded so well that when reality hit us , that actually we have to separate soon really break my heart . It's not gonna be the same anymore . NOT . It will never but on the other hand I am thankful cause I get to stay with my Fav Clans . ( haha they don't know that they're actually my Favorite friends/staffs at work ) hush hush . But it's still incomplete since the day ashraf , nisa , kak dayah , nurul left . now wendy & ayu leaving soon .

And I am afraid I'll be the last person in 2009 batch staying .

Enough said , goodnight .

May allah bless all of you .....

Sunflowy Girl
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