Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

When I see your face , there's not a thing I would change cause you're amazing just the way you are . And when you smile , the whole world stops & stares for awhile .

I want you to know that I don't care how you look like , how heavy you are .
I just love you the way you are like how you accept me with your sincere heart .

When the secrets are out , when there's many stalkers surrounding me you & my girls , family were there for me through it all . I love it when you know how exactly I feel when I see ______ walking around .

Thank you ashraf , Thank you for the cookie .
I have lost count of how many cookies you had given to me before . teehee !

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Sunflowy Girl
10:30 AM

TGIF ; What a awesome day today (!)

Was awake by buddy non-stop calls & msgs (!) uh irritating you know :p *JOKING*
THANK YOU BUDDY , ASH KE ASH :D Appreciate it a lot . Tsk end up he woke up late & did not go for his 3days camp at mosque . * ish-ish ash ash .. Perangai-M *.Worked with wendy , ayu & dayah love . Had fun today at work even though wendy love is having mood swings. Not cool seriously :( . whatever it is , it's a lovely day .

Met mom & brother love after work , went shopping with them .
Shopped for brother stuff & etc . He's going for " THAILAND " this time round for a rock-climbing school trip . haha I thought it was another competition . bahaa :p
My brother is so lucky , every year w/o fail I tell you confirm get to go to a different country or many countries . lucky . blessed . fortunate to the max gitu . How I wish I could be like him .. good in sports :) Nvm , I can just dream on about that . Less than 48 hours he will be gone ... & off to Thailand . Brother , take good care of yourself at there & don't forget to get for me a pair of earrings . You know I love earrings :) w/o them I will feel " incomplete " . Thank you for today bro , I enjoyed spending my time with you & mom w/o dad around we 3-beranak can shop till we drop gitu ! Sad to say , I only bought a pair of new earpiece when mom said she allowed me to buy anything I want . It's okay mom at least I helped to save-up your $$$ unlike adik shop like a women like someone.

Adik must remember ; Don't let your love life , destroy your dreams . CAREER FIRST (!) Tak kahwin pun takpe :p Tak mati perh asalkan ada $$$ . haha just don't end up being a jerk out there . I know you're true to one . I know you're so " SETIA " . But don't be so setia until you kena take advantage . * OPEN YOUR EYES WIDELY * I know I owe you a pair of " Vans Shoe " . wait eh , I need a " Vans shoe " too you know. Insyallah next month I will get for you . Kakak will miss you & your craps (!) No you , no fighting over the laptop , chocolates & esp House phone . Love you , Adik-ku Hitam Manis.
*Eww *

I can't wait to meet my 4SOME-LOVERS again ! * next week , next week * .
I can't wait to see you in the future .
I can't wait to move in to a new home .
But I will wait when the time is right for me to love again (:

Toodles (!)

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Sunflowy Girl
8:56 AM

When I am with you , I feel so happy , happy , happy w/o a full stop (!)

Today FULL - SHIFT , super shagged .
But I am in love with next week schedule , hehe 2 mid-shift for me .
4 closing & 1 day off on monday . :D
I swear next time I see you , you watch out .
I am violent at times , I can make you go like this " 0.o " .
IMYLC , smelly !

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Sunflowy Girl
9:52 PM

I MISS ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII MY ONE & ONLY Mr.Ali PERANGAI G BETUL !

Ambik kau ! post ni untuk kamu tuan , hahaha ! Wah cam dah lama gitu , I never see you or hang out with you . haha it's been how many days huh ? 3 or 4 days ? Sab very bad huh but w/o sab also ada teman pun nak balik ngn kamu . tsk-ing much . muahaha !
* please eh sab tak jealous , try me if you dare "
:p
we're just friends .

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Sunflowy Girl
12:16 PM

I have been wanting to buy this book , like finally I bought it yesterday & guess what people I am 20pages away to finish reading this book . This book meana lot to me so does the bookmark . Lucky for me , I bought two novels !
Mcgriddles , I guess I am so into reading novels back . I hope you accept me for who I am.
Since I am single , I have plenty of time for myself till now :)

Earthlings , you should grab one of this ! it's worth your money .
Even my bestfriends ( nad & nur ) & worst my supervisor wanna borrow this book when I finish reading it. hahahaha !
Go get it at MPH , get 20% .

Sorry Mcgriddles, I am not asleep yet . I am so wide awake & I am reading the novel . haha!
Guess today will be my turn to text you after I finish my prayer . hahaha !

gosh it's 5.00 am !
Have a nice day
:D

" Kassandra Kong is the her name ( the author ) , she is my IDOL . "

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Sunflowy Girl
12:51 PM

CONGRATS KAK AIN & ABANG NASIR ( Tiny winy policeman )

I am sorry I did not attend to your " pernikahan " today .

I am sorry cousin . I am sorry if I acted like a fool but I promise you when it's your wedding day , I will come down & be your so call " maid foc " for a day . I so can't wait to spend my time with my dearest cousins ... I miss her . But she let me down again & again . But I won't give up on her no matter what as she is always there for me & need me no matter how far apart we are (: I LOVE YOU . YOU TOLD ME I LOOKED THE SAME WHEREAS I AM NOT MY DEAR , I HAVE CHANGED . But I am still a softhearted girl . choy that one cannot change luh :( . Sorry uh makcik , natural . I SO CAN'T WAIT TO HUG YOU SO TIGHTLY TMRW SAYANG !

I have my reasons why I don't like to attend weddings .
Lucky this one is my cousin wedding , so yeah have to attend no matter what . Lucky me there's my favorite cousins all around !
Whenever I heard that I need to attend weddings , I tried so hard to plead with my mom that I don't wanna go . Once I said to my mom " if there's no white rice , I don't wanna go . Cuz I only ate white rice . Brayani yucks ! " . hahaha what a lame excuse ... well , I just wanna escape luh right zanna ?

Remember zanna , recently .. we've to attend a wedding . then you text me me asked me whether I am going or not .. I replied " unless there's yummy foods , I'll go " . you also said that to me . haha in the end .. you went but I did not go ! hahaha !
Ruzanna & me have our own reasons .. WHY we don't wanna go for weddings .
& why we did attend for weddings : YUMMY FOODS ! :)

that's all for now .
dress done . make-up undone . hairdo done(yay)
work was so awesome today !

IMYLC , like seriously .

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Sunflowy Girl
5:33 AM

not to forget something , thanks ashraf for replacing me for tmrw & next sunday :D
I owe you two days . haha ! I thank allah for giving me such lovely & understanding friends at work ! Life is hard , but no matter what makcik sabby kena SENYUM :D hahaha !

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Sunflowy Girl
7:14 PM

I'll be away . soorrrryyy readers :D mine blog gonna be dead for a period of time .

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Sunflowy Girl
10:01 AM

" We can live by choice but not by chance "
Ive a choice to CONFIDE in whoever I want so do you . & thank you friend for staying up late just to knock some sense into me & make me feel better . Thank you a million times ! Finally, I made the right choice to confide in you. I know you'll be there for me 24/7 , how I wish hasdad is here to advice me , laugh with me & even better bully me. Brother , I miss you man ! I gonna make a change , I wanna hang out with you & him often . you both maybe naggy at times but I know you both mean good & just want the best for me . Im sorry brother vava , Ive let you down BIG TIME . I want KUTI-KUTI VAVA FAMILY BACK !
* hasdad.sabrina.ayie.sakinah *

GIRLS , IMISSYOU ALOT !

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Sunflowy Girl
9:02 PM

" ANOTHER YEAR OLDER "

A birthday is just another day,young of mind, yet youthful looks go away.Another year older,the world seems a bit colder.Yet my heart still burns,and for love it forever yearns.Another year older,I grow even bolder.Life is for us to learn from,as calculated as a mathematical sum.Another year older,hurting blazes now just smolder.Letting go of past rage and pain,living life and feeling sane.Another year older,a tear on your shoulder.Life has not been so bad,my tear is of joy not because I'm sad.Another day older,more pages added to my folder.

I'm glad of whom I am today,I would not have myself any other way.

Thank you 4SOME-GF'S : for the midnight surprise . was surprised indeed ^_^ .
I felt touched , Im speechless . I was so happy , only allah know what I really felt at that time when the 4 of you said : SURPRISE (!) . haha . Im blessed to have such weird , wonderful & beautifully imperfect best of friends like the four of you :) . Thanks for the cake with my picture on it , everlast shirt & the birthday card (!).
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ALOT ESP THE HUG FROM ALL OF US
The four of you really mean alot to me , you girls hold a special place in my heart .
you girls are my : TRUE FRIENDS . No matter what happened , I'll try & be there for each of you . When you've any problems , of course I can't bear to leave you one side of the corner & say bye kan ? hehe . you stress , I stress as usual . So girls , if each of you have some confessions please say it out . I still think there's something missing but I know no matter what this friendship will last long FE&E . Whatever happened we still FRIENDS .. :)
* tak baik tau gaduh-gaduh , tak baik jugak jikalau kawan anda berbual dan anda tidak menjawab balik kepadanya . itu namanya tidak sopan dan tidak menghormati satu sama lain . hmm .. saya harap kita bersalaman dan jika ada sesuatu hendak diberitahu cubalah buka mulut anda . Di bulan ramadhan ini , bagus sekali kalau kita berbaik dan jangan simpan perasaan yang pelik yer ? . Maaf jika kata-kata saya ini menyinggung perasaan 4SOME - GF'S saya .

ME & NADRAH

ME & NABILAH

ME & NURRAHAAN

ME & SALWA

THE 4SOME-BESTFRIENDS
^_^

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Sunflowy Girl
9:28 AM