every night is the same drama . but now the drama is getting worst . I want to go through with this but I don't for how long can I endure with this pain. it really hurts , I can't even sleep well . when I wake up in the morning , ish panda eyes (!) its been almost 4days . gosh tired & exhausted . But like finally I wanna put it to a rest so I said : I DON'T CARE (!) Whatever it is do what you wanna do . If you think im selfish & unreasonable , whatever okay . say what you want to say . CRAPS (!) I am not heartless , I don't wish to see ya sad , so if that make you happy do what you think is good for you . I'll respect your decision & be there for you . Thanks for giving me a chance , I know you'll never stop giving me chances . Thank you very much :) . I won't say anything anymore &
rakan baru thanks for the message ... it really means alot to me . Im truly sorry . I created the mess but now I want to clean it up . still I don't think it's too late boy .... so boy KEEP TRYING (!) my rakan baru is your only best friend . your best friend has only you to confide in .
I finally understand everything ..I am sorry once again for the mess that I created . & I have NEVER EVER want to hate you & I don't even hate you now . After all loving & accepting someone sincerely is the best feeling ever (!) (: I really wanna share my joy with my closet friends, but not now . ada crisis , hahaha (!) so I guess my rakan baru , I wanna share my joy with you .
Would you forgive me for the mistakes I have done & give me a chance (?)ps; I just accept someone willingly & sincerely like 4days ago . At first its kinda hard but I tried my very best to learn to accept it . In the end , I did it(!) At first im scared but when I know you were there for me like FE&E I felt better . MUCH BETTER that makes me so overjoyed (!) thank you love for standing by me , thank you my rakan baru for sharing the j0y with us . "REZEKI" daripada allah , SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH (!) Labels: Im sorry :(
Sunflowy Girl
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