Someone once told me this ; " you alone have the power to make yourself happy & to make yourself the kind of life you want. No matter how tough you can handle it . " This was a choice , this was never a mistake . " Good or bad . It was a choice you made & it will ultimately make you a stronger , better , happier person " (:
Sab says ; If minahchi can do , thambi also can do it better luh ! hahaha menyampah oink to the max .
Kurus Kendengkik Bff said this ;Come on luh , life won't wait for you . You have to move on. I know it's hard for you. If you don't move on at the end of the day , you are the one who is crying and you are the one is in pain. You think the world cares about you ? Let it go slowly , one step at a time . One life , live it . Be happy (: . Live one time , Die one time . Don't look back , look forward to the future . Cheer up !
Sab says ;I won't tell ya a single thing about moving on. haha but I am happy with the way I am , single & rich. Thank you for being a good bff since 2007 . Appreciate it a lot (!)
Well , I am a type of girl who knew how to act happy even when I am sad .
That's important.
Even though the past may hurt , I don't care . I will still look back and treasure every moment I spend with my loved ones , with people who hates me but pretend to like me & etc. No matter how short or long. No matter what I'll forgive & not forget . I am happier , seriously I am. I have found my kuti-vava brothers love back . ayie-hasdad-sab-nana >Ayie , my sungguh panas handsome cousin . you've changed .
you've grown taller & you look makin hot . putih like mat saleh no wonder my bestfriend(nur) can't stop saying that you're hot. eww .. but still I am not interested in you. not my cup of tea .
I thought I lost bff pika-pika , but I was wronged . He stayed & gave me strength even though we stay far from each other . Even though he has a girlfriend now , he never fail to text me at least one week one time to ask me how's life. He still care . Good (: love ya (!)
My foursome girls ;without them I'll be lost in this planet earth . guess so .
They're my sunshine & they're my life .
They've been there for me through up & downs .
They never leave me alone . We've shared happiness & sorrows together .
I hope our friendship will remain strong as ever .
Dad , Mom & Lil'Bro ; Deep down their heart they truly love & care about me. Ive let them down once , so now I am gonna take this chance to make them proud of me . I am gonna start school back . I am so gonna be back on the track & achieve the BEST . They cried for me once so badly , but the next time I want to see them cry when I have become successful . I don't hate my parents of throwing my tur tur & tor tor away . I think I understand why they did that .
Ruzanna-Zhu ; you're just like my own sister . I am glad to be your idol man (!)
I am lucky that we are cousins , I am so thankful to allah to have you in my life for almost 18years of living . Thank you foe being there for me always when I needed someone at certain point . Thanks alot zhu ! End of this month , I am gonna treat you to a great deal .
FAMOUS AMOS Family ; You've been a great help in forgetting my problems . I wanna thank nisa , wendy & ayu for being there for me most of the times . For being a listening ear to me , for making me laughed non-stop every time I came to work , singing & dancing in front of the cashier , for bullying me in a good way. I really appreciate it a lot (!)
I really love FA members esp Selenge's Sister :D
Lastly , Mcgriddles love
You know I love the sky , the moon & those shining stars . Today you tried your very best to find the moon just for my sake . It's okay dearest , as long as I have you by my side . I feel so happy & safe enough . I am touched . One fine day , they will know the REAL you like how I did.
You're different , you understand me when I said my foursome girls came first before anything else esp starting a new relationship with someone new. You did not utter a word , you understand me silently .You accept for who I am , you did not judge me at all. You respect my decision when I said , I need time . I know you're a good guy too. A guy who can lead me in life , religious & everything . I am lucky to have you in my life too.
I can't wait to see you again , you never fail to make me laugh mcgriddles (:
I thought I have lost everything when you left me, I thought everything falls apart & I thought they left me cuz I have let them down . But I was wronged . They stayed with me all along through ups & downs . Each of them gave me strength , everlasting love , hope , care & trust.
They loved me & cared about me .
Without you I can live , love & laugh all over again .
Thank you allah
May god bless you , good or bad earthlings ~
That's important.
Even though the past may hurt , I don't care . I will still look back and treasure every moment I spend with my loved ones , with people who hates me but pretend to like me & etc. No matter how short or long. No matter what I'll forgive & not forget . I am happier , seriously I am. I have found my kuti-vava brothers love back . ayie-hasdad-sab-nana >Ayie , my sungguh panas handsome cousin . you've changed .
you've grown taller & you look makin hot . putih like mat saleh no wonder my bestfriend(nur) can't stop saying that you're hot. eww .. but still I am not interested in you. not my cup of tea .
I thought I lost bff pika-pika , but I was wronged . He stayed & gave me strength even though we stay far from each other . Even though he has a girlfriend now , he never fail to text me at least one week one time to ask me how's life. He still care . Good (: love ya (!)
My foursome girls ;without them I'll be lost in this planet earth . guess so .
They're my sunshine & they're my life .
They've been there for me through up & downs .
They never leave me alone . We've shared happiness & sorrows together .
I hope our friendship will remain strong as ever .
Dad , Mom & Lil'Bro ; Deep down their heart they truly love & care about me. Ive let them down once , so now I am gonna take this chance to make them proud of me . I am gonna start school back . I am so gonna be back on the track & achieve the BEST . They cried for me once so badly , but the next time I want to see them cry when I have become successful . I don't hate my parents of throwing my tur tur & tor tor away . I think I understand why they did that .
Ruzanna-Zhu ; you're just like my own sister . I am glad to be your idol man (!)
I am lucky that we are cousins , I am so thankful to allah to have you in my life for almost 18years of living . Thank you foe being there for me always when I needed someone at certain point . Thanks alot zhu ! End of this month , I am gonna treat you to a great deal .
FAMOUS AMOS Family ; You've been a great help in forgetting my problems . I wanna thank nisa , wendy & ayu for being there for me most of the times . For being a listening ear to me , for making me laughed non-stop every time I came to work , singing & dancing in front of the cashier , for bullying me in a good way. I really appreciate it a lot (!)
I really love FA members esp Selenge's Sister :D
Lastly , Mcgriddles love
You know I love the sky , the moon & those shining stars . Today you tried your very best to find the moon just for my sake . It's okay dearest , as long as I have you by my side . I feel so happy & safe enough . I am touched . One fine day , they will know the REAL you like how I did.
You're different , you understand me when I said my foursome girls came first before anything else esp starting a new relationship with someone new. You did not utter a word , you understand me silently .You accept for who I am , you did not judge me at all. You respect my decision when I said , I need time . I know you're a good guy too. A guy who can lead me in life , religious & everything . I am lucky to have you in my life too.
I can't wait to see you again , you never fail to make me laugh mcgriddles (:
I thought I have lost everything when you left me, I thought everything falls apart & I thought they left me cuz I have let them down . But I was wronged . They stayed with me all along through ups & downs . Each of them gave me strength , everlasting love , hope , care & trust.
They loved me & cared about me .
Without you I can live , love & laugh all over again .
Thank you allah
May god bless you , good or bad earthlings ~
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