Beautifully Imperfect Sunflower

One last thing to say over here ; seriously what kind of friend are you ? Damn girl , you're heartless . You can't even think with your own brain . I am disappointed in you , esp your attitude . You got the guts to put the blame to another party whereas you were the one who is JEALOUS of me ! Seriously if you're unhappy with me of what I get every month you can come clean to me & talk things out right ? If you're freaking mad with me over money , I can just give you the 4 letter words right in front of your face . Cause you don't deserve me at all . You don't even deserve my kindness , my words , my love ANYMORE . You hurt me deeply , so deep that this wound in my heart will never heal even if you come up to me beg for forgiveness . I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ! YES YOU MADE ME HATE YOU !I won't pity you anymore & I won't ask you to cover for me. I am sick of this two-faced thingy . Lucky for me , I did not share & tell you everything :) I did not know you are another " PARROT " in Famous Amos . Interesting much . Good Job , now you've lost my Trust .You made me cried & still have the guts to asked me to quit my job so that you can REPLACE ME ? I WON'T let you win , NEVER ! I may be good to you but don't forget I can be mean to you if you start it first . I regret being good to you , I regret of having friend like you . Mostly , I regret trusting you in the first place .

If you want to have a lot of money at the end of the month , work more hours & days .
If you still unhappy , I welcome you to work at my outlet & my shifts . Then you will know what I feel & what's my responsibility over there . If you try already & still unhappy I guess you're a type of person who doesn't know the meaning of " BERSYUKUR "
Frankly speaking , MONEY can't last forever . MONEY can't buy happiness but now BECAUSE OF MONEY you've ruined our friendship . You're blinded by MONEY !For goodness sake think with your brain but not your butt . Did I ever tell you or anyone that I AM JEALOUS with your pay ? No , I DID NOT . you wanna know why ? Cause I am different . I am thankful with what I get & had right now in my work life . I did not even utter a word to my manager that I want my pay to be increase or complain to her that I want to be paid more as I work almost everyday . I AM SO UNLIKE YOU ! My manager said I deserve to get a increment even though I work for 8months plus , if you wanna know why or what ask her nicely & she will explain to you from A to Z .

Bottom of the line is , I am not gonna be so naive anymore to anyone or worst YOU . Like nadrah once told me that I am so naive that people can easily take advantage of me . Indeed I am naive , but now I know the real you & the truth is out .... I am not gonna let you have my trust ever again . I don't wish to see your damn face at all . Yes , I hate you !
I know I have changed a lot , in the past I used to be a forgiving person but after he left I have learned that at point of time you can't even forgive that person who has hurt you deeply .

The one who should be jealous of me or us it should be ASHRAF not the other way round.
I am speechless , the person whom I trust with my all my heart hurt me this bad .

" Harapkan pagar , pagar makan padi "

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Sunflowy Girl
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